Smile Like You Mean It
Chapter 31: Orgasmic Megamix
An awkward silence filled the hallway's walls as Sesshomaru stood in front of Kagome who was leaning uncomfortably against the wall looking off to the side. A cold breeze somehow made it's way by making Kagome bring her hands to her shoulders and look off more trying to ignore the steady gaze that Sesshomaru was giving her.
"Why are you acting this way." He said glowering down at her. With her nerd like skills she could easily place herself in the corridor of Slytherin's Dungeon in her uniform getting a detention handed to her by the rather displeases Severus (Sesshy. Mwa). She snapped out of the nerdish thought and looked up at him puffing her chest out to show a little bravery.
"Nothing concerning you." She said in possibly a very idiotic manner. For such bravery such stupid words came out of her and as soon as her mind caught up to want her mouth said she instantly regretted it.
He arched an eyebrow and his gaze bore into her. "That makes me even more curious. Do tell me what is the matter."
"Why are you so concerned?"
"Because you're my guest and some hosts can be very sensitive when it comes to their guests and would like to insure their comfort."
"Maybe some guests don't want to share their issues with their host." She said knowing full well she needs to tell him that there's a psycho vampire on the loose wanting to take her back.
"…"He looked down at her and folded his arms over his chest and backed away giving her room to breath and walk to her room. "If anything comes up, tell me." He said then walked off.
She walked him disappear into the children's room and gather them for what seems to be dinner by the sudden darkness lurching over the place. She grumbled and followed them reluctantly down the hallway and the stairs to the dining area, where, just like the in the beginning of all this it was a silent moment.
Even the kids weren't making their usual undying noise. Shippo was chewing his food politely and looking around incase of any sign of danger and Rin was picking at her food and any noise she heard made her jump and look around.
Kagome felt like crying. She made everyone worry then didn't tell them what the problem was. She felt her stomach do loops and she looked around then scooted out of her chair, bowed then walked away, to the bathroom where no one would bother her.
She got there without she shower stuff because she just wanted to stay in the fuses of the hot water, and maybe cry herself out and die there then Oz wouldn't have a reason to come back here.
Sadly there were a good 4 maids sitting around gossiping and totally disregarded her enterance, her presence didn't stay there long, after the noticed other people she wished not to be there she quickly turned on her heel and walked back to her room, tempted to jump.
She looked both ways then swung open the window staring down into the whiteness of it all. A few ice cold rain drops hit her face and she smiled. She shut the window respectfully and started digging around in her tampon bag and grabbed her razor wrapping it tightly in a thin cloth and stuck it in her pocket.
She dug into her bag more and took out a bottle of diet pills and took two out knowing that one screws you up bad enough and two makes you weaker then a 70 mile run if that was even possible. She ran out and got a small glass of water and downed it along with the pills and grabbed her shoes staying near the door looking absentmindly as she tried to decide what she was going to do.
Soon she could feel herself wish to puke. Her legs where slightly numb and she rocked back and forth with each heartbeat. She staggered up and looked around seeing no one she pushed the door open and walked out into the freezing snow and rain mixture stumbling in the snow clutching her arms as she made her way to the garden.
She slumped into the dead outside rose section and dug into her pants pocket saying a prayer as she did so. Though she knew it was useless to do so, suicide was an unforgivable act by gods rule (mind yo, I have no reason I'm just saying something my dad told me, cause he doesn't know I'm Agnostic), but she thought with a prayer and the reason being for other people that he'd tell Satan to give her some slack.
She fumbled taking the wrapping off as the cold was getting to her she felt the back of her shirt as it froze to her body. She extended her arm and stared hard at her wrist. Then a swipe and another and the thing keeping her body warm started to flow freely onto the pure white soggy snow making it a sickly red.
She took the razor again and slashed her thighs and with the last of her energy got her throat, her last thought was that she hoped they understood.
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Sango felt something inside her disappear and she suddenly felt the worst and wanted nothing more to do with life. She felt like something important and huge just disappeared leaving her as an empty shell sitting in the freezing hut with Miroku and a pisses Inuyasha.
She frantically held her chest wishing and wishing the pain would disappear. Miroku looked down at her and her painful condition and didn't hesitate to rush over and let her rest in his arms, all while calmly rubbing her back.
"What's the matter Sango..?"
"Something- inside me…disappeared."
"That's impossible."
"No, not like that, like a emotion a loving feeling it disappeared." She looked at him tears streaking her now pale face.
The monk took note of this face and felt worried suddenly and something hit him. Sango and Kagome had a sort of bond, a emotional bond. What if worst came to worst and Kagome was dead? His heart missed a few beats with this thought and wished to rush over to Inuyasha and inform him without Telling Sango. If he did he was sure she probably wouldn't recover from the shock.
He spent a good two hours before the demon slayer cried herself silently to sleep and he placed her softly on the futon and covered her with Kagome's Blanket hoping to keep her from having bad dreams. He looked at Inuyasha who was staring absently into the fire as if he hadn't heard Sango's Weeps.
Miroku walked over to him and sat next to him and looked up.
"Inuyasha-"
"I know…I felt it too…" He whispered low enough for only Miroku to hear.
"So…then, it's true" He felt his heart stop and the urge to cry never felt so vibrant.
"Yeah, and that bastard let her die to, I'm going to kill him." His squinted his eyes and stared passionately into the fire. "If this son of a bitch snow does leave soon I'll go out myself, he deserves to die for what he did to her." He hissed.
Miroku took note of Inuyasha's sudden coldness that even in Kikyo's death he never heard. A bit of him felt a tinge better but he still wanted to just lay beside Sango and try not to think about what just happened. He got up and brushed his kimono off and walked back over to the sleeping Sango and rested beside her falling into an uncomfortable sleep.
Inuyasha stayed up a moment longer, waiting for the silent tears streaming down his face to subside.
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A maid named Iris walked out into the now, non raining outside to retrieve something for the bath house in the out doors storage next to the garden.
Iris trudged grimly into the mush. She and her friends were playing a game of rock paper scissors (I forgot the Japanese name for it) and lost making her have to walk out into the seventeen degree weather in the grey mush of snow and ice.
She reached the falling apart storage place and dug around holding her loose kimono down because the floor had drafts because it wasn't entirely on the ground. Her candlelight flickered in the bitter wind and she looked over all the herbs and pulled out two small containers filling each with a mixture of several herbs and spices.
She held to them tightly and pushed the original containers back into their rightful spaces and shivered. The candle shook out of her hands and she curse loudly and reached down to pick it up. She looked ahead of her, on the ground and the early morning sun made the floor look red.
"Red?" She questioned forgetting the candle and reaching to grab a handful of the still slightly fluffy snow and looked at it. Yes indeed it was red. Her eyes widened as she jumped to a conclusion and screamed running out of the storage house and looked to it's side.
Laying in the snow with ice and snow caking her blue face and arms laid a frozen Kagome. Her chest unmoving.
Iris took a step forward and instantly realized who it was and let out another blood curdling scream and quickly dashed back to the house, tripping a few times and scrapping her face against jagged icicles.
After rushing into the house she rapped loudly on Sesshomaru's rooms' door.
He opened it looking thoroughly annoyed and raised an eyebrow at the bleeding and huffing maid.
"Yes?"
"The…garden….Kagome-Chan.." She passed out and Sesshomaru looked down at her then to the door and rushed away (rush rush rush).
Author Note: OH BOY! Kagome Died! Do you hate me now? HUH! Huh! I love you too…you know it was a great twist, I know you know it.
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