The day you left
I was upset
So I tried not to show
That's a bet
You told me
That I loved you more
I wasted it on you
That really made me sore
You said I could
Have told the truth
You said I lied you should have
told me before you wanted the truth
if you wanted honesty
that's all you had to say
you never wanted to let me down
so its better off this way
for all the dirty looks
for all the photographs we took
I knew it from the star
I could read you like a book
I'm not okay
I lead you to think
I am fine
That's what I made you think
You found out I was sad
I didn't want you to worry about me
I tried to be happy
But a depressed person is all you see
What will it take to
Show you my life not the way it seems
You have no idea what my life means
I'm just a joke
Without a hook
I'm another lie
Just take another look
You looked at me
You see the same book
Believe me I try to change
Just take one last look
I'm not okay
I've died
On the inside
So for help I cried
I'm scared of making
Another mistake
Cause you might hurt me
So I will ache
You thought you healed me
On the day I found someone new
It hurt me more
Then anything you could do
She hurt me
Like no other could
You still helped me
But I don't think you should
I have tried
To ignore you
I but I cant I've really tried
But you never knew
I didn't tell you
Cause it would make you upset
Now your probably mad
I bet
Before this ends
Do me a favor
Quit lying to me
And yourself forever
Who am I trying to kid
You don't care
All my pain
I can hardly bare
This is a poem
About somebody dear
If they find out its them
Well that's all I fear