I'm loved again! I love you guys I really do. Today is Friday the thirteenth my day of good luck. Last week was just Hell. Two people in my family died (I didn't even know them) Plus I couldn't get in touch with John for three days. Felt like three weeks. I thought I would die.

Kayla: They came back

Riku: She's happy she has reviews again!

Rinzu: Thank god I thought she'd lose her mind soon

Kayla: You can't lose something you never had .

Evil: You have a mind ...somewhere

Kayla: Problem inbetween my heart and my life.

Tera: Kayla no own hot guys from Kingdom Heart and if she did Cloud, Leon, Sora, and Riku would all be raped.

Kayla: (dreaming) yea that'd be great

Jade: She does own her songs and headphones she stole from CJ

Kayla: (listening to cd player with CJ's headphones) We are the pluse of the maggots

Evil: She now loves Slipknot anyway on with the story

My thoughts 8...John...8 Lyrics 0...0

Riku's thoughts /..Sora.../

Sora's thoughts ;...kill kairi./

Don't Cry For Me

Selphie looked out the window a sigh passing her lips as she pulled the covers closer. Tidus was asleep his head resting on the pillow inbetween her and Wakka. Wakka eyes his female lover closly. "What was that sigh for love?" Selphie contuined to stare. "I'm afraid for Sora and Riku. Kairi's right Riku never made it past seven in our past lives. I just don't want them to get hurt. I mean we remeber our past lives like the curse said we would but Sora turned out different this time. He was always the first to remeber." Wakka wrapped his arms around the small girl's waist. "He would remeber after Riku's death. That's why he never changed to his true form. Something happened. Sora turned out to be the weak one this time not Riku." Selphie laughed. "Remeber two hundred years ago when Riku tired to be like Sora? He tried to jump off that building and twisted his ankle." Wakka laughed. "Yea and remeber two weeks after that he ended up stealing Sora's first kiss by falling on him?" The two broke into a fit of giggles. "Those were the good times. You relize that Kairi always moved to where we were?" Selphie nodded. "It was weird Riku would only get sick as soon as she came, but this time she didn't move here till he was a little bit older. Hey wait wasn't Sora always older then Riku?" Wakka nodded. "Why?" Selphie looked at him. "We have two reasons why this time is different. So maybe this time we can help break the cycle. But if Sora tells us anything we'll have to act like normal friends so we don't cheat ok?" Wakka nodded. "Agreed." Tidus sat up in his spot. "But for now let's go to sleep." He laid down Selphie and Wakka following his lead.

Riku opened his eyes the hot sun pouring down on him. Someone called to him but didn't use his name. "Ri! Ri!" A boy jumped on him from behind. "Saru! Your to heavy." Riku tried to push the older boy off but to no avail. Saru looked down at him blues eyes meeting aqua. "Your crushing me Saru!" Riku cried as the other boy wrapped his arms around Riku's waist. "I love you to much to crush you you know that love." Saru smiled at the younger boy. "Now come on you can watch me jump off my house." Riku grabbed the taller boy's hand. "I love you too Saru." Saru hugged the smaller boy and kissed him softly on the forehead. "I know you do. Now come on! Shlape and them are waiting. The two boys walked towards an older looking building. Riku watched as the older boy climbed onto the roof. Riku climbed up after him. Saru jumped off the roof doing a backflip have way down. Riku went to try and jump but slipped and fell off. "Ri!" Riku opened his eyes his ankle throbbing with pain. Saru was looking down at him smiling. "You took a nasty fall I thought your mom would kill me." The boy wrapped his arms around Riku pulling him into a tight embrace.

