Hello everyone. Nobody's been reviewing so I don't care anymore how long it takes for me to update. This has been a fucked up week and it's pissing me off.
Tera: Nobody's talked to her latly and she wants to cry over something but she won't say
Jade: It's bad meaning this chapter will be depressing.
Rain:It can't be that bad can
Kayla: Sitting in a dark corner crying
Jade: Or it can
Evil: Poor Poor Kayla
Riku and Rinzu (hug Kayla) It'll be ok
Kayla: (sniffle) I hope so
Riku: Kayla doesn't own Kingdom Hearts and you know why
Rinzu: She does own her songs but her dad took John's id away from her.
Riku: But her mom got it back again
Kayla: REALLY!
Riku: Yea but you called your dad a pain in the ass so you can't have it back right now
Kayla: Just start the story
My thoughts8...8 song lyrice 0...0
Riku's thoughts/.../
Sora's thoughts ;...;
Don't Let Me Beileve You
Sora opened his eyes pain coursing through his body as memories flooded his mind. He wanted to cry but there were no more tears. He no longer felt sad for what Riku had done or mad at Kairi for doing this to him. He felt nimb. His body refused to move. His voice no longer existed.Blood pounded in his head. He went to move but there was no response. His eyes slid shut. Images rushed back to him. Every wound in his body seemed to reopen even ones that weren't physical seemed to break. "Sora? You home?" His mother's voice called throughout the house cheerfully. "Yes." Sora managed one word at a decent level that could be heard down stairs. "Good. Well I'll be back later. Be good." He heard the door shut and the car leave. Sora just blindly kicked out of anger that had built up from the sound of his mother's voice. His cd player fell over starting a new song at full volume. "Happy?" by Mudvyane could be heard down the street from Sora's house.
The window slipped open but Sora either didn't notice or didn't care. "Sora?" Riku touched Sora lightly. Sora didn't respond his eyes stared at the wall. "Sora are you ok?" Riku touched the boy's hair. Sora's eyes looked up into Riku's. "No." Sora's voice was no longer goofy as it had once been. It now held an inner darkness that seem to seep into your very soul. /This isn't Sora. This can't be Sora./ Sora's eyes flashed before returning to the dull state they had been in before. "Sora. I'm so sorry. What happened?" Riku looked down at the blanket that clung loosely to Sora's body. Blood stained the white sheet. He took the cover from Sora's body. A naked and bloody Sora continued to stare at the wall. "SORA! What happened?" Riku looked over the boy's body. The structure had changed. The small body that had once been Sora was now replaced with a deeper tan . His muscles now surpased Riku's and he once childish face was more toned and narrow. His eyes no longer the soft blue they once were but now a deep crimson. His hair was the deepest shade of black and nearing shoulder length. "Sora?"
0So you say you'll change
That you only want me
You promise to stay
Not to go away
I've heard that before
I don't want to hear your sorry
We all know you were wrong
I don't know what to do
Don't let me beileve you0
Sora sat up whatever covering falling to his waist. "Sora I'm so sorry. I swear I didn't know what I was doing. Please forgive me. Please." Riku was crying now. His face buried into the sleeve of his jacket. Sora stared at the boy no emotions on his face. He pulled Riku to his chest. "I can't forgive you. Not right now. Maybe later I don't know. Just not right now." He rubbed Riku's back as the smaller boy clung to him. "I'm ..so...so..rr..y...Sora." He mummbled. Sora looked down at the sobbing boy. "I know. I just can't give you what you want right now. I have to think about a few things first. You can stay here if you like." Riku nodded into the boy's chest. Riku fell into a dreamless state as Sora stared out the window. He really did wish it would rain. As if waiting for his command the rain fell down with a soft pitter patter on the window. Sora laid down careful so not to wake Riku. He ran a hand through Riku's silver locks. "I want to forgive you but not right now. Soon I will be able to forgive you. And then you can forgive me." He leaned over and kissed Riku's lips softly before drifting into his never ending nightmare.
Kairi walked along the beach. She was smiling her hands gripping each other lightly. "He's almost there. One more snap and that'll be it. First him and Riku have to make up though." She smiled and giggled. "What's so funny Kairi?" Selphie jumped from a tree she had been sitting in. Tidus and Wakka emerging from behind the tree. Kairi smirked at them. "I'm so close. Not even you three can stop me now. It's a shame we can't tell them. But then again it doesn't matter. I'll have him soon. History always repeats itself." Kairi's smirk became a true smile. "Riku is the one Sora's suppose to be with. Not you!" Selphie screamed at the red head. "Riku wasn't ever suppose to get this far. He was suppose to die like he has all those lifetimes before!" Kairi's face brimmed with building anger. "Well he's still here. I bet if he would have lived then you would have never been with Sora. Him and Riku were always meant to be together. And plus your cheating." Wakka stood behind Selphie and Tidus as he spoke. Kairi's smile faded ,"How am I cheating?" "Easy. Your changing him against his will. Keep putting him through hell and he'll kill you. For good this time." Tidus looked at her. Kairi turned away, "He won't he'll be with the one he's meant to be with...ME!" The trio watched the girl walk off. "And when you fail Kairi" "You'll be cursed to the shadows" "Where you belong" The three turned and walked to get out off the rain.
