Smile Like You Mean It

Chapter 42: Room Of Angels

Her eyes were wide and she hadn't the slightest on what to do. He pulled away and looked at her dead in the eyes. She felt herself shrink in his gaze( if you're a naruto fan read my authors note I need your help).

"Why?"

"Because of you…"

"What did I do?"

"Charmed me."

He was silent and she could see his mind working on an appropriate answer to her semi question.

"What?" Great going.

"I'm following the Cliché, the plain, human falling for the handsome demon lord, only to be pushed away by his coldness towards her race. That and I didn't want to cause anymore pain or drama within any of my family, one sided or not." She said moving around and stretching, placing her hands behind her head.

"There, you have my explanation. Will you allow me to leave now?" She asked packing herself in full intent to leave whether or not what he says she can or cant do. He looked at her the whole time. "I take that as an "I don't care" that's good cause I was going to leave no matter what you said." she spoke a little too loudly.

He lowered his eyes at her and took quick steps getting closer and closer to her.

"Wait until tomorrow. We can camp out and you an leave tomorrow…" He said when he was basically right behind her, she could feel his breath on her neck and ear. She drew a deep breath and stepped away. She turned and looked up into his gold eyes.

"Why not? As long as you let me go tomorrow." She said sitting back down and digging through her book bag feeling like an idiot when she realizes she did indeed bring a tent but it was a pup tent, cause those are cute (me (5 foot 7 and a half) and my friend (5 foot 11) and her giant dog and her little dog all slept in a pup tent for two nights…I woke up with dog ass in my face).

She sighed and pulled it out setting it up slowly as she felt his gaze follow her while she tried desperately to put the tent up without a mistake.

After many failed attempts and a few bruises from when she punched the tent and it punched back she finally got the little thing up and looked extremely proud of herself.

"hungry?" Sesshomaru said breaking the silence. She turned around and saw the browning fish.

"I have food…" she looked at the fish.

"Save your provisions." he stated simply.

She shrugged it off and poked at the fish with a long stick. Sesshomaru stared at her.

"What on earth are you doing?"

"Curing boredom…"

He sighed and stood up. "they'll be ready in ten minutes. I'm going to bathe."

A naughty thought came to her mind but she quickly nodded and turned around to avoid any…unwanted…attention. She paid near undying attention to the fish. Okay, yeah right. She made it seem like she knew what she was doing but if you looked close enough you could see her eyes clouded over with the day dreaming symptoms.

'why did he kiss me? Was I just talking too much? Yeah, that's it. I was talking too much. Stop living in fairy land Kagome THAT Cliché isn't for you…' her mind whispered to her as she unconsciously took the fish off the fire and sat them on a paper towel she brought out. 'clichés are so evil. I must truly hate myself, what if he does like me back? But its not possible for me to think positively about myself or others around me (welcome to my day long mantra.)'

"you lie silently before me, your tears, they mean nothing to me. The wind, howling out the window. The love you never gave I give to you. You really don't deserve it. But now, there's nothing you can do. So sleep, in your only memory. Of me my dearest mother. Here's a lullaby to close your eyes, it was always you that I despised. I don't feel enough for you to cry, so here's a lullaby to close your eyes.

"so insignificant, sleeping dormant deep inside of me. Are you hiding away, lost, under the sewers, maybe flying high, in the clouds. Perhaps your with out me, so many seeds have been sewn and who can sprout up so blessedly if I am dead? I would have never, been sad at all you will not hear me say, I'm sorry. Where is the light? Wonder if its weeping somewhere. Here's a lullaby to close your eyes, it was always you that I despised. I don't feel enough for you to cry, so here's a lullaby to close your eyes. Here's a lullaby to close your eyes, it was always you that I despised. I don't feel enough for you to cry, so here's a lullaby to close your eyes." the song trailed off and she looked with hallow eyes upon the fish which were getting colder by the minute.

"stop singing."

"But I like singing."