"I don't know what I'd do if I lost you." He kissed Riku's forehead again. He laid his head on Riku's stomache. Riku smiled and fell asleep. When he opened his eyes he was in a different place. They were on a beach. Saru and Shalpe were fighting with Walke amd Tillus. Saru's voice cheered as him and Shalpe knocked both the other boys to the ground. "And we win." Him and Shalpe high fived before Saru turned to Riku. He held his hand out for the younger boy. Riku took a few steps foward before tripping. He waited for the ground to break his fall but he landed on something soft. His lips pressed against something softer. He opened his eyes and relized he was kissing Saru. His face grew warm as he tried to sit up but Saru pulled him back down. Saru bit at Riku's lips requesting an entrance. Riku opened his mouth for the boy to explore. They pulled back for air. Saru smiled at Riku. "I love you Ri. Only you. Forever." Riku cuddled into the older boy's chest. "I love you too. Only you Saru forever and ever." The image faded. Riku looked around before a new image played. A red headed girl stepped off a boat dressed in a poofy dress different from what all the girls wore around here. She seemed to be well educated and wealthy. She walked over to the small group off kids smiling. "Hello my name is Kila." Saru stood up. "That's nice to know my name is go to Hell. Now bye bye." He stood and motioned for the rest to follow. Kila glared at Sora but she seemed to be even more pissed when Ri grabbed Saru's hand. This image was replaced with another one. The room was cold and the only sorce of warmth was at Riku's hand. He opened his eyes to see Saru gripping onto his hand for dear life. "S..S..aru?" Saru bit his lip as a tear slid down his cheek. "I'm here Ri. I'll always be here." Riku nodded. "I.. know. You..p..ro..mised. you .would. and you never break your promises." Saru looked up in an atempt to stop the tears. "Don't cry for me. We'll meet again in the.. n.e.x.t life. I.. love.you..Sa.r...u" Riku's eyes slid shut the last thing he heard was Saru wispear. "In the next life we'll meet and I'll love you again. Forever."

Three figures appeared before him. You must remeber who you once were. Riku you have to stop the cycle. Sora cannot suffer the same fate over and over again. You've been given a chance don't lose it! Remeber who you were for Sora's sake. Remeber." The figures faded and Riku fell back to reality. Riku opened his eyes. His body was in pain but he didn't seem to mind it this time. He looked at Sora's face. The skin was still soft but seem to have a look of anger on it even while he slept. "This time. I'll protect you. I promise." He kissed Sora's lips gently. Riku shook his head. "What am I talking about this time. heh You'd think I would have been alive like this before." Images flashed through his mind like a black and white film. He saw familair faces that he couldn't seem to place. He knew their names but could seem to remeber how to say them. "Who were those people? And what the fuck did they want me to remeber?" Sora rolled over before wrapping his arm around Riku's waist. Riku ran a hand throught the silky black strands. A tear ran down Riku's cheek before he brushed it away. He shook Sora slightly before the crimson eyes opened. "Riku?" Riku smiled. "I have to go see my mom. She's probly worried sick. You think she'd let me take care of myself seeing how I'm 19! Guess she'll never learn. He kissed Sora lightly before standing. Pain shot throught his body. Sora caught him before falling back. "Next time I'll be gental." He nipped Riku's neck before helping him put his clothes on. They kissed before Riku ran out of the house.

