Well as we all know if I owned Kingdom Hearts do you really think Sora would be striaght.
Sorry I haven't updated in awhile guys it's just that my friend killed himself May 10 and I've been sorta out of it sice then. None of my other stories will be updated for at least two weeks since I'm going to Rome tomorrow for a two week trip with the french club from school.
I'd also like to add that no KH didn't happen, but I'll play with the basic concept and bend it to my will.
I take no claim over anything but the song.
My thoughts 8...8 Lyrics 0...0
Riku's thoughts /.../
Sora's thoughts ;...;
Chapter 13: Don't Think Of Me
Sora stared out the window at the stars outside. Eyes flashed in his mind. Cold lifeless eyes blaming him for the soul's departure. Ansem sat in the pilot's seat of the gummi ship leaving Sora to his thoughts. The lifeless eyes soon became replaced by bright green eyes that pierced striaght to his cold heart. 'I don't love him. There's no going back for me. I don't love h.' His chest constricted again as it had done in the cave. 'Riku. Don't follow me. Stay where you are. Stay away from me or else...I'll have to kill you.' Ansem watched the man beside him from the corner of his eye. He smirked on the inside but kept his face expressionless on the outside.
----With Riku---
Riku looked at the big dog before him an eyebrow raised slightly. "Damn dog, you scared the hell out of me. " The dog barked in response before running off. Riku rubbed the back of his head lightly before pulling out Sora's note.
If your excatly how I know you are you followed me through the doorway. Well Riku I just have one thing to say about that. Welcome to Traverse Town. I'm writing this before anything happens to me. I already know what will happen the moment I tell you I don't love you and it will nearly kill me to say it. But I know that my heartless self will give you the note because no one is truly heartless because the heart may just be an organ but the feelings inside will always remain in some form. You are my heart Riku you always will be so as long as your soul exsists then my heart will remain. Save me Riku I want to be with you again...Forever this time. Now there's a few things you need to know. In Traverse Town look for a man named Leon, he can explain more to you from there on out. Never forget Riku, I love you. I hope to see you soon but there's always next time but I hope that's not the case. I love you. Goodbye for now love.
Your Heart,
Sora.
P.S Should you meet trouble look for protection within your heart and you will be given the key.
"You will be given the key? What key? Gahh Sora that was no help what so ever...Wait who's Leon and how does Sora know him?" A giant sword fell right beside Riku. The boy fell back in surprise. "What the fuck?"
A man with brown hair looked down at him." I'm Leon. You must be Riku." Riku blinked and nodded.
0 When it's late a night
I dream that I can hold you tight
Another day another fight
No more tears no alabies
The torment never ends0
Leon looked at Riku before turning away. "Well you coming or are you just going to sit there. You know Sora's not going to wait for you too get off your lazy ass to start his plans." Riku growled but stood anyway. Somewhere in his heart he knew that the man was right, Sora wasn't going to wait for him to get up. Riku had to hurry up or risk everything falling apart before his eyes and he really wasn't for that. He stood and followed the man down the alleyway towards a set of large doors. Leon looked over his shoulder at Riku who was lost within his own thoughts.
Riku let the memories of the heartless Sora that he had witness. At first the hope that he could save Sora was drowned in a wave of despair that he felt when the man had looked at him with that smirk, but he remembered back to the cave right before he had passed out. He remembered seeing dull blue eyes looking back at him begging to be able to love him again. It had only been for a moment but in Riku's heart that was a good reason to try and face this new Sora. Riku bit his lip and followed the man. Leon opened the huge doors and slipped through with ease followed shortly by Riku.
This part of the town was bright with lights and a big empty center. Leon turned towards a corner which had stairs that led up to an old looking shack. Light fell from the dusty window and shodows seemed to dance before the light indicating that there were people inside. Leon led the way and pushed the door open without knocking. An old man with dusty looking blonde hair shot up from his seat. "Damn it all Leon I thought you were a damn heartless!" Leon rolled his eyes at the man.
