Ruthie,
You shouldn't feel afraid to tell me anything. I understand where you are coming from trust me I do. I have had feelings for you well since about a year after I left. My feelings I feel could grow into feelings of love. I've been thinking a lot about you since we kissed and that night when in your drunken state said, "I think I love you." That made me think about what could happen and to be honest I don't want to let this go either. I think its good that we're acknowledging it now so that both of us don't get hurt in the end. I know I hurt you all those years ago but I want to make up for it.
PLEASE call me, I want to talk to you about this. I hope to see you this weekend.
Forever and Always,
Martin Brewer