disclaimer: Harry Potter and Draco Malfoy belong to J.K. Rowling. I am not her.
warnings: Drama. Lots of drama. And slash of course.
A/N: I'm here! I'm updating! Worship me! Anyway, just so you know, I have two weeks school left before summer vacation so I'll be updating more often than every two months after that. And I'm also trying to finish all of my fics before August, because in August I will be leaving to the US, and I don't know if I'm gonna be able to update from there. So, anyway, enjoy the chapter. And review after that.
"Good morning, Drakie!"
Drakie, or Draco as we know him, raised an eyebrow. "Well aren't you cheery today." He noted with a small smile on his lips as he put his empty mug down and leaned against the kitchen counter. "So you slept well?"
"Very well, thank you. No nightmares, no throwing up and no headache." Harry grinned and quickly pecked the blonde's lips. For a week Harry had seen frequent nightmares, thrown up after every dream and suffered from a tremendous headache, non-stop.
"What did you do?"
He gave Draco a very questioning look. "What you mean what did I do?"
"Well, it seems kind of weird that it just stopped, don't you think?"
"Not really. I'm just happy it did stop. Why you always need an explanation for everything?"
Draco sighed and slipped away from between Harry and the counter. "I don't. I just…"
As his sentence faded, it hit Harry. "You think I've cracked!" He bellowed. "You think I've done drugs!"
"What? No! Of course I don't!"
"Oh please, of course you do! It would be the perfect reason, wouldn't it? First I stop doing them and then I get all these withdrawal whatevers and then they suddenly stop. It makes sense, doesn't it?"
"But I didn't think-"
"Don't you trust me?"
Draco was completely taken aback by the sudden question. "Wha- Of course I trust you."
"It doesn't seem like it."
The blonde sighed. "Harry, you're being a drama queen again."
The boy in question pouted, letting his anger fade a bit. "I am not."
Draco closed the gap of a few steps between them and wrapped his arms around Harry's waist. "Are too." He softly kissed the boy in his arms and smiled. "Last day of school. You ready?"
-
As Harry sat in the school canteen for the last time ever, he started thinking. He figured that he actually liked the town and the school and the people there. Ok, it was always raining, Ann Hirch still talked way too much way too fast and the football players were still calling him a faggot, but those were little things. To be honest, Harry hated the sun, Ann was actually quite nice and who really gave a shit what some football players think? Harry had a whole new life there now. He had Draco, he had Danny.
Merlin, Danny! Harry flinched. After they left, he would probably never see Danny again and that was bad. They had gotten really close over the past months. How was he supposed to survive without Danny? Especially if Draco and I break up. Who will be my shoulder then?
He had a point there. Harry now had a whole new life in Vilinburg, how could Ron or Hermione or anyone ever understand who he was now and what has happened to him?
The idea of returning to Hogwarts wasn't so disgusting. It was the leaving Vilinburg part he dreaded.
"…So what do you think?"
Harry snapped out of his trance, back to the real world. "Huh- Sorry, what?"
Danny pouted. "I've been explaining my plan to kiss Ann on New Year's Eve to you about fifteen minutes now," He took a dramatic pause. "And you didn't hear a word I said!"
"Yes, I did!" Was Harry's automatic defense.
"Yeah? What did I say?"
"Um…"
"I knew it. You don't care about my happiness at all." The brunette huffed and poked his overly greasy French fries with a violence Harry had never seen before.
"Don't be stupid. My whole life concentrates on your happiness." Harry cooed and rubbed his leg against Danny's under the table.
"Liar." Danny hissed and kicked the leg away. "If that was true, you wouldn't leave."
Oh so that's what this is all about! "Danny… I've explained you this. I have to go."
"Why?"
"You know why!"
Danny looked at him like he was betraying him in some weird way. Harry sighed. "I have two weeks left and I don't wanna spend those weeks fighting with you."
"Oh yeah, you wanna spend them fucking with- Ouch!" He suddenly cried and started to rub his leg. "What was that for?"
"Don't say that aloud in here." Harry hissed, looking around in the canteen. "I didn't know you were so jealous?"
"I'm not!"
"Yeah right. And just for your information, we're not fucking."
"Sure you aren't. And I'm so not jealous."
