Smile Like You Mean It
Chapter 34: Bleeding Mascara
Sesshomaru just looked at her. His gaze stuck on her face as it implanted itself into her palms and her shoulders began to shake again with tears. He didn't know how to react. She just told him something he truly wanted to and didn't want to hear. To hear that the girl he kind of had feelings for got deflowered by someone other then him. But, he was lost inside.
She continued to sob in the chair looking out of place by the size of the chair itself. He got up and stood in front of her and quickly picked her up in a bridal style carrying her back to the bed and setting her down. She quieted down almost as soon as he had picked her up and by the time he placed her on the bed she was confused but silent. She looked up as he placed himself in the chair he just picked her up from.
"Sesshomaru…" She mumbled.
"Don't worry. What you did was…sickening to say the least." She winced. "But, it was a mistake was it not?" She nodded sniffing a bit. "And you regret it with your life?" She nodded fiercely now. "Then, you are someone I can trust even with this…mistake…I'll put it behind me." She almost had a heart attack.
"Are you serious?" She almost yelled it.
"Yes."
"I think I love you." She was meaning it in a kidding way but it of course held truth behind it. And he guessed it was a kidding way by the expression on her face.
"What?"
"Nothing. But Thank you, Thank you so much, I would kiss you if you wouldn't rip my throat out."
'Who said I'd rip your throat out?' his inner teenage boy said. But other then the inside 16 year old he remained silent not wanting to give off any signs of even the slightest bit of humanity. Though truly he can't even think like that now, now that he dug himself a hole in which he and Kagome are standing in.
She looked around after the awkward silence set in and noticed the clock which showed a very early and a every aggravating time.
"Jesus it's 4 in the morning? No wonder I'm so tired. You need rest too." She quickly looked around in the room. "I don't know if that or another chair folds out into a bed but there's that hospital bed over there, Not quite sure wither they'll use it tonight or not, this place is big so I highly doubt it." She said looking slightly perturbed.
"If this chair did fold out into a bed I certainly have no Idea how to do it." He mumbled walking over to the other Black and Red bed in the room sitting on it watching her look like she was about ready to just fall asleep right there (Like I am, typing this before school starts, oh you guys are lucky.). He looked up at the light and walked over to the door switching the light off and leaving the only light being the faded light coming from the drawn curtains and a lone desk light sitting beside Kagome's desk.
He sat back down and looked at her who was now fully dozing off and shooting back up like someone hit her with a lightning bolt.
"It's okay to sleep."
He almost read her mind and she turned to him and smiled.
"Heh, you have a wondrous choice of words." She mumbled before smiling over in his direction, and leaning against the wall sinking somewhat into the actually very soft bed. The silence and sudden calm breathing informed her that he went to sleep knowing she was going to do the same shortly following.
She turned her head and almost squealed from how cute (god DAMN woman!) he was. (I would do it too…) She looked at him for a few more moments before rather painfully moving to her side. Slightly sad from the new silence that was now etched into the room. She sat there for a moment hearing nothing but the clicking of the clock and his breath.
"Come over here."
"Nani? You were awake."
"I'm a light sleeper. Now get over here."
Kagome stared ahead not wishing to really get up for whatever odd reason and if she did he was sure to see the steadily increasing blush spread across her face. But she gave in and pulled the blankets back now having sudden energy she walked over to where he was now slightly propped up by his elbows and looking at her.
She lowered her head and stood next to his bed, still a little wobbly. She kept her head down but heard the distinctive noise of him sighing and moving the blankets aside.
"Get in."
"N-nani?"
"I can't sleep you cant sleep, and if I remember correctly the last time I actually got a decent nights rest was at that god awful party."
Kagome remembered that night, well not the night, more like the morning after waking up with Sesshomaru's arm snaked around her. She blushed even redder now. Even more reluctant to move.
"Get in." He repeated with out pause or stuttering like she would have. She held her heart in her throat and moved slowly to lay next to him her back pressed against his chest as the bed was only a twin sized (Cramped man, cramped.).
The whole rather awkward position made it harder for Kagome to breathe let alone sleep. He was probably asleep as soon as they were comfortable (as comfortable as you can get in a demon lords embrace, damn that was sappy.) in this, again, awkward position.
She just stared ahead at the moon lit shadows made by the window on the other side of Sesshomaru. The clock ticked away and if anything she became more and more wide awake. Knowing Sesshomaru he was going to know this too. She knew that the dark purple lines under her eyes were getting worse and her eyes were probably as dull as dead lovers eyes (love you Atreyu).
And soon the nurse came in with all her medical fetish Lolita like uniform and bent in front of her.
"Well, you look like you've just woken up!" She said in a whisper.
Kagome just smiled. Because though she didn't sleep she was awake know and felt like jumping around on the roofs and possibly fly as far as her human hands can take (not very far mind you ).
