A/N: Hey guys. I know this story isn't done or anything and I normally do VERY short stories but... Know what? I'm gonna do this one long hope you enjoy the first chapter!

Chapter One

I miss him

While the tears flow down my eyes

I think of you as my whole life

The times we spent

The days you cared for me

When you would never give me up for anything

But one day I opened my eyes to find

That my heart had deceived me

I was blinded by love

I couldn't tell a lie from the truth

You'll never know the pain I felt

The things you did

I felt pain and deception

How could you lie to me like this?

My dream of being with you like this

Had vanished on never how you used me

The tears I cry are of pain

The way you treated me I thought is was love but it was just games

You played on me hoping to win but you lost a thing that could have been great

And now when I look I look back at those days I know I learned a thing or two
When we were together guys aren't worth your tears never cry for a man who never loved you.

Jordan had dreamt these words for the last four months. Every time she heard them though she knew that the last line was not right. Woody had loved her. Four months would mean since the night Woody had been shot. She thought about the inn and what he had said.

"I don't want to be your rebound guy."

Jordan knew that he wasn't. Every night she would think of that poem. She was clinically depressed, or so her doctor said.

She was thinner and she knew that. Suddenly she heard her phone ring. Gladly she answered the phone.

"Cavanaugh." She didn't sound tired like Garret was expecting. She sounded more as thought she wanted nothing more than to have the ability to stay awake for all eternity.

"Hi Jordan." Garret greeted, "Hope I didn't wake you?"

"No Garret you didn't wake me." Jordan said a little too quickly.

"Ok. I need you to come to the morgue. Nigel and Bug both decided that they would get a horrible flu. Like the one where you can't move without hurling." Garret smiled in spite of himself. "Oh and there is somebody here who wants to talk to you." Garret told her.

"Alright Garret. Be right there. Bye." She said as she hung up.

Jordan threw on a pair of sweats and a t-shirt that said 'Boston Girl' on it. She quickly put on eyeliner and mascara too. Then she grabbed a hair scrunchy and walked out the door.

Once she got to the morgue she pulled her messy curls into an even messier ponytail.

"Jordan! Thank god your here! We have three bodies coming in and Garret wants to see you. Oh and there is somebody in your office to see you. I told them they may need to wait a little bit and they said that it was ok." Lily ran off towards the conference room.

Jordan watched her for a moment before walking off in search of Garret.

"Hey Gar, you wanted to see me?" Jordan asked.

"Uhh, ya. You have three bodies coming in and I can take two but the two that I took I didn't know that..." Garret looked at the floor.

"What Garret?" Jordan asked softly.

"I'm working with Framus and Seely and your working with... Simmons." Garret couldn't look at her.

"That's fine Garret." She told him even though she was kind of worried about working with Lu again, she really didn't want to say something that she would regret. She smiled and walked out.

Once she got to her office she saw two men sitting there.

Jordan cleared her throat, "May I help you?" she asked as she walked to her desk.

"Hey Jo." Woody said.

Jordan whipped around at the sound of his voice and saw Woody sitting there and Cal beside him.

"Hey. Hi Cal!" She greeted.

"Hi." Cal seemed a little shy.

"Cal is here because well..." Woody started.

"My girlfriend died here in Boston on her way to the vet convention." Cal said quickly.

"Oh my god Cal!" Jordan rushed over and hugged him as tears began to run down his cheeks.

Woody felt a twinge in his stomach and he instantly knew that it was jealousy.

"I'm sorry to do this now but I need a positive ID. Would you be up to it?" She asked choosing her words carefully.

Cal nodded. "Ok. Come with me please." She helped him up and they walked to the crypt.

Around a half hour later Cal and Woody were walking out of the morgue. Jordan had held up till now. "Woody I need to talk to you." She called.

Woody walked back over.

"Ya?" He asked.

"I want to see you and your brother soon. Like dinner tonight. You, Cal, Lu and me." She smiled trying so hard not to laugh at the face he made in surprise. "At the fancy restaurant near where the Pogue is. Please don't be late. I'll be there around 7." Jordan smiled and waved to Cal. Then she spun on her heal and left.

"What did she want?" Cal asked.

"She wants us to have dinner with her."

"Us you mean me and you?"

"No I mean me, you and Lu."

"And Lu is?"

"You'll meet her tonight." Woody got into the elevator and Cal followed.

Lu was dressed in a blue evening dress that accented her eyes. Woody thought that she was lovely.

Cal walked out of the hotel that he was staying in. Once he saw Woody's car he walked over and climbed in.

"Hey Cal." Came his brother's voice, "This is Lu."

Cal saw a pretty blonde sitting there. "Holy shit, what a hotty!" Cal exclaimed only to be hit by his brother and see Lu blushing.

"CAL! Out of the car now!" His brother yelled. Cal jumped out after Woody.

"What the hell? Do you have to hit on all my girlfriends?" Woody asked angrily.