0 I don't need you to tell me

It'll be alright

Some things can't be fixed

All the times you tried to say

Things'll get better someday

I don't need to save me

I won't let it go

Someone driving me off the edge

Driving me striaght to insanity

Don't cry for me0

Sora pulled on a pair of black pants and a Slipknot hoodie. He pulled on his chains before covering one eye with his bangs. Sora turned from the mirror to the window. "Sora!" Selphie's voice came from the door. "Come in." Selphie entered the room along with Tidus. "Where's Wakka?" "He had to work today." Tidus sat on the edge of Sora's bed. Sora walked over to his cd player 8it's still knocked over.8 He put it back on the dresser before turning it on. Sooner or Later by Breaking Benjamin came on. Slephie jumped up. "Is this the cd?" Sora nodded. "Oh can I please borrow it? Please please Tidus won't let me borrow his!" Sora shrugged. "Go for it." "Sora you ok?" Selphie hugged Sora. "I'm fine Selph. Just some issues." Selphie looked at him a sad look in her eyes. "It'll be ok Sora. Just wait and see." Sora looked at her. "Whatever you say Selph." Tidus held his hand up to keep Selphie quiet. "So what happened Sora?" Sora glared at Tidus before humming the song. "You're not gonna answer? It's better to get stuff off your chest then go crazy over it." Sora gripped his hands together. "Don't worry about it." He gritted his teeth together in an attempt to calm his growing anger. "Your my friend I have to worry about it. We know something's up Sora. You can tell us when something's bothering you." Tidus sqeaked when Sora picked up a chair before throwing it through his window. "SHUT UP!" The glass behind him shattered sending pieces flying at Sora's back. "Just shut up! I'm sick of this." Sora picked up his cd player and threw it across the room. Bits of plastic joined the glass. "Everything is FUCKED UP! No matter what you say it will always be fucked up. Life is just a bitch like that. So don't tell me it'll be ok. Because as long as I'm alive the same problems will always come up. That BITCH is the cause of them all. So Just SHUT THE FUCK UP!" Sora started tearing his room apart. Papers were thrown and his bed overturned. A clock and a bat joined the chair outside.

Sora fell against the wall away from Tidus and Selphie. Selphie was about to say somehting before a knock was heard. "Nobody's fucking home!" The door swung open. Kairi looked at Sora to the mess. "Sora you have a major anger issue." Sora jumped up. "Get the FUCK OUT OF MY HOUSE!" Kairi looked at him a smirk on her face. "Make me." Sora ran across the room and grabbed Kairi's wrist. "Fine bitch we'll do it your way." He brought her to the broken window and pushed her out. "Now stay the fuck away from me!" Kairi glared at the window. "Fine Sora we'll do it your way."She turned and walked away. She tripped over the alarm clock. The little device started to blare out at her. "You're a monster, Mr. Grinch.Your heart's an empty hole. Your brain is full of spiders,You've got garlic in your soul. Mr. Grinch. I wouldn't touch you, with a thirty-nine-and-a-half foot pole." Kairi stood up and kicked the clock. "Stupid thing." Sora punched the wall. "Uh Sora doesn't that hurt?" Selphie looked at Sora's hand that was now in the wall. "NO!" Selphie flinched. Tidus laughed. "Sora, I'd rather live in a dump then here." Everyone turned to see Wakka standing there a grin on his face. "Sora, you have a hole in your wall but I think you might have figured that out."

0I'm not going to die

So just get away

I'm still alive

So why are you here

Do you think I'll kill myself

Just get out

Go away

I don't need your pity

Someone driving me off the edge

Driving me under to insanity

Don't cry for me0

"Wakka! Thank god your here. Sora kinda how should I put this." "Snapped!" Selphie finished Tidus sentence. "Well that's one way to put it." "I didn't snap. I just got a little fustrated." Tidus looked at him. "You left fustrated when you threw the chair out the window." "I thought it was when he overturned the bed with me on it." Selphie looked over at Sora." Shut up! I'm not fustrated ok!" "Yes you are!" Tidus and Selphie chimed in. "I. Am. Not!" Sora ripped his arm from the wall. Bloos trailed down his arm. Selphie and Tidus just stared at the boy. "Doesn't that hurt?" Wakka broke the silence. "No. It doesn't. Now if we're done arguing I do beileve you three are cheating." Wakka, Selphie, and Tidus all stared at him. "You knew!" Sora smirked. "Of course I knew! Do you three really beileve me to be that slow. I was always the first to remeber and I always will be. I know about Riku's dream. I was wondering if that counts as cheating." Sora eyed the three. Wakka looked down. The three bowed before him. "We're sorry my lord." "We just thought you didn't know." Selphie spoke up. "We thought we could help." Tidus contiuned. "So we did the only thing we thought we could do and that was tell Riku without actually talking to him." Wakka finished.