The nurse smiled and started to rummage around in her little, tray like thing, I'm sorry I'm tired. Soon her arm was freed by the now awake Sesshomaru and she was given an almost lethal dose of penicillin.
Sesshomaru of course, had no idea what was happening and almost hurt the nurse badly once he saw that she was going to stab his…yes…his Kagome with an abnormally large needle.
He backed off after some convincing from Kagome's side and he actually helped hold her arm out for she hated needles and it had to go into the vein in her arm.
Soon (I love skipping ahead, it pisses you readers off so badly) they were both sitting in the car the air stiff and unpleasant because her mother just told her about St. Mungo's. Well, Kagome wasn't surprised she had a heads up but still she had to play the act of 'oh my god mother I hate you I HATE YOU'.
Sesshomaru was shifting uncomfortably in the back of the car (Grandpa had to come with Kagome's mom and Sota so Kagome was shoved up against Sesshomaru (( awkward moments, love them))) while Kagome just stared ahead manically at the beck side of her mothers head.
She felt pity growing in the pit of her stomach knowing in two days she was going to be shipped off (its only a few miles away) to the mental institute and hours later Sesshomaru joining her. Undercover with the help of Grandpa and Sota, who Kagome was able to talk with. Of course she had to reason with them, she had to tell the reason why she did what she did.
Days later (Yes, I want to get to St. Mungo's so badly sorry for my skipping ahead, nothing special happened just smoothing over of the plan) Kagome was sitting in a brightly lit white room with 5 other people around her in folding chair and three guards.
" Yuki, Miko Room 785 attempted suicide. Oruki, Sasuke room 786 paranoia. Yuri, Sazuki room 787 gender confusion. Chiyo, Sayuri room 785 imaginary friends. Kabuki, Heike room 786 Cutter, pill popper. Higarashi, Kagome room 787 suicide recovery."
At the chime of Suicide Recovery the other 5 turned towards her looking at her oddly.
"Yes, I said Suicide Recovery. Now all in room 785 go to Mrs. Kokosuke All in room 786 go to Mrs. Yami and all in room 787 go to Mr. Satsumaru."
A tall slender female walked over to the two boys (Sasuke and Heike) who drooled and followed her down a purple carpeted hallway. A small fat woman in her late 40s came by for Miko and Sayuri. And a tall, Black haired man walked over to Where Kagome and Sazuki were calming sitting (she had her feet up in the chair in front of her with combat boots on.).
"Kagome? Sazuki?" They both looked at him. Sazuki scowled. "Get up. The others will be showing up soon. One of them seems like great Girlfriend material for Sazuki."
Kagome almost wanted to bust out laughing, they brought him in so soon. It was great. But she had to remain calm and follow this guy who looked like a sword got shoved up his ass. Once to the room he almost pushed them into it earning a growl from Kagome and a bite from Sazuki.
The short blue haired girl had some spunk to her. While moving whatever they had with them in, Kagome being extra careful to only set a few things out. Satsumaru, who now insisted on being called Amon ushered them out into another hall where the other 4 I think were patiently waiting.
"Good, now that all of you are here I want to hand you your schedules, your room mate has the same and your guard will be with you at all times, so don't even think of skipping any of these activities." An elder woman said standing next to a short hair boy with deep violet eyes and …Sesshomaru…in the girl cloths they bought days before. She had barely any control looking at him, she just wanted to laugh her ass off.
He obviously noticed this because he stared at her and didn't move his gaze though if you looked close enough you would see a slight blush cross his cheeks.
She waved a tiny wave and looked at her schedule.
"What the fuck…" her and Sazuki both said as they started at the almost transparent paper.
"Hmm? Have a problem?" Satsumaru said leaning over Kagome's Shoulder.
"nope. Just this is bullshit." Sazuki just plainly said looking at it.
"And so are you my tomboy to the extreme." he said curling a lip and looking at Kagome with an emotion she didn't know.
She felt like these next two days where going to be hell…
Authors note: This would have been out sooner if my crush didn't go out with his ex making me on the brink of suicide. Thank you and good night.
Reviewers:
Darktemp: Did you figure the something out yet? (smirk)
Kitsune-nikodemon2: …twahahaha I did.
Immortalsoull: I know, I'm lame, I didn't want to go all teenage angst on you guys,
Moonscout11: Are you saying I look like shit (always has dark sleep marks under her eyes)!
XoloveXinuyasha: Your like my crush he has 4 sisters so he has very little time on the puter and when he does one of them comes to the computer room and starts yelling at him. Though he threatens them more.
Pyrochi: You….don't like my special made potato salad? (insulted not really) that was a long review…I LOVED IT! HAPPY VALENTINES DAY BITCH! Sorry, hyper and depressed.
Love you till death do us parts,
Geisha