Chapter 5

Kagome was home alone. Inu-Yasha went out with his brother to discuss some issues about the band. She had no idea what was up, she tried not to get involved, she trusted Inu-Yasha and thought what ever he did was best.

So she finally got an entire night to herself. All the nights where Inu-Yasha had left he had gone so late at night that she was home alone for 2 hours which she used for a shower and a little bit of T.V. and then she went to bed. This time he left at 6 so she had plenty of time to…go wild? As if, Kagome wasn't like that. First thing that she did was she had a shower (No different than any other day)

When she got out she put on a curve hugging shall we say, t-shirt and white panties (That's all) She was home alone after all. She watched some T.V. and then decided to make pancakes.

"Ok… so I need…a cook book…" she stood in the kitchen for several moments before saying, "I don't think we own a cook book!" she searched through all of the books and then yelled, "ARGH!" in defeat. She smiled and said, "Ill improvise."

She ran through all of the things she knew she needed. She just didn't know the right amount. She took 3 eggs out of a guess. Then she got to the powder stuff, "That looks about right…" she laughed.

Thinking that she was done she started to cook them… and they all fell apart. "It's not how it looks…its how it tastes." She told herself as she sat down with her pancakes. She took a bite and said, "And this tastes like crap." She made a mental note to ask her mom for a cookbook.

Sighing in defeat she cooked herself some Kraft dinner and ate that instead. (I loooove KD!)

A night without her little puppy was very lonely. Then she had the strangest idea. When she was younger and was extremely bored she would crank up her music and just dance. Call her crazy but the idea came very appealing to her. So that's what she did.

She put her CD that she burned last week into the CD player and turned it up. Immediately the song living dead girl came blaring through the speakers. It was too dull for what she wanted to do so she switched CDs and popped in her all time favourite CD ... Anime show theme songs... which by the way she burned. She pressed play and this time she was rewarded with they lyrics "I want to change the world." instead.

She jumped onto the bed and began dancing like a maniac, jumping around, jumping in the air but landing sitting down instead. Inu-Yasha really knew how to pick his mattresses. This was so springy... that gave her ideas that made her blush...if you know what I mean.

Inu-Yasha had gotten away from Sesshomaru early...thank God. Sometimes Inu-Yasha couldn't stand being with his brother too long. His presence made the whole room feel like ice and gave it this weird creepy voodoo vibe. Living with him for 20 years was not long enough to get used to that. He really had no idea how a girl like Rin got mixed up with him. Rin was sweet, kind and playful while Sess was cold, mean and emotionless. But maybe Rin brought out a side in him that he had never seen. He knew that Rin could make him smile like no other person could. Sess's own parents couldn't get him to smile. Not much made him laugh. In fact the only time Inu-Yasha could remember Sess laughing was when Yash threatened to kill him... Sess found it amusing that he even thought he could kill him. And then there was that one time where Jaken said something he shouldn't have and Sess smiled at him. This sent Jaken into a frenzy of pleads, "Don't smile at me Master Sesshomaru. Please discipline me!" everyone knew that when Sess smiled he was about to beat the crap out of someone.

He opened the door, "Kagome?" he called; there was no answer, "Kagome? Where are you?" he said a little louder. He stood still for a minute and heard music coming from the bedroom. 'She must not be able to hear Me.' he thought.

As he got closer to the bedroom he could make out the song that was on. He recognized it as an ending theme from the TV. show Ranma. 'Welcome to the Tendo Dojo, Ranma's new home, he trained hard now he's back from, Jusenkyo, It is very tragic, gets splashed with water and he's in a panic, he turns to she and all hope for normal life become moot.' (Lol I don't know the words in Japanese, I just know them in English because I downloaded a Ranma epp on Kazaa and there were subtitles. I recommend you listen to this song, I love it. It's called lambada Ranma)

He walked very quietly hoping not to be heard. How could she? With his stealth and take in consideration of how loud the music was there was no way she could hear Inu-Yasha. He crept up against the wall and looked into the bedroom very carefully as not to be seen. 'My God.' He had never seen anything so hot in his life. There was Kagome, wearing nothing but a tight t-shirt that showed off her cleavage and a pair of white panties. And to make things better, she was dancing. She had her eyes closed as she sang the words to the song. Then the song changed and Inu-Yasha was in paradise. It wasnt an anime song like the rest of her CD. There was one song that she really liked that she didn't want to put onto another CD so she put it on this one. It was 'feed the night' by prozzak (also a good song) Now anybody who has heard this song will know that it's about...well sex. That's all. And... Kagome was no longer bouncy. She started dancing like some sort of exotic stripper without training. Inu-Yasha's mouth gaped open, he watched as both of her hands started at her stomach and started moving up her body... and then he saw nothing because he fainted. It was too much for him.

Kagome heard the thump. "Hm?" she looked around and then saw a lump on the floor in front of her door. Slowly she walked up to it, "Inu-Yasha?" she asked when she recognized the body. "Inu-Yasha?" she said a little more worried. She flipped him onto his back. His eyes were closed but he had this incredibly goofy grin on his face. "Inu-Yasha?" she asked again now knowing that he was fine. No one with that face has something wrong with them...physically.

His eyes fluttered open a little dreamily with the grin still planted onto his face. "Inu-Yasha, what happened?"

The dreamy look flushed from his face in an instant and was replaced by a deep blush. "I-uh I...sa-" he was stuttering. "Saw...yo-you."

"Saw me?"

He nodded. A slight blush crossed her cheeks before she replied, "Did you like what you saw?"

