Smile Like You Mean It
Chapter 33: Tearjerker
Kagome came out a few minutes later in a wheelchair and a Deep red hospital gown. Her weak eyes wearily searched the room. Her mother was already at her feet and by her daughters feet when Sesshomaru was just rising.
"Oh Kagome, how are you feeling?" She asked weakly Kagome turned toward her and smiled weakly. Her mother looked up at the doctor who was looking rather pleased with himself. "doctor should I tell her?" She whispered getting up from her kneeling position.
"Hmm, she's going to be going to St. Mungo's this weekend so, tell her tomorrow maybe. She's got a good three days." The doctor said suddenly looking worse. Her mother looked down and saw Kagome's gaze transfixed on Sesshomaru's eyes who was squatting in front of her.
Her mothers lips twitched into a nervous smile and she turned back to the doctor "may we take her home?"
"I'd like to keep her overnight."
Her mother nodded and she turned back towards the two others "Sesshomaru would you mind watching her overnight? I need to go home and watch grandpa and Sota."
Sesshomaru looked at her one silver eyebrow raised and nodded looking back at the raven haired girl.
"thank you, Dr.Satsumi will fill you in." said kagome's mother walking over and kissing Kagome on the forehead and walking away.
Sesshomaru stood up and looked at the nurse and doctor expectantly.
"Follow me" the nurse said her tight brunette curls sticking to the side of her face the bonnet on her head was red with a black cross positioned in the middle. A black corset like short dress had red buttons going all the way up and an outline of a cross above her left breast. Her feet were pointing straight down her chunky black heels making her a foot taller then she was.
He took notice to her dark attire and made note to get Kagome something like it. Cause he's nice like that.
Dr. Satsumi had long light blonde and gray hair a tall collar blocking view of his neck and lower chin. A long black coat covered his red vest and white dress shirt. Black dress pants and Black dress shoes completed his outfit.
Once following the nurse he noticed a large red and black cross on the back of the doctors coat. He also saw that every nurse and doctor were wearing the same thing.
He looked down at the black marble floor and saw 'Black Cross' reflected upside down. He looked and saw a silver plate with 671 screwed into the dark gray wall.
"dans, in" said the brunette nurse swiping a card and the door swung open with a room looking much like the hallway and the bed stuck out with its black and white sheets tightly wrapped on it. The nurse and Dr. Satsumi helped Kagome onto the twin sized bed.
She sat up in the bed looking down at her interlaced fingers. She looked up as the nurse left with Dr. Satsumi leaving her alone with Sesshomaru.
"Nurse Yumi, isn't she nice?" A hoarse whisper came from the dark bed. Sesshomaru raised his head and looked at the girl Her chocolate eyes rimmed with dark purple her almost white lips curled into a weak smile.
It looked painful for her to speak and smile. He nodded and she sighed and looked back down.
"I'm sorry" She croaked. "If…"
"hai?"
""Their in danger…your in danger." she mumbled just under a whisper.
He didn't say anything he heard her just fine but never said anything. He didn't want to seem like the fool in the room.
"I'm sorry, I didn't, I think…" she mumbled on he looked at her, his golden gaze fixed heavily on her hair for her own gaze rested uneasily on her fingers.
He hadn't the slightest of what she meant in the beginning of her rambling fest but by three minutes into it he had the idea that she did something (no dip Sherlock) and now someone is after them.
" What exactly did you do?" He interrupted her. She shakily looked up at him clear dark violet lines now rimmed with tears. "what did you do Kagome." he repeated more softly.
She looked down her shaky hands picking feverishly at her black nail polish." I-" she took a deep breath. "remember when I was gone? At that party? I was kidnapped but not by the guy you punched by another, Ozymandias.
"he was a vampire and I did things I regret with him. I got away but he's coming after me. The day your eastern gate set fire, that was him by the way, he came to take me away again." she whispered hoarsly. "I'm afraid he might come and kill Shippo and Rin Or injure you sweet god I'm so sorry Sesshomaru." she burst into tears her face buried by her hands and her thin shoulders shaking.
She was so subdued by her mistake that she didn't hear the chair creek or the sound of soft footsteps. Only felt the strong (and oh so sexy) arms wrap around her gently. She knew it was him and grasped onto his shirt and continued to cry.
After what seemed like months in the comforting embrace her sobs slowed and she opened her eyes.
"Sesshomaru will you forgive me?"
"I never said I was angry at you." with those words (chokes on all the thick cottony fluff) her tears stopped completely and a smile creased her face. She pulled away and looked up at him.
"Thank you, I don't deserve this."
"no ( oh god more fluff!) you deserve more but that's all I could give you at the moment (chokes)"
She moved her legs around and let her feet touch the bare frozen tile floor.
"What's going to happen to me? Surely they know how I did it."
"St. Mungo's (Damn you Harry Potter!)"
"WHAT? The loony bin? Your fucking kidding me!" she looked at him like she was praying that it was just a bad dream. "Are you serious?"
"Hai."
"Dammit! You can't let them take me! They'll make me insane!" Not like I already am. "You need to help!"
Sesshomaru raised his eyebrow and looked at her. He nodded and a long strand of silver hair fell out of his ponytail (God that's a hot image).
"Thanks. Okay, now we can't just go back to your time they'll think mom let me escape and when she starts going off about jumping in a well and going to a different time, they'll take her along with me.
"I think you need to get in without looking too suspicious like as a patient, maybe mom or grandpa or Sota can get a form and fill it out. You can become a patient as well and one night after a good two days of perfect behavior you can open a window and just leave with me." She said rather proudly.
