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Song: Changes by 3 Doors Down
God, I'm just wondering what did I do to deserve this? I was just sitting here or should I say
laying here in this damn hospital bed when all I did was become a doctor and be 28 years old. Is that so wrong?
I'm sooooooo bored. I just want to go home. Hmm maybe I can convince Patrick to get me out of here? No he won't let me.
He'll say something along the lines of Robin, you've only been in the hospital for three days and your not sufficiently recovered to leave.
Whatever. I hate it here. I want to go home. Where there's just Patrick. No one else. None of their pity.
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"Tough day?" Elizabeth asked
"You can say that." Patrick said.
"Why?"
"Robin's getting stir crazy in the hospital, and she wakes up screaming every night, she says she's okay but I know she's not."
"Tell Robin if she needs to talk I'll be there for her I know how she feels."
"Thanks I'll tell her."
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I'm not supposed
to be scared of anything, but I don't know where I am
I wish that
I could move but I'm exhausted and nobody understands (how I feel)
I'm trying hard to breathe now but there's no air in my lungs
There's no one here to talk to and the pain inside is making me
numb
I can't Breath, I'm so sad, I just want to cry.
I try to hold
this Under control
They can't help me 'Cause no one knows
No one realizes how broken I really am.
Now I'm going
through changes, changes
God, I feel so feel so frustrated lately
When I get suffocated, save me
Now I'm going through changes,
changes
I'm suffocating, it just hurts so bad.
I'm feeling weak
and weary walking through this world alone
Everything you say,
every word of it, cuts me to the bone
I've got something to say,
but now I've got no where to turn
It feel like I've been buried
underneath the weight of the world
I finally get what it means to hold the world on your shoulders.
I try to hold
this Under control
They can't help me 'Cause no one knows
I need help. I'm drowning.
Now I'm going
through changes, changes
God, I feel so feel so frustrated lately
When I get suffocated, save me
Now I'm going through changes,
changes
I'd give anything to go back one week, and run where he couldn't find me.
I'm running,
shaking
Bound and breaking
I hope I make it through all these
changes
It all seemed so much easier before.
Now I'm going
through changes, changes
God, I feel so frustrated lately
When
I get suffocated, save me
Now I'm falling apart, now I feel it
My world is falling apart around me.
Now I'm going
through changes, changes
God, I feel so feel so frustrated lately
When I get suffocated, I hate this
But I'm going through
changes, changes
I can't do this, but I have to. For Patrick. For my Baby. For my Family. For Me.
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"Robin?"
"Yea, Patrick?"
"Are you okay?"
"Yea why wouldn't I be?" Because you where just raped.
"You just look sad."
"No, I'm fine. Well except for one thing I want to go home."
"Dr. Lee says it's to soon for you to be released."
"I don't care."
"Please baby, stay a few more days for me?"
"Fine. But I won't like it."
"No one said you had to, By the way if you want out of here so badly why aren't you resting."
"Every time I close my eyes I'm back there again." She said her eyes filling with tears.
"Don't cry Robin, don't cry, he doesn't deserve your tears."
"Ok." She said shakily.
"Go to sleep, Baby."
"Ok." She closed her eyes and fell asleep with Patrick holding her hand.
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