"Really, we're not. And if you're not jealous, I'm Santa Claus."
"You are? You must be really busy at this time of the year." Danny stood up. "Now excuse me, I'm gonna be late for class."
The raven haired boy looked up to him. "We have the same class, you idiot, and it's not starting for five minutes." But Danny obviously didn't care. Harry ran after him and grabbed his arm. "Danny, what the hell is wrong with you today?"
"Nothing." The look on Harry's face told him he wasn't actually believable. He sighed. "Walk me home today, okay? We'll talk then?"
Harry let go of his arm. "Okay."
-
Two hours and fifteen minutes later the dark haired boys were walking in the drizzle, hands deep in their pockets to protect them from the freezing rain. They walked until they reached Danny's house and still in silence they entered the boy's room. Harry sat on the bed and Danny lied down next to him, burying his face into his hands.
"I'm waiting?"
Danny took a deep breath. "What's gonna happen to us when you leave?"
"What you mean?"
"Well, are we ever going to talk to each other again? Will we see each other?"
"Of course we will see each other. It might take a while, but we will."
"How long is 'a while'?"
Harry leaned back on his elbows. "Seven months."
Danny bit his lip so he wouldn't start to yell. He didn't want Harry to leave, he was his best friend. Actually, Harry was his only friend. And to be honest, he really didn't care about Ann that much anymore.
"Harry?"
"Yeah?"
"You're right, I am jealous."
A grin spread on Harry's lips. "I knew it. Don't worry, when Ann gets to know you she's gonna be all over you."
The brunette sat up. "This is not about Ann." He whispered, refusing to look at Harry.
"Who then? You don't have a crush on Draco, do you?"
"No, I don't." He let out a bitter laugh, blinking to stop the tears that were rising up. "I knew we shouldn't have fucked."
Harry immediately shot back up, eyes wide. "You mean…?"
Danny turned his head towards the voice and suddenly the boys were lips against lips. He stood up and backed away. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to-"
"It's okay." Harry told firmly and also stood up. "It's okay."
"No, it's not. I just kissed my best friend, who has a boyfriend. How could it be okay?"
"You're overreacting. It's not that big of a deal."
"Yes it is." Danny turned his back to the other boy. "To me it is."
Harry stepped closer and hugged him from behind. "Danny, being with you would definitely make more sense as I've never hated you. I really care about you. A lot. But-"
"You care about Draco more."
"No, let me finish. Draco and I have a history together. It's definitely not a pretty history and I've wanted to kill him more than once but I know stuff about him and he knows stuff about me I could never even try to explain to you."
"Like what?"
Like I go to a school for witches and wizards, a maniac has tried to kill me five times and I'm a recovering drug addict. "It doesn't matter."
Danny sighed. He was way too tired and messed up to argue. In a way, he totally got it why Harry wanted Draco over him. I'm nothing special anyway…
And as if Harry had actually read his thoughts; "Don't be stupid, of course you're special. Anyone would kill to have you."
-
"Where in the hell have you been?"
Harry raised an eyebrow and took off his jacket. "Relax, I was at Danny's."
"And that information is supposed to make me relaxed?"
The green eyed boy turned around to face the blonde who seemed to be rather upset. "Yes, actually it is."
Draco pouted. "Why were you with him?"
"Jee, I dunno, because he's my friend?" Harry suggested as he headed upstairs to his room, Draco following him.
"So it didn't cross your mind that you could check with me first?"
He turned around, facing the blonde. "No, it did not! I wasn't aware that I'm not allowed to spend time with my friend anymore!"
"And what kind of time are we talking about here? Some 'quality time' maybe?" Draco asked, sounding pretty bitter.
Harry couldn't believe his ears. "For fuck's sake, that's what this is about?"
"Well it does seem kind of weird that you have fucked your friend but not your boyfriend."
"If you wanna fuck we can do it right now!"
"Oh you would like that, wouldn't you?"
"As a matter of fact I would!"
"Well it is good that you have Danny for that then!"
Harry opened his mouth several times not being able to say a word. Finally he settled for throwing his hands in the air and a scream as a sign of frustration and marching into his room and slamming the door shut.
Draco ran downstairs, grabbed Harry's jacket and left the house, also slamming the door behind him. Hard.
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