"Cool it Cid before you give yourself a heartattack old man." Another blonde walked towards the door and smiled at Leon. "You could learn to knock though love." Leon's cheeks grew a light pink at the blonde's openess. Leon cleared his throat and made an eye motion to bring the blond's eyes to lay on Riku. "That's him?" Leon nodded and the blond held out a hand. "Hi there, I'm Cloud. Over there's Cid. In the corner over there is Yuffie and Areith." Riku looked towards the corner where two girl's sat, the shorter one had black hair and reminded Riku slightly of Kairi. He heart jerked at the thought of the girl. She did make his life hell obviously more then once but that was a horriable way to die.
Riku shook his head and looked at the taller girl who held the smaller one around the waist. She had a kind face and long brown hair that was tied back into a long french braid. The two girls looked up and smiled the smaller one screaming out about her being a ninja. Riku had to stiffle his laughter when a throwing star went right by his head into the wall. Damn I miss could be heard from the short girl. Riku looked at the throwing start and pulled it from the wall. "Well give it back!" The girl yelled out. Riku looked at the star and threw it back at her. the star cut of a strand of her hair and grazed her cheek slightly.
The girl looked back at Riku with wide eyes. The room was silent until Yufiie broke out into a smile. "I like him he's good." The room let out a breath that they had been holding. Riku merely shrugged and looked back over his shoulder into the shadows that seemed to follow his ever move.
0 Hold your breath
Call my name
It'll never be the same
I won't remember you
If you don't think of me0
The gummi ship landed on the distant planet known as Hollow Bastion. It seemed empty if you don't pay attention to the heartless roaming about. "Looks like all of you got started before I even awoken." Ansem nodded as the two walked up towards the castle Kairi's heart in hand. Sora kept his eyes off of the piece of tissue and continued his pace.
"We figured that we should get to work so that we'd have the upper hand this time. We've already captured two of the other princess of heart. They were easy enough to capture but some of the others won't be if you remember correctly. Sora nodded and made his way into the castle. He handed Ansem the heart and walked away.
"I'm going to go to sleep take care of that." Ansem made a false bow before wispearing to noone that one day he would be in charge. Sora walked into a room that noone else had known about. There's was a bed in the corner with a window beside it. For some reason Sora felt like sleeping beauty trapped in her tower waiting for her prince to come and wake her up. Sora let out a bitter laugh at the thought. "If he was smart he'd stay away." Even as he spoke the words Sora felt a small tug of lonliness at his heart. "Riku."
0Stand aside and let me burn
Feel the flames take my flesh
Another lesson that I'll learn
Lay me to rest
So youcan't see my pain.0
Riku closed his eyes as a faint voice spoke his name. He placed a hand over his heart. "Your so far away from me Sora, but your still so close." He let the pain he had been feeling wash over him again as a sob tore through his tired body. He choked on a sob as he thought about how life had been only a week ago.That world seemed so far away now. The laughter was gone replaced with the tears that have fallen and the pain of haveing your heart torn apart for your own safty. Riku's world was gone replaced by a world covered in eternal darkness with a light at the end grow very dim with every passing breath. The light was fading fast and Riku felt the need to just let it take him.
"There's always next time afterall." He remembered the notes and the dreams he had had. 'Remember who you were.' Riku let out a snort. "Who I was? I'm not sure who I am anymore. I feel like a tire that's gone one to many miles. Is this life really worth that much?" Sora's smileing face flashed through his mind. Those deep endless pools of blue filled Riku's thoughts as a memories of his beloved pulled him into an undercurrent of dreams of the future. A future that he wanted with Sora. Riku opened his eyes and looked at the night sky. "Your out there somewhere Sora, I'll find you. Someday soon. We'll be together again...I can feel it in my heart. I love you Sora."
0 Hold your breath
Call my name
It'll never be the same
I won't remember you
If you don't think of me0
Sorry it's short but i have to go do last mintue checks. Till next time loves. Reviewer's get a cookie. Flames will be used to light the kerosine that's drips from the building that you stand in.