QUICK UPDATE! YEAH I KNOW! HAHA. -muah-

YUNAS JUST GOING THROUGH A HARD TIME. BE PATIENT. PLEASE DO UNDERSTAND. ahah.

CHAPTER 5: SHE'S NOBODY

I sigh after I missed 7 basketball shots out of 15. Hey! I'm improving! How can I do so bad when I once shot from quite a distance.

I sat on the ground with my chin the basketball just thinking how to survive this life.

"Come on Yunie!. Dona chuckled. "What happened, no basketball skills?"

My eyes widen. I got up and bounced my basketball like encountering them is everyday life. I still can't beleive her! That little Ssssssllllluuuut backfired me!

I looked over to Tidus who was standing beside Dona. "You wanna challenge me at basketball? You're no component!" I chuckled throwing my hands up as in 'Please, you're nothing.' I started to walk away in my sweats trying to ignore raining days.

"Two on one!" Dona yelled. "If you're so good. Bring it on."

She's challenging me. I smiled half my lips and slowed walked back after I left my ball by the corner. "Check? First ball" Icalled as Dona bounced the ball over. I bounced it back, and she did the same. Dona came towards me as I backed up. "Hey."

Dona got her eyes on the ball as I moved left, right, left, right, left, right, right, left and ran pass Tidus who was dazing off. "Yes!" I jumped. "I didn't know I was that good!" I bragged just to annoy someone. That was definately a lucky shot. A very lucky shot!

We checked again as Dona took the ball. I waggled my hands all in her face as she tried to passed it to Tidus but I intercept and ran with the ball. "Whew." I took a deep breath as Tidus walked towards me in a relaxed position like he don't beleive what he saw. I rolled my eyes and bounced it while I walked towards him. "You know what, you can have it-" Tidus raised his hands to except it. "Not!" I bounced it and ran knowing that Dona won't even touch me.

"You think you're good huh!" Dona yelled as I passed her with a random twist I made up at the last second and scored. I'm actually a tom boy in my child hood. I guess I still have a little of that in me.. Just a little.

"Guys know what. My day is already bad, I don't need any more attitudes. I'll leave." I don't know how all that happened. Maybe just my lucky day. I shrugged it off.

"Me and you!" Tidus said after I turned my back to walk away and shoo Dona away.

"Me and you?" I giggled as I slightly licked the side of my lips with my tougne. "First one to 10 wins. Ladies get first ball."

Tidus stole it away from me and scored. I place my hands on my knees panting.

"Game point." Tidus said as he passed me the ball. "4-9"

I took a deep breath before I started dribbling. I bit my lower lips trying to find a way through Tidus. "One night stand if you let me get through."

Tidus chuckled and shook his head as I took that advantage to get near the hoop.

"You're very clever aren't you."

"Not as clever as you." I smiled as I smelled a hint of Dona's jealousy. I jumped as a signal that I'm gonna shoot as Tidus jumped to block. I moved to the right instead and shot distractfully. Please, please, please. I chanted to myself hoping it'll bump my score up a bit. A four is in the lower than half. I don't wanna-

"Aww." Tidus said teasingly as he retrieve the ball I missed and the hooped it in slow motion."Game over."

"Hrmph." I set my hands on my hips trying to catch my breath and started to walk away." I let you win." I mumbled as I walked towards my ball that I left in the corner.

"Hrm? You sure did?" Tidus laughed after a few steps I've made.

I looked at him to see Dona who was already hanging all over him. I smiled. "See you later."

"We don't wanna see you later!"

I shrugged with an attitude. "I'm not talking to you."

"Babe, stop being mean." Tidus rubbed Dona's shoulder.

Dona snuggled in Tidus arms. "I don't like watching you play with her." Dona said out loud.

"It's just a game." Tidus answered.

I picked up my basket ball. "Cut the acting." I directed it to Dona and walked away as I can hear her beg for Tudis's pity behind me.

I drinked the whole cup of cold water from the refridgerator as blue sky faded. I changed into a blue, jean overall with a white t-shirt under.

Rikku is always out with Gippal and Lulu is either at work or ignoring Wakka. Arguments. I chuckled as I read the yellow notes on the fridge.

I ate a little and went out for fresh air.

I sat on the very top of the hill and held my knees up. It is the best place to inhale fresh air. At least the best place that I know.

I stuck my nose up to feel the air beat against my face.

The two benches were faced back to back as the little girl sat on the opposite bench as the little boy so her back would be against the wind.

"It's so refreshing. You don't like it?"

Sheshook my head, no. "Makes me cry."

He chuckled. "Close your eyes. Come on." He dragged her from her bench. "Gently close your eyes, open your arms and let your wings breath the air." He positioned her."Relax and let the wind carry all you stress away."