He took a moment to let it all sink in. He wouldn't have done this for anyone but her (and maybe Rin). Sadly, he noticed she wasn't just another human in the crowd (I WILL NOT go all sappy I promise). He looked at her again his golden eyes checking over every part of her body.
"Fine, your suppose to be leaving this weekend."
"Damn, that soon? We'll get Sota and maybe grandpa to get a form for you" she smiled slightly realizing what she asked of him "are you sure this is alright with you?"
" It's a perfect plan Kagome, and I'd be happy to help you." his eyes never left hers.
"Thank you, I owe you my life for doing this. My sanity thanks you too. Sooo….what kind of case do you want to be? Cutter, Pill popper, you can go for gender confusion, I mean no offense, but you could pull off the flat breasted girl. Anorexia maybe?" She looked at him, her words obviously went through one ear and out the other.
"Hmm, definitions. Cutter is like me, pill popper is someone who takes shit like Advil for an unnatural high. Gender confusion, er, well that's self explanatory. Anorexia is where a person doesn't eat to get skinnier and bulimia is like the last one but the latter is where you vomit instead of refuse to eat."
He looked at her .
"Welcome to the youth of this era." She smiled sadly.
"You are not safe here"
"Hell, no one's safe here." She mumbled. "So pick one."
"The gender confusion, It doesn't need me to make physical proof of self mutilation."
"Heh, I get to teach you to put on make-up. We're going shopping tomorrow my girly buddy."
"What do you mean?"
"You have to completely believe that you're a girl, think its an insult to be called anything relating to the males."
He looked at her again.
"Theres a store in the mall, that you can actually wear black platforms and look okay. Be a goth gender confusion patient."
"Platforms?"
"Hai, really big heeled shoes." She tapped her chin "like the ones I wore during that party with my Lolita."
"Lolita?"
"Er, no time to explain, wouldn't be able to anyway. So we are most definitely going through with this?"
"Hai, of course."
She smiled, this is exactly what she wanted. She got up and paced the room slowly. Her voice was just now coming back to her she'd hate to loose her balance with the little energy she had. Blood transfusion wasn't the most energy rewarding thing to do.
She sat in the chair that Sesshomaru was occupying earlier.
"These chairs are STIFF (Snort, any way, can you tell I'm stalling for length?)" She mumbled rubbing the hard on the hard almost rubber arm resting…area thing, hell you know what I mean. I can't quite remember what their called. Shut up.
At least I talk to you fucker.
It' not like the authors go out of their way to make a good paragraph talking to you, the reader. Do you feel privileged? You should. Damn…
ANYWAY, let's see, she's sitting in the chair, feeling it up like I might if I was wasted off my ass or higher then the damned sky. Again, so she's feeling it up thinking it's Sesshomaru's crotch…sorry, I'm in an out of it mood, I'm trying to make you laugh is it working? Damn...then, on with the story.
She looks up and Sesshomaru was still looking at the place she last was, almost like he didn't notice her leave.
"Sesshomaru…I have something to tell you."
He turned his attention back to her, now with a look of curiosity on his features.
She looked back at her nails chipping the little bits of nail polish that was left off. She wanted to tell him what she did with Oz, but she didn't want to ruin her escape, if she told him and he rejected her she'd be shit out of luck and stuck at that hospital.
Is she didn't tell him till later then maybe he wouldn't trust her anymore, and just leave her in her time, never to see her again. She could go back to Inuyasha but only to be depressed worse then ever.
She didn't want either, she had a reason to worry and completely forget that maybe he just might say something like 'damn whore, I still love you' or 'what you did sickens me, but…given your situation, I forgive you. And love you' Sorry I'm making it worse aren't I?
Aw, but you all love me.
You guys are sexy.
Sorry I'm trying to make you love me again, and forgive me for being so long in my updating. Sorry.
She looked up at him, tears yet again welling up in her purple outlined eyes.
"Sesshomaru…I…" She choked hard, almost as hard as it would be if you had to go home and sit in front of your parents with your boyfriend right next to you to tell them your pregnant.
"Yes?" he looked a little impatient now, just like a girl trying to squeeze a juicy secret out of her friend.
Which would be perfect no? He's suppose to be a gender confusion patient.
"I…Lost my virginity to Ozymandias." She choked out looking away from him.
Author's note: I know, long time no see, I've been reading Memoirs of a Geisha and finishing finals and…figuring out why I've been getting sick late at night. Love you all
From chapter 32:
Darktemp: Indeed it is broken, he can no longer trance her, BUT, he knows where she's staying…and something else.
Isisoftheunderground: …IM SORRY! Your one of the senior reviewers! God please forgive me! (snort child)
Rin14: As much as I hate her, she cannot die, like a cockroach. But nastier.
Kitsune-nekodemon2: Probably did…
Xolovexinuyasha: OMS…don't kill me…and please, how do you read minds? Cause your doing a damned good job!
Moonscout11: I'm tired now…:passes out: I …like pillows.
PyroChi: damn…I haven't updated for that long! FUCK! Sorry, I'm in a semi hyper mood. Did you get what you wanted for Christmas? I did. (huggles her Ipod) now if I can only figure out how to put videos on it.
Immortalsoull: Well, It's me writing and I have liking to shit like that, so yeah, there's bound to be a hint of that in each of my stories.
From my annoying note:
Xolovexinuyasha: I failed Algebra…20 percent of my grade, I'm kicking my tutors Ass.
Kitsune-nekodemon2: Gah, and they were, those bastards.
Moonscout11: I wish I got that prayer earlier, maybe it would have helped.
Love you Till the potato salad is gone
Suicide