0Stop following me
Stop acting like you care
Don't make me miss you
Don't wipe my tears away
Why does the truth hurt anyway
I don't want to hear your sorry
We all know you were wrong
I don't know what to do
Don't let me beileve you0
Riku shivered slightly as the warmth vainsihed. He opened his eyes slowly and relized he was alone. He stood up but fell to his knees. Sora walked into the room and knelt next to him. Riku wrapped his arms around Sora's waist. Sora looked at him as he stroked his hair. "I'm sorry I'm sorry. I swear it'll never happen again." He was crying again. Sora wrapped his arms around him. "I forgive you." Riku looked up at him in disbelief. Sora smiled slightly before pulling Riku close. Riku opened his mouth to say something but was cut off when Sora kissing him slipping his tounge into the smaller boy's lushes cavern. Sora pulled Riku to his feet and push him onto the bed. Riku's face was a soft pink. Sora smiled before strattling Riku's waist. He placed a kiss on Riku's pulse feeling the fast beating against his lips. Sora smiled into the warm skin. He licked from the pluse to Riku's lips before plunging into again. Riku moaned as Sora's hand ran down his waist resting at the forming buldge in Riku's pants. He applied more pressure to the growing member. Riku moaned again before he bit Sora's lip softly. Sora had Riku's pants and boxers off in a matter of seconds. He pushed against the exposed flesh eleicting a loud moan from the boy underneth. Sora leaned down next to Riku's ear. "I forgive you Riku but you will be punished." He licked Riku's ear diving into the lobe. He pushed against the boy again. "uhh...S..ora" Riku began to breath heavier as his concious thoughts left him.
Sora pushed against the boy with a smirk on his face. "Riku. Now for your punishment. This is going to hurt alot." Riku looked at him fear written across his face. Sora kissed his neck before pushing into him without any perparation. Riku screamed out in pain as something inside of him tore. He could feel the blood running down his leg. "SORA!" Sora ran his hand through the crying boy;s hair. "I told you it would hurt. Now are you ready?" Riku bit his lip and nodded. Sora smiled and pulled out and pushed into Riku again. Staring off slow they moved into a steady rhytm until Riku reached his point. Sora smiled as he laid his head down in Riku's hair. He thrust in a few more times before cumming deep inside off the older boy. Sora pushed himself up so that he was looking at Riku. Said boy's face was a bright red and tear stains could be seen. "Riku?" Riku shook his head. "I deserve that. I'll be fine." He pulled Sora down and kissed his lips softly. Sora rolled to his side and Riku laid his head on Sora's chest listening to the steady beat that lulled him to sleep. When he was sure Riku was asleep Sora spoke. "It wasn't your fault Riku. None of it was or ever will be. Just remeber whatever happens I still love you." With that he kissed Riku's head softly before falling into the darkness of his mind.
0No don't hold me close
Don't be my shoulder to cry on
Don't tell me your sorry
Don't tell me don't worry
Let me go
I don't want to hear you
I don't need to see you
Your just being you
Don't let me fall for you0
A flash of red hair ran past Sora's window. "Dammit!" The furious girl kicked a rock sending it flying into so poor bystanders window. The sound of glass breaking pulled the girl from her thoughts. "He's so close to changing. Riku keeps getting in my way. Next time Sora will be mine and only mine!" The rain was still pooring on the island when the red head tied her boat to the dock. Kairi walked to a secret place of her own where acient books and odd ingredients where hidden. She pulled down a old moldy history book dateing back to 1500's. She opened it carefully as not to damage the pages. "He's been mine for over 4 milliniums and no BOY will take him from me!" Kairi looked through her family history each male and female couple resembled Sora and Kairi only different clothing and Sora's hair was black in each picture and his face neither childish or happy, but narrow and hateful. "I will have what is mine one way or another." The thunder crackled as the girl laughed. Sora shivered in his sleep. A queasy feeling pulling him from the inside and he could almmost her the girls laughter in his nightmares.
Kayla: Finished with number six. This story is so out there. I had no idea it would end up like this. Really so if you have any complaints I don't give a damn!
Jade: If it's bad then they can stop reading
Tera: and if it's good they need to review
Kayla: yea they really do
Evil: the review box is ...empty
Rain: They all ran away
Riku: Cowards!
Rinzu: Riku stop insulting yourself
Riku: Tackles Rinzu
Riku and Rinzu : BBTNT