His eyes widened and he shook his head yes as he got up from where he was laying. His legs felt a little wobbly like Jell-O, he must have been pretty turned on to be like that. And then he felt it, he looked down and he saw it. 'SHIT!' he thought. He was turned on all right and you didn't have to smell his scent to tell. It was right there staring her in the face...if she looked down that is. "Uhhh, I will be right back." he said and he was gone in the blink of an eye to take care of his problem in the bathroom.

"Think cold thoughts... think ice, think freeze, think go away or I'm gonna chop it off...maybe not...think...Miroku in a thong joined by 10 old men in tho-." suddenly he felt sick. Well that made his BIG problem go away.

He was just about to open the door when he smelt Kagome. She was right on the other side. He listened, she wasn't breathing normally, she must be trying to hear what he was doing. He smiled, she must be leaning against the door... so as quietly as a demon (lol) he crept to the door and opened it fast as lightening.

"Oof." she exclaimed as she started to fall but right before she hit the ground she stopped. She opened her eyes to see Inu-Yasha's cocky smile looking down upon her.

"So Kagome...what were you doing?"

"I thought you might be sick or something when you ran to the bathroom."

He shook his head, "No... I wasn't sick." 'Far from it!'

"Miroku in a thong?" she asked and his face flushed. "What was that all about?"

He pulled her up straight and he said, "I needed to get something off of my mind."

"Like what?"

He held her closely to his body and whispered into her ear, "Do you know what you do to me?" his voice was low and had a touch of lust mixed in.

"Hmm?" she asked, thinking that she might know the answer.

"You make me want to ravage you right here and now." He said, his warm breath on her ear making her shudder. Then she felt something sticking into her stomach and knew that it wasn't something in his pockets.

He felt his demon side slightly taking over his brain. In the mind of a demon he should take her now and make her his mate. But Inu-Yasha didn't want to. He tried to gain control but he was slowly loosing it. He slightly moved his head closer to her cheek and let his body do what it wanted to. Slowly his mouth opened, his tongue extended and he slowly but seductively licked the side of her face, then moved his head and did the same to her ear. She moaned from his touch.

He then kissed her roughly, totally loosing control now. She could tell something wasn't right. He was never this rough with her, ever. His hands were now on her upper arms holding her in place. He could see what he was doing but he couldn't stop himself. He was turning demon. His claws extended and pierced into the flesh in her arms where he held her.

She cried in pain as tears swelled into her eyes but there was nothing she could do. His claws were buried into her arm and the only way she could free herself is if he did it himself. "I- Inu-Yasha, stop." She said as she tried to free herself from his kiss. She moved her arm a little too much and the pain was worse. She cried out once again, the tears now flowing. This brought him back to earth.

He suddenly stopped what he was doing. His claws de extended and released Kagome from his grasp. He slowly backed away and slumped onto the floor, his eyes wide open, not believing what he had just done. He just looked blankly at the wall, never catching Kagome's eyes. But then he did look up, she was leaning against the wall; her arms were very tightly held against the side of her body. The tears were still on her face and she looked slightly scared.

He couldn't remember what exactly happened. He just knew he lost control and she wanted him to stop. Then he smelt the blood. He held his hands up to his face to reveal his claws; each one had blood on it. He looked up at Kagome and saw her arms were bleeding. The blood trailed all the way down her arms. He had cut through her shirt in a couple spots.

"Kagome…I-I-I…" he didn't know what to say. "I'm sorry. I-I-I lost control. I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you. You can hurt me if you want to. I deserve it." He stood up in front of her, waiting to be hit, anything… but it never came. He looked up at her face; tears were falling from her wonderful, kind brown eyes.

"I could never hurt you." She whispered.

That one remark was just as bad as if she had stabbed him in the heart. It pained him. "And I'm sorry that I did." He replied and began to walk away, feeling that she would never want to speak to him again.

"But it wasn't you." She called back after him; he turned around and stared her right in the eye. "You would never hurt me."

"But I did Kagome." He said with anger and slammed his hand into the wall. He collapsed to the ground and buried his face into his hands. Though it was not audible she could tell that he was crying.

She kneeled down beside him and threw herself at him, wrapping her small arms around his body. "What did that to me wasn't you Inu-Yasha. It was not your heart or mind that controlled what you did to me. It was something else. Nothing you tell me will make me think otherwise."

"Kagome…" he wrapped an arm around her, not knowing what to tell her, "C'mon, let's get you cleaned up."

There you have it!!! I'm not done with this though. Next chapter will be continuing from this point. If you guys pick up any mistakes that I make please tell me! I keep finding more and more mistakes. ARGH. I should write out my story plan before hand instead of doing it as I write. Hmmm. Oh guess what! I'm a psychopath! Lol. Last week or something…don't remember when, but I was watching Inu-Yasha, the old episodes, and it was the one where Kikyo tries to kill Kagome and then steals Kagome's shards from her. That was the episode where they are running through the forest and they all become lost in an illusion that shows their worst fears. But I hated Kikyo so much, and I love to draw, so I picked up my sketch pad and a pencil and began to draw. Guess what I drew! I Drew Kikyo hanging from chains all cut up. She looked virtuously dead and then I drew things around her like a cut up demon on a table with a big knife and some weird thing in a cage. But I hated her so much that I drew that! I have never drawn anything like that ever lol! And I enjoyed it! Who thinks I'm crazy!? Ahaha. Well yeah, I'ma gonna go now. (And I meant to say I'ma!)

Hobey Jenn