"What the hell are you doing here?" Meredith asked him. Her face was flushed and her hands were trembling from both fear and anger.

"I came to take you home." Shawn told her as if it was painfully obvious.

"I am home. It took me four years to realize it but this is my home. You are not welcome here. What did you have to say to Izzie for her to let you in?" Meredith asked him.

"I told her I was an old friend and you would be mad if you didn't let me in." Shawn said happily.

He walked over to Meredith and cornered her against the wall. "You know you miss me." Shawn whispered to her.

"Get away from me. If you ever come near me again I swear you will wish you never knew me." Meredith told him as she pushed him away from her. "Get out of my house Shawn. NOW!" She yelled.

"Fine I'll leave now but trust me I'll be back." He told her and slammed the door shut.

Once he was gone Meredith leaned back against the wall and cried. She heard footsteps and looked up to be greeted by the one and only Izzie.

"Hey Mer, what's wrong. The guy said you would want to see him." Izzie said and sat down by her.

"No he lied. He's good at that." Meredith responded her face buried in her hands.

"Mer, who was he anyway? He said he needed to talk to you."

"He is Shawn. The Shawn who broke my heart and my daughters too." Meredith's voice was so quiet that Izzie could hardly hear her.

"I should have never let him get so close to us." With that Meredith walked up to go check on Lilly and then tucked herself in bed.

The next morning Meredith got up and dressed a very sleepy Lilly and headed towards the hospital with Izzie and George also in tow. "Mer, you don't look so good are you getting sick?" George asked her.

"No George thanks, but I'm fine." Meredith smiled at his concern.

"Lilly come on I'll take you to the day care." Izzie said taking Lilly's hand and smiling at Meredith.

Meredith smiled back grateful for the break.

Once in side the hospital Meredith almost fell over. "Oh my God." She said under her breath.

"What is it?" George asked her.

Sitting down in one of the waiting room chairs was Shawn. Meredith walked over to him and slammed her purse down on the table.

"What do you think you are doing here?" She asked him angrily.

He shrugged his shoulders and stood up. Casually he draped his arm around her. She slapped him hard across the face. She heard George gasp.

"What was that for!" He yelled at her.

"For not paying attention when I told you to leave Me Alone!" She screamed and suddenly everyone in the room was quiet.

"Meredith you have to come back to Boston with me. You love me I know you do." He told her.

"I don't love you. I never have. Maybe I thought I did, but I can't love someone as selfish and uncaring as you." Meredith told him fiercely. She was about say something else when he hit her. When his hand made contact to her face she crumpled and landed with a slight thud on the hospital floor.

"Oh my God! What the heck are you doing!" George screamed and ran over to Meredith.

"Meredith!" Another voice yelled form across the room.

Derek ran over to her. "What happened?" He asked George. "That guy punched her!" George said and pointed at Shawn. Derek got up and ran over to Shawn. His back was turned towards him so Derek grabbed his shoulder and turned him around. His hand made contact and Shawn hit the floor.

Running back to the now conscious Meredith he kneeled next to her. "Mer, honey are you okay?" He asked her his voice was unsteady.

"Did he hit me again?" Meredith whispered as tears slid down her cheek.

A/N: Okay tell me if it's crap or if it's any good. thanks.