Disclaimer: I do not own characters They are from General Hospital.
Song: Song in later part of chapter is Low By Kelly Clarkson. It is the bolded words.
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"Robin?"
"Yea, Patrick?"
"Your parents are here and they want to see you I'm going to go get them okay?"
"I don't want you to go." His heart broke for her.
"All right I'll stay right here."
"No, my parents came to see me so let them in, just come back ok?"
"I'll be right outside the door."
"Promise?"
"Promise."
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"Robert, Anna?"
"Yes, Patrick?"
"Robin says you can come see her now."
"Ok"
"You can go first, Anna."
"Ok thanks Robert." Patrick and Robert walked over and stood by the window of Robin's room while Anna went in.
"Hi, Mom."
"Oh baby I'm so sorry."
"It's not your fault someone raped me."
"It's not yours either." How did her mom always know what she was thinking!
"Listen sweetie you didn't do anything to deserve this. Anna said taking Robin's hand. Robin inwardly flinched at the touch. She didn't like anyone touching her except Patrick.
"I didn't know you were in town, mom."
"I wasn't. I was in Pennsylvania, your Father called me and I took a plane out here."
"Oh."
"I'll come back and see you tomorrow, but i have to go, because your
father wants to see you before visiting hours end."
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"You can go in now." Anna said walking over to where Patrick and Robert stood.
"Ok thanks."
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"Hi, sweetheart."
"Hi, Dad." Robert walked over to her and took her hand. This time she couldn't hold back a flinch.
Robert frowned noticing this, but decided to refrain from commenting.
"How are you feeling?"
How do you think I feel? I was raped and assaulted. When she opened her mouth to speak all that came out was..."Fine."
"Your not really fine, are you Robin." It was a statement not a question.
"Yes I am."
"You've always been a terrible liar." Oh god I can't take this I need him to leave. Patrick help me.
As if sensing her thoughts Patrick knocked on the door and came in.
"Robert, visiting hours are about to end and I'd like to speak to Robin."
"All right. Bye Sweetheart."
"Thanks." Robin said after her father had left.
"I saw you flinch when he touched you, I knew you wanted him to leave."
"It's not his fault."
"It's not yours either."
"So, I've been told." She said dryly.
"Well you should start listening."
"Do you really have to leave when visiting hours end?"
"No. Dr. Lee said I can stay the night."
"Ok, thanks."
"No need to thank me I wouldn't have it any other way, now get some rest."
Robin closed her eyes and soon drifted off to sleep with Patrick holding her hand.
She could feel his hands touching her, feel him pulling off her close. She could hear her screams.
"Help, stop, please, stop, help Patrick."
Patrick was jolted awake by Robin's screams. "Robin wake up!"
"What, oh it was only a dream."
"Want to tell me what happened?"
"Nno ." She stuttered.
"All right."
"Patrick?"
"Yea Robin?"
"Thanks."
"For what?"
"Staying with me."
"Your welcome, Baby, goodnight."
"Goodnight."
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Robin was lonely. Patrick had left awhile ago he had to give his statement on finding her to the police,
and he had a surgery he had to do, since his father was out of town. She didn't like to be alone.
Alone with her thoughts she couldn't help dwelling on the rape.
Everybody's talkin'
But they don't say a thing
They look at me with sad eyes
but I don't want their sympathy
It's cool you didn't want me
Sometimes you can't go back
Why'd you have to go and make a mess like that?
Well I just have to say
Before I let go...
She couldn't stand the fact that everyone was talking about her, and acting like the understood, but no one really did.
Have you ever been low?
Have you ever had a friend that let you down so?
When the truth came out
Were you the last to know?
Were you left out in the cold?
'Cause what you did was low
Everyone kept offering her their sympathy, looking at he with pity in their eyes. She didn't want their pity.
No I don't need your number
There's nothing left to say
'Cept I never thought it'd hurt this much to be saved
My friends are outside waiting
I've gotta go
I think it hurts being back here more then it hurt trapped in that hellhole, because there no one pitied me,
there I deserved it, and in some ways that was just easier.
Have you ever been low? (have you ever been)
Have you ever had a friend let you down so?
When the truth came out
'Cause what you did was low
What you did was low
What you did was low
What you did was low
I'm feel like I'm dying a little more every second. I'm falling, but no one's there to catch me.
I walk out of this darkness
With no sense of regret
And I go with a clear conscience
We both know that you can't say that
This to show
For all the time I loved you so
So...
Patrick is trying to help me, but he can't not really, I'm to far gone.
I walk out of this darkness
With no sense of regret
And I go with a clear conscience
We both know that you can't say that
This to show
For all the time I loved you so
So...
I need help. I'm asking for it but no one seems to hear me."
Have you ever been low? (have you ever been)
Have you ever had a friend that let you down so?
When the truth came out
Were you the last to know?
Were you left out in the cold?
'Cause what you did was low
I feel like I've let everyone down because I couldn't stop him. I know it's stupid but the thought won't leave my head.
Have you ever been low? (have you ever been)
Have you ever had a friend that let you down so?
'Cause what you did was low...
The thing is even though I feel like I let everyone else down, I
know deep down the only person I really let down is myself. And
that scares me. A lot.
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