Chapter 10
A/N: Oh my gosh, it's almost done! Sorry, I know that it does take a while to tell if your pregnant, but hey, SHINJI'S GONNA DIE SOON, AND IF SHE DOESN'T KNOW THAT SHE'S PREGNANT AND DOESN'T TELL SHINJI, THEN HE DIES WITHOUT KNOWING THAT THE LOVE OF HIS LIFE IS BEARING HIS CHILD. That is all…
She
continued to stare at it as if it was a huge rat. Her heart beated
faster and faster, 'Holy freaking Shit!' she thought.
She knelt down next to the test and grabbed it into her hand. She stared at it longer, and she wept, tears of joy, then tears of sadness.
"I'm having Shinji's baby…But…He or she will never see their father…And Shinji's going to die without seeing his baby. Maybe I shouldn't tell him about it," she continued to frown, "But then, he won't know that he has a son or daughter or anything…But if he figures out, he'll wonder why I didn't tell him…OH THIS IS SO CONFUSING!"
She hid the test deep into the garbage can, washed her hands and walked back into the bedroom. She saw a sleeping Shinji and sighed. How can she tell him? How can she tell anyone?
The next day she walked to school early and alone, to think over things.
"Shinji-kun, I have to tell you something, I'm pregnant…No, that's too…straight foreword. Maybe something a little light, um, Shinji, I am bearing your child! No, this is too hard…"
Back at the Katsuragi residence, Misato just finished using the washroom and buried her hygienic product down into the garbage so Shinji doesn't ask her about it anymore. And when she saw a pregnancy test, her eyes grew wide, a positive.
"WHAT THE HELL IS THIS!"
Shinji walked to school happy from last night, they're finally together, but, "What happened to Asuka?" he said into the air, he looked around nothing, "She must've left early, but why?"
At school, Asuka was the only one there. She sat in her desk and placed her head down to think. Her brain was hurting and so was her heart.
"I can't…If I tell him about my baby, then he's going to ask why I didn't tell him earlier. Also if I told him, he'd tell Misato, and she'll blab to me about how wrong it was and then I'll slip that he's going to die…"
Suddenly the door opened, she looked to see Hikari standing there looking at her.
"What's wrong Asuka?"
"Nothing…"
"Your lying, your eyes are red, and you're here early, there must be something on your mind…Is it Shinji?"
"Kind of, he is going to die in like three days now…He's going to go soon, I can't believe this!" she broke into tears again. Hikari went to her side.
"So did you tell him?"
"What?"
"That you loved him."
She paused and thought about yesterday, "Yeah…"
"That's great! Did anything happen? How did he react?"
"He loves me too…Then we went back home at like 10 or something, and we…"
"Did you?"
Back at Shinji, he was closer to school and then Touji and Kensuke came and greeted him.
"Yo Shinji! How was your day yesterday?" Kensuke asked.
Shinji blushed and looked down.
"What happened Shinji? Did you find out that-" but Kensuke covered up his mouth and hje whispered into his ear, "Dude! We're not supposed to say anything!"
"What is it? You heard that Asuka and I got together?"
"WHAT!" they both said in unison and jaws dropped, but then they smiled and congratulated.
Then
Touji got and evil look on him, "Oh…So then you did it?"
"WHAT!"
"WHAT?" Asuka dropped from her chair, "How do you know?"
"So you did do it?"
"Yes."
"H-hai," Shinji replied and turned red.
"Whoo hoo Shinji!"
"But dude, how was it?"
"Um...it was ok…" he turned even more red if possible.
"Did you use any protection?"
"Uh…Protection?"
"BAKA!" They both exclaimed.
"What?"
"She's going to be pregnant!"
"Oh shit…"
Asuka stared at her friend, "Hm…"
"Well, that's good fro you, its early, but he's going to die," she paused and looked at Asuka, "Oh, I'm sorry, so did you use protection? Did you be careful of his wounds?"
"Of course- wait, protection?"
"A condom! Ugh, I'm the virgin and you don't know what a condom is!"
"I'm sorry."
"So are you pregnant?"
"Yes…"
Hikari stood in amazement and fear, "How are you going to tell him?"
"I don't know…"
"You have to though…"
"I know…"
They stood there as everyone got in and for the rest of the day Asuka just stared at her screen.
The
rest of the day, Shinji stared at Asuka, he knew that she's
pregnant, and that its probably his. But he wasn't sure for sure.
'Asuka…" he quietly said looking at her and sinking into his seat.
"Why won't you just tell me?"
At
lunch he saw her rush to the roof and followed her.
Asuka head to the roof and sat to eat and look into the horizon.
"No wonder…I forgot about protection…" she sighed and frowned even harder. She heard footsteps and turned around.
"Who is it?"
She gasped as she saw Shinji, "Why are you frowning Asuka?"
He walked up to her and sat, "You shouldn't be sad, I know…"
"What?" she was shocked, what did he know?
"I know, that your pregnant."
She opened her mouth to reply, but nothing came out. He took her hand and they waled out.
Later that night, they sat at the table and stared at each other. She looked down, but Shiji looked hard at her. He was to speak, but Misato burst in.
"ASUKA! Have you been fooling around with anyone lately?" she marched up to her and looked her into the eyes.
"Yes…"
"Who's baby is it?"
"Shinji-kun's…"
A/N: Sorry that took so long, so many doctor trips, and yeah. We're almost done people!
