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Song: Get Up By SuperChick
God how stupid am I? I can
get up and turn on the TV and manually change the channel.
How can I not figure that out? Although it is anchored to the ceiling and I would have to stand on a chair.
That chair doesn't look especially stable. Oh well I have to know. Robin got up.
She had to grab the bed to keep from passing out. It was the first time she ad been out of bed in a week.
After she recovered from the dizziness she walked over to the chair and climbed onto it. The chair creaked,
but didn't collapse. She stood on tiptoe and turned on the TV. Turning it to the news she waited for the news to
come back to the commercial. The news came back on and Robin was so riveted by what she saw that
she didn't get off the chair that she fell off the chair onto the floor. How could someone do that to me.
That was her last thought before she blacked out.
"Robin?" Patrick asked knocking on her door. When she didn't answer he shrugged assuming she must be asleep.
He was shocked to find her instead collapsed on the floor.
"We need help in here." He told the officers. One of them immediately ran to get Dr. Lee.
"Patrick, what happened?" Dr. Lee asked coming in with a wheelchair.
"I came in and she was collapsed on the floor."
"Is she breathing?"
"Yes."
"I'm going to take her to exam to check on the baby."
"Oh. God. The. Baby."
"Patrick?"
"Yes?"
"The baby is fine, but what is more disturbing is Robin."
"What's wrong with her?"
"She's regained consciousness, but she refuses to speak to anyone, she just started sobbing, we had to give her a sedative."
"Oh, god, do you think she saw the news?"
"I'm afraid she did, the TV was on in her room and it was turned to the news."
"No."
"I'm afraid it's true."
"How can they do this to her?"
"I don't know."
"Patrick?"
"Yeah Liz?"
"I heard what happened."
"I just want to kill those reporters, I can't believe they would actually show that clip."
"It is pretty surprising."
I was just starting to move on.
I'm
not afraid to fall
It means I climbed up high
To fall
is not to fail
You fail when you don't try
Not
afraid to fall
I might just learn to fly
And I will spread
these wings of mine
How could they do that? Come on Robin just admit what they did. Great now I'm talking to myself.
c'mon
If I get up I might fall back down again
So let's get up
c'mon
If I get up I might fall back down again
But we get up
anyway
If I get up I might fall back down again
They
put a video clip up of me being raped on the news. There I said it.
How did they even find that?
So
let's get up c'mon
If I get up I might fall back down again
I
might fall back down again
But we'll just jump and see
Even
if it's the 20th time
We'll just jump and see if we can fly
Oh. Yeah. The news said they found the clip on the internet.
I'm
not afraid to fall
And hear I told you so
Don't want to rock
the boat
But I just had to know
Just a greener side
Or
can I touch the sky
But either way I will have tried
Now all I'm going to hear are I-told-you-so's. And you know what they'll be right when they say it.
They're always right nowadays, but I never seem to listen.
If
I get up I might fall back down again
So let's get up c'mon
If
I get up I might fall back down again
But we get up anyway
If
I get up I might fall back down again
I have to try for
Patrick's sake but I don't know if I can get up one more time.
So
let's get up c'mon
If I get up I might fall back down again
I
might fall back down again
But we'll just jump and see
Even
if it's the 30th time
We'll just jump and see if we can fly
I've never given up before, but this pain just hurts so bad.
I'm
not afraid to fall
I've fallen many times
They laughed when I
fell down
But I have dared to climb
Not afraid to fall
I
know I'll fall again
But I can win this in the end
I have to beat this, but all's I want to do is die.
If
I get up I might fall back down again
So let's get up c'mon
If
I get up I might fall back down again
But we get up anyway
If
I get up I might fall back down again
I can't take this pain anymore.
So
let's get up c'mon
If I get up I might fall back down again
I
might fall back down again
But we'll just jump and see
Even
if it's the 40th time
We'll just jump and see if we can fly
What would Patrick say if he heard me giving up?
If
I get up I might fall back down again
So let's get up c'mon
If
I get up I might fall back down again
But we get up anyway
If
I get up I might fall back down again
So let's get up c'mon
If
I get up I might fall back down again
I might fall back down
again
I know damn well what he would say. He would tell me not to, so why am I? Because it hurts so bad.
"Can I see her?"
"Yes, but she's very agitated."
"All right thanks Dr. Lee."
"You're welcome Patrick."
"Robin?" Patrick asked walking into her room. She didn't answer him she just stared at the wall.
"Talk to me Robin, I love you, You don't deserve this Robin." Then she spoke three words that hurt
Patrick deeply.
"How could you?" Then she proceeded to sob.
"Shh. Don't cry, Robin. Don't cry, Baby." She kept sobbing. It all hurt so badly.
She just wanted to die. "I love you Robin, Don't cry, they're not worth your tears." She kept sobbing.
I seemed to be all she could do. "Mac, is trying to get a court order for them to stop showing that on the news."
She just kept sobbing. He tried to leave to get Dr. Lee but she sobbed harder when he did this so
he sat down and pressed the call button.
"Patrick."
"She's hysterical, she needs to be sedated."
"I know." She came in with two nurses. "Robin I need you to stays still."
When Robin did not comply she had the two nurses hold her down while she
gave her the sedative, but she didn't do it fast enough to keep Patrick from seeing the look
of pure terror that filled Robin's eyes.
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