I smiled. "I don't feel anything." I laughed. "Feels the same!"

I opened my arms and closed my eyes.

I slowly and gently let my self fall backwards and sigh. "It's so hard to see you with her." I smiled looking at the blue sky. "But I'm getting over it..."

A voice interrupted my thoughts. "You just love stalking us don't you?" Dona shouted.

I laughed inside and shrugged rubbing my forehead. Why are you guys everywhere I am? "What are you talking about. I was here first." I said in a tone of annoyance. Can't I just have time alone?

"What are you doing here?" Tidus asked.

I shrugged. "Just out for fresh air."

Tidus didn't even give me an 'oh.' or 'that's cool.' or 'i see!'

"Babe, you remember when you hated windy days?" Tidus asked Dona.

"?" Dona gave away a confuse look.

"Don't tell me you don't remember." Tidus paused. "When we were sitting on the benches, and you said you don't like the wind!"

"Ohh!" Dona laughed. "That! Of course I do!"

I laughed to myself. "What did he tell you Dona?" I tested. "Seems like you guys have alot in common."

Dona rolled her eyes. "I know what he taught me and please call me Yuna."

I rolled my eyes and sigh. "I don't know how long you think you can cover yourself up like this but... it's not gonna last."

"Tidus!" Dona shouted. "Tell your ex to stop talking to me like that! Why are we even here!"

I chuckled and sat up raising my head up at them to get a better view of what they're doing behind my back. "What's the hesitation? Show him you didn't forget."

"Tidus!" Dona shouted again.

I shrugged. "Dona, you know you're really lame right. Just take those contacts off. Don't -"

"Will you stop accusing her?" Tidus loud, clear voice echoed over and over again inside my head.

I sigh and continue blurting things out, without any worries of offending any one. I don't really care if I do. "Tidus. I'm sorry to tell you Dona has caught amnesia."

"Why do you hate her so much!" Tidus shouted as he comfort Dona. "Where did all the friendship go! Why are you being such a bitch! Are you just jealous that she's got your ex!"

I felt like I've been stabbed in my heart when I heard 'bitch' from Tidus. Bitch? Is that word really necessary? Oh, another echo. I really like this. Keep talking Yuna. Make him hate you. Make yourself hate him. Don't cry Yuna. Don't cry! Tears rolled down as I dropped my head down. A long silence.

Knowing Dona for all those years, I can tell she's smiling and laughing so hard, she's crying.

"I don't know why everytime we talk," I stuttered and looked far into the distance where the land meets the sky. The sun is setting slowly as the rays sparked my tears."we argue. And everytime we argue, I cry." I laughed as more tears rolled down my eyes. One heavy load came as I covered my face with my hands. "You might think I'm deseperate, but I'm not."

Dona took Tidus's hand.

"What a breathtaking scene, right Dona?" I paused as I tried to stop my crying so every thing will come out clear."Tidus," I paused again. More tears rolled down. "She's NOT Yuna!" I cried. I don't know what's so hard just saying these words! I don't have much courage without you. The distance I was enjoying blurred within my eyes as the wind calmed me down. Some of these days, I will say the samething I try tosay to youand smack you.

"Wait." Tidus said to Dona who was trying to drag him out. "Give me a reasonable answer to why I should beleive you."

I sigh. "I don't know." I smiled with eyes full of tears. "If you can't even see it yourself, how can I?"

Dona screamed, "You don't know what you're talking about!"

Tidus looked from Dona to me. "Thanks for telling me but I trust she's the one."

I rolled my eyes. She used to be my best friend you jerk! Best friends communicate about so much, the past, the future, the present! How can you trust a best friend that turned her back on the other? Yeah, I forgot, she never told you the truth.

"You heard her Yunie!" Dona shouted. "He trust me. Why do you think you can break us apart?"

I sigh as I stuck my nose up and feel the wind hoping it'll carry all my stress away. CARRY IT!

"Stop shouting babe." Tidus said softly.

I looked at Tidus as he comfort Dona in his arms.

"You're the most important thing that ever happened in my life." Dona started sobbing. "I love you babe!" Fake tears.

Tidus face softened. ARE YOU GIVING IN! "I know you wouldn't lie to me."

I turned my whole attention to them who don't even know I exist. I'm just a small, dark figure sitting on top of the silent hill when nightfalls.

THAT JUST MADE ME WANNA KILL YOU SO NEITHER ME OR DONA GET YOU! My eyes wet. How can you be so stupid? I gave you all the clues you needed to figure out this dilemma! I looked away from their kissing and hugging. I stood up and walked away. Oh well... I did fine without you here any way. I'll have no problem living without you! You're sensitive dumbass can die with Dona for all I care. Everyone is sensitive when it comes to love. NOT stupid though!

TIDUS! STOP ACCUSING YUNA,YOU JERK!