"So she is your girlfriend now? Damn! Why did you do that to Jordan? I mean Lu is hot but have you even looked at Jordan for 10 seconds?" Cal asked then a sly smile came to his face, "Hey! If your dating her than that means..."

"What Cal? What does that mean?" Woody asked hotly.

"Jordan is back within limits!" Cal almost screamed.

"What? No! No way Calvin Hoyt! There is NO WAY!" Woody yelled at his brother and was about to continue when Lu stopped them and said, "Jordan will be there in 15 minutes! Do you want to be late? No do you? No. LET'S GO!"

Once they got to the restaurant they saw that Jordan wasn't there yet.

"Well maybe I was wrong." Lu said as they sat at the table the waiter said was under Jordan's name.

"Look at her!" They heard a girl at the next table saw. They looked where she was pointing.

There was Jordan, her hair half pinned back and she put a red clip in her hair. Her dress was a halter top, and it was red. The dress it's self was a little bit tight, but just enough to hug her curves, the bottom was short, only three quarters of the way to her knees. She wore red three inch heels.

"Wow..." Lu said a little stunned.

Cal smiled a big smile at Woody and walked over to the bottom of the stairs.

"Hi Cal." Jordan said quietly once she got to the bottom of the stairs, "How are you?"

"Doin' all right now that I've seen how gorgeous you are." He smiled.

"Damn Cal, you sure are a sweet talker!" Jordan giggled as they walked over to Woody and Lu.

"Wow Jordan! You look great!" Lu smiled reassuringly, almost as if to say 'I think you look great but if you take Woody, you WILL die'.

"Thanks. So how long have you guys been here?" She asked.

"Around five minutes." Cal answered, putting his hand on the small of Jordan's back.

"Sorry to keep you waiting. The old truck decided that I should be late and if the damn mechanic had been off for the day my dress would not only be muddy, but soaking wet too." Jordan laughed along with everybody.

"Woody... you haven't said one word to me while I've been here. What's up?" She asked.

Woody cleared his throat, "Nothing much. Just the usual, me and Cal were fighting-"

"Over you..." Cal interrupted and Jordan smiled.

"Yeah... Anyway I want to say something... Cal... You can have her." Woody said so quickly and angrily that Jordan instantly felt tears well up in her eyes.

"Have me? What the hell am I? A damn dog!" Jordan glared at him. "Cal, do you wanna dance?"

"Sure." He smiled at her as he took her hand out on to the dance floor.

They danced to the slow song and Jordan left her head on Cal's shoulder. Lu and Woody went out and began dancing too.

When the song was over, they broke and clapped. The next song was a little faster and Jordan and Cal began dancing quickly.

Woody felt horrible for talking about Jordan like he had.

Later on, after the dance was over, Cal and Woody took the girls home. Woody went to open Jordan's door for her, but she beat him to it.

"I don't need you helping me." She snapped as Cal helped her out of the car. "Thanks Cal. Do you wanna walk me to my door? Don't worry, if he leaves," She pointed to Woody, "You can stay at my place."

Cal smiled and he took Jordan's hand. She looked over and Woody as if to say, 'Screw you man. You ditched me and now I'm with your brother.'

"Night Lu." She smiled at Lu.

"Good night Jordan." She replied with a smile.

"Jordan, I'm sorry for how Woody talked to you tonight." Cal looked at the ground.

"No problem. He's talked plenty worse before."

"When?" Cal asked shocked.

"Well... When he got shot, then after this case we worked together, where we got really close-"

"He slept with you!" Cal almost yelled.

"Ya he slept with me... but that wasn't the worst part! How 'bout we call Woody's cell and tell him to take Lu home then come pick you up so I can finish the story?" She smiled at Cal and handed him her phone.

He dialed the number and waited for Woody to pick up. When he finally did Cal told him to take Lu home, Jordan was telling him a 'bed time' story. He laughed at the sound Woody and made when he heard Jordan laughing.

"Finish your story?" Cal asked her when he hung up the phone.

"Ok. So Woody and I slept together right? It was going great until I asked him to come in to my apartment one night. Know what he says? I don't wanna be your rebound guy Jordan! I swear I almost burst into tears, and until tonight the doctors said that I was clinically depressed. I really was sad. Anyway, sounds like there's a car downstairs. Lu's apartment is only five minutes away from mine..." She was cut off yet again.

"How did you find out about Lu and Woody?" Cal couldn't help but ask Jordan the question that had been bothering him.

'Well..." Jordan felt her eyes well up with tears, "Woody got a new office all for himself, he didn't have to share it, so I brought him an office warming gift and well... Lu had already given him one so when I walked in they were making out and I still gave it to him and everything but it hurt like hell you know?" She smiled weakly and Cal hugged her. A few seconds later Jordan looked at him, she knew that she shouldn't get involved with Woody's brother, but he had listened to her. He knew everything. She kissed him goodnight and he walked to the door, stunned.