"I'm proud of you three. You have always served me well but this game ends now. I'm tired of her. She's doesn't know does she?" The three shook their heads. "No master she thinks your still sleeping." Selphie lifted her head slightly. "She always was an idiot. I knew who I was when I first meet Riku. I just thought I was crazy but it wasn't until Kairi tried to rape that I actually acknowledged who I was. And Wakka I believe you knew about our past lives by then. So that should mean you already knew I didn't like bright colors, but even you thought I was asleep. You are all forgiven though." Each one sighed as if a wieght had been lifted. "So master what are you planning?" Tidus lifted his eyes to Sora's. "She doesn't know who I am. So I'm going to act as if I don't know who I am. I know she's going to try and get to me. And when she does I'll kill her. She should have listen to my warning all those years ago. I'm just happy that this time he lived through her spell." Sora smiled. "Master how long are you going to stay digused?" Wakka sat on his knees. Sora looked at him. " For now I can rid of it but I do not need to stay completely changed or she'll relize even thought she's not that bright." Sora closed his eyes. He grew to about 6'5 his hair growing past his hip. His eyes turned to a golden crimson. His tan became deeper and his muscles became the perfect match to his body. His clothes became a black tang top with black leather pants and a black trench coat that reached the ground. An earring appeared in his ear. It was a black diamond that reached down to his shoulder. "I feel much better." The three teens blushed as their "master" appeared before them.

0Your right I was wrong

I know that now

Just leave me alone

Just let me cry

Just let me die

I don't need anyone

So just get out

Someone driving me over the edge

Burying me under to meet insanity

Don't cry for me0

Kayla: Anyone that thinks I made Sora hot say Sora's a Hottie! Anyway. You guys are probly lost as hell so I'll explian.

Riku:History lesson!

Kayla: Yesyes Well I hope you all caught on to the fact that Kairi, Sora, Riku ,Slephie, Tidus, and Wakka have been reborn togther for a good 5 millinium. Well the first time they were together Sora and Riku fell in love. Sora was a prince and Riku was born to the slaves. Riku and Sora knew each other from childhood. Sora was two years older then Riku in each lifetime. Selphie, Wakka, and Tidus were children to prophets. Those three were always togther as lovers throughtout each lifetime. Kairi came to the island and of course we can all guess that she and Sora were arranged to be married. Sora in love with Riku refused. Sora was 9 at the time. Riku had just turned 7. Kairi's mother was a witch so she had been tought the ways of the craft in secret. Riku who being a slave was already sick was killed by Kairi's spell. Sora grew distant and cold hatered spreading through his body turning him into a human heartless. Thus the changes that have happend after each heartbreaking thing has happened. Well in the end Kairi and Sora were married still against Sora's will. Every night he would sneak out to sit at Riku's grave. Meaning he never slept with Kairi meaning no heir. One night Kairi drugged him and concieved. Of course when Sora found this out he was pissed to hell and back. After the baby was born he killed her but was put under a curse. She said that in each lifetime she would claim him and he would never be with the one he loved. aka Riku. Sora went to the three prophet children and they confirmed the curse. Sora and the three children did a spell that would keep the five spirits (Sora Riku Selphie Tidus and Wakka) together throughout history. It wasn't untill after three lifetime did Kairi turn it into a game. The rules where that they'd have to remeber their pasts on their own and when Sora killed her before Riku's death then she would be cursed to the shadows. Well Kairi cheated and made it to where she would get her memories at birth being a direct descended from her first life. None of the others ever figured out that she was cheating. As you saw in Riku's dream Sora and Riku always fell in love but Kairi always killed Riku. This lifetime was different. Riku was borned first so the curse fell on Sora to be weak. But Sora being apart of the game lived. And thus here is our story now.

Riku: To much information can't think X.X

Rinzu: ( pokes Riku with a stick) If you like the story you shall review

Evil: And we those that have reviewed

Kayla: Yes I was so happy when I saw that I had reviews.

Jade: She literally jumped up and down screaming that she loved her fans

Kayla: HAI

Tera: Well bye bye Kayla will update soon

Riku and Rinzu: BBTNT