A/n: I knew it was a bad way to end it, yet I ended it that way anyway lol. Thank you to all the people who reviewed! I had to change the rating because of foul language so keep note of that. Here's the 3rd chap for you:
What happened to the girl he loved?
Harry instantly grabbed Ginny, not realizing what he's doing.
"What the fuck! Don't touch me!" She yelled.
The next thing Harry knew was he was clutching his reddened cheek after being slapped. The whole bar was looking at them.
"G – Ginny…" He whispered. He stretched out his hand to her.
"How does this hobo know your name?" One of the girls asked.
"I don't know, maybe one of Derrick's friends spread the word about how good I am." Ginny laughed sarcastically.
Was this really Ginny? Harry thought. Maybe I'm having delusions...this can't be her…Ginny…she's nothing like this girl. Even though he thought that, Harry tried again. "Ginny Weasley?"
Ginny's
face scrunched up into a frown. "I am not
a fucking Weasley ok? Nobody has ever called me by that last name for the
past few years now, and I don't want them to start."
"C – Can I see you…alone…?"
Harry asked meekly.
"Ginny, don't go. He's probably a sick pedophile." Another one of Ginny's friends cautioned. This made Harry realize that he probably looked 10 years older than he really was. He hadn't shaved for about 5 months now. Shaving isn't really a priority while you're on a mission.
"Oh who the fuck cares!" Ginny shrugged. "Wait for me in here ok?" Her friends slowly nodded and walked off to find a table.
Harry reached for her hand. "Let's go outside."
"What's with the touching and grabbing?" Ginny exclaimed. She quickly pulled her hand away. When they got outside, she added, "Look mister, this is the first time I've met you and I need to know your sexual history first before we get anything done."
Harry felt confused. "W – What are you talking about?"
Now Ginny felt confused. "Well...isn't this what you wanted to talk to me about?"
"No, not at all!" Harry told her. "C – Can I just h – hold you for a while?"
"I – well…fine." Ginny nodded unsurely. A little hug won't hurt would it? Besides, maybe after he gets what he wants, he'd leave her alone.
Harry carefully approached her, as if trying not to scare her away. How could she not remember him anymore? It's coz of the beard, he told himself. Now they were almost touching. He carefully opened his arms and wrapped them around Ginny's slim body. He hugged her tightly, as if never wanting to let her go. Her hair smelt like flowers. He touched her face softly and looked in her eyes.
Ginny suddenly had a weird feeling inside her. Deja-vu? This all felt so familiar...Who was this man? It can't be…it can't be….she kept thinking to herself. She looked back into his eyes. Something about those green eyes…They remind me of pickles! She giggled to herself. Then her mouth fell open. It made sense now. No, it's not him. It can't be. It's been too long! He left me forever! She told herself. Suddenly there was a strong gust of wind. Her hair flew wildly and so did his. She caught a glimpse of something in the man's forehead. She gently brushed his hair off his face and saw a lightning bolt scar. She quickly pushed him away.
"H – Harry?" Her voice cracked.
"Yes it's me. Can you believe it? I'm finally back Ginny!" He smiled.
Ginny didn't know what to say. All of the feelings she had when he was gone came back to her. All those years of her being alone without Harry and being with…him. It all felt like a nightmare.
"B – But – y- you left me…" Ginny cried. "A long time ago…you never came back…you said you would…I waited…"
"I wrote you letters everyday and I sent Hedwig to deliver them every month! I told you I was extended for two more years millions of times in my letters. Did you get any of them?" Harry explained rationally. He began to step closer to Ginny but she kept stepping back.
"W – What letters? I waited everyday for them! You lied to me! I never got anything!" Ginny exclaimed. Suddenly rain started pouring. It felt like they were in a movie, as if everything was a dream, and she could stop and rewind.
"I don't know what could've happened to them Gin, but I swear I wrote you everyday and owled them every month." Harry pleaded. "But that doesn't matter now, we're together again." He moved in closer to her and hugged her tightly.
Ginny pushed him away once more. "Don't fucking touch me! You think you can just come back here and pretend everything's ok, like nothing's changed - "
"Nothing has changed!" Harry insisted. "I still love you as much as I have and you…"
Ginny looked away. "That's where you're very, very wrong Harry. You might still love me, but I can't say the same."
Harry stood still. So this is truly what pain feels like. He thought he felt pain when Voldemort attacked him, or when people made comments about him and his parents, or when kids in school would make stupid rumors about him…but this…this was truly more than that.
"Harry, when you're 16, and you have a whole life ahead of you, do you really think I can sit at my house and just wait for you?" Ginny continued. "I tried, believe me, I really did. But I realized there was so much more that I can accomplish than by waiting for you. Alone."
"I waited for you…I waited till the day I would get to come back…" Harry murmured.
"So did I. But after 10 fucking years and you still hadn't come back, I thought I was going crazy." Ginny answered angrily. Her face was wet with tears and rainwater. "I thought, 'maybe I should wait another year, maybe something happened, I'm sure he would owl me'. But noooo, I got nothing for FOURTEEN FUCKING YEARS!"
"I don't know what happened ok? I sent you at least 200 letters during those 14 years." Harry felt angry now. "Did you think I was having a blast where I was? WELL I WASN'T!"
"And you think I was?" Ginny yelled. "I gave up on you along time ago Harry. I don't wanna go back to the way things were before. A lot of things happened while you were gone."
"Well just tell me one thing," Harry said softly. "Are you happy?"
Ginny was silent. Once again she saw Harry as the man she once loved. "Y – Yes." She said after a long time.
Harry looked away, trying to hide his tears. "Good bye then, Ginny." He slowly turned around and walked away.
A/n: Don't worry there will be more about what happened during those 14 years to Ginny so please keep reading and reviewing! Special thanks to:
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