"okay, let me rephrase that…" Sesshomaru said taking a seat next to her and tossing his damp silver hair (oh gods he'd be so hot right out of a shower drool). "Stop singing sad songs."

"But those are even better to sing, their so full of emotion!" She exclaimed and stood up only to instantly fall back down.

"Your tired."

"Really? I didn't notice." She hissed.

Sesshomaru's angry rose a bit but he held it back, she was obviously a snot when tired.

"Eat. Then go to sleep."

"What if I don't want to?" She pouted. Sesshomaru gave her a glare Gaara might give to someone who looked at him wrong. "oh yes, um, food!" She picked the fish up and started eating it with as much enthusiasm as the characters from Ranma do when they eat.

Sesshomaru's inner self smirked (haha Sakura…) and did a VERY un-Sesshomaru dance. The real Sesshomaru shook his head and started at the fish bone (when having a conversation with yourself you tend to loose track of reality.).

He looked over to her to see her staring at the fish with only three bites taken out of it. He sighed and reached over and ripped a piece off placing it directly in front of her eyes.

"Eat."

"I already did."

"That was only three bites."

"that doesn't mean anything"

"Yes it does"

"Maybe im not hungry."

He just glared at her, he had that face of 'I don't believe that' and sighed placing it in front of him before giving her a sideways glace and shoving the piece in her mouth.

She was caught completely off guard and sat with the piece hanging halfway out of her mouth with the most awestruck face that anyone could pull off.

He wanted to laugh but we all know better then to have Sesshomaru laugh whole heartedly at an actually funny situation. He just started at her but the inner Sesshomaru gave a loud laugh and wiped a tear out of his eye.

She finally was brought back to her senses by Sesshomaru shoving the rest of that piece into her mouth and trying to get her to chew it.

"Sesshomaru! Stop!"

"Why should I? If I don't make you eat you never will." He said lowly ripping another piece off.

"Sesshomaru! I'm not hungry!" She curled into a ball and clamped her mouth shut along with her eyes.

He stared at her and stood up and looked down at her, right before he bent down and picked her up while she still was huddled up in that pose.

"Your exhausting." He mumbled walking her over to the tent and placing her in it without messing any of the sheets up.

"I know I am but im a cute kind of exhausting right?" She said making a peace sign on her cheek and squeaking the word 'Chuu'.

He had almost rolled her eyes at that comment but instead stared at her a bit and walked out of the tent to pack up camp while she most likely curled up and tried to go to sleep.

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Well its been a month since our dear demon slayer got knocked up-oh I mean pregnant. And she was getting more then she really bargained for.

Right at that moment she was kneeling behind a tree with the all too dreaded morning sickness. BUT! Miroku was being a gentleman and helping her through the whole thing, (cause if he didn't what kind of writer would I be?) and holding her hair back giving her gentle words of encouragement.

Inuyasha on the other hand was sitting five trees away looking rather angrily at the forest floor.

Yes I said angrily.

He's angry because They get to go through that and he doesn't.

Selfish little prick isn't he?

Author's Note:lemon in next chapter, chapter 46/45 ending.

Isisoftheunderground: haha, Sasuke bashing is sooo much fun!

M2m231: your welcome…for whatever I did?

Professionaldooropener: haha sakura trees were in there because of a giant picture I was making I was actually coloring it and painting it so I went into a sakura tree phase.

PyroChi: I didn't get any emails but ah well, ill use one of the names cause that's how I roll…yeah…ill shut up now. Yeah I came up with them only because I was in an emo mood and swung into this wanna be poetic shit ness like thing…yeah.

Kitsune-nekodemon2: okay I forgot again what I wrote ahs well.

Xolovexinuyasha: I loves naruto such a great story…heres your update sorry for the long wait.

Ainesakuyacat: yess…its shortened, I love you now (heart)

Immortalsoull: I should reread it and update the chapters with spelling corrections..should I?

Love you till…I find Gaara or Kankuro.

Megan of the Sand