TIDUS WONT FIND OUT YET! JUST WAIT.. KEEP READING! YOU'LL FIND OUT! I WONT BLOW IT FOR YOU GUYS! MUAH!
OKAY. HERE GOES!..
Rikku, Lulu and I sat around the square table doing three things at a time; watching tv, eating, and talking.
"How's you and Seymour?" Rikku just decided to fill in the silent.
"We're doing great!" I answered with enthusiasm.
Rikku smiled and paused. "How bout that Tidus guy?"
I shrugged and rolled my head around wondering with my eyes to make Lulu and Rikku so curious. "You guys know what?"
Lulu and Rikku's face moved in.
"Eat your cereal!" I laughed. "I'll tell you guys later!"
Rikku sent me the death glare as I chuckled.
"Babe. I miss you!" I said tapping my foot as I leaned on the refridgerator. "How 'bout tonight? I'm out of workat 8." I paused to listen to his reply. "I haven't seen you for a week now. I love you too."
Seymour and I are deep in love. So deep in love...
"So, Yuna. What were you gonna tell us?" Lulu asked walking in the kitchen for a glass of pop.
"Hey, hey, hey. Put that down. Drink water."
Lulu scowl at me. "Since when were you my mom?"
"Since right now. So put that down. I'm telling Wakka."
"He don't care."
"Yes he does!"
"No, all he cares about is his loser first girlfriend. I'm his second."
I sigh and flipped my phone shut.
"That's why I keep on telling you to forget about him." Rikku walked in after changing. "He'll be crawling back to you. You're the best he can get any way."
"Oh, don't worry. I'll leave him one day if he keeps it up. I'll leave so bad, nice and slow."
We giggled. "Nice and slow." Rikku and I looked at each and mocked.
Lulu changed the subject. "So what's the big news?"
"Oh." I chuckled. "Almost forgot." I paused again raised half a smile. "Tidus is my childhood lover!" I shouted while I clap.
"Wow. Really!" Rikku said excitedly.
"Uh huh." I nodded."I told him, but he don't care any more." I lied.
"Told him what?"
"He said he's happy with Dona." I smiled at them. "I don't know. I thought it'll be nice if you guys know about that." I chuckled. "But I'm fine with it."
They looked at me with wide, focused eyes.
"I'm fine! I'm fine!" I repeated. "Gosh." I laughed.
"You told him but he don't care?" Rikku's excited voice was replaced by a worried one as her jaw dropped.
Well,I lied because if I told them the truth, they'll kill Tidus. And if I didn't tell them, they'll kill me when they find out.
"Yeah. He said, nicely... that let's just be friends because we were too young then to make any real prmises." I looked up from my half finished apple. "Yep. That's what he said and I accepted it. No biggie, we're still friends and everything is better then ever. I'm in love, he's in love, we're friends!" I tried to make it seem like I'm happy.
Rikku bit her bottom lips and Lulu raised an eye brow.
I smiled. "Stop it! Don't look at me like I have problems."
I was in a polo sweater and a blue jeanby the timeI opened the door for Seymour.
"Ready?"
I tackled him with a hug. "I've been waiting for you all day!"
He took my hands as I said my 'Be back later' to Rikku and Lulu. We walked towards the car hand in hand. "Where are we going."
"Where ever you wanna go."
I shrugged. "I don't know. I thought you knew!" I laughed. Any where that don't remind me of Tidus. "Um, let's go play somewhere. Want some excitement." I giggled as he opened the passengers door for me. What a gentleman.
"Where?"
"A fair?" I paused and look at him. "You know any fairs?"
Seymour insert the key into the ignition.
"I just wanna do something fun with you." I looked straight ahead with those meaningless words.
Seymour laughed. "We can go have sex. That's one thing we've never done for the past 3 year."
I laughed at him.
"Sounds good?" Seymour gripped the wheel.
I shrugged. "Maybe in a few months." I smiled at him. It's hurting me. I wanna smile with Tidus. I wanna laugh with him. I wanna share all the good times with him. I wanna see the sunset with him. I travel with him... But, maybe not this life time. "I just want my head to contain some good memories."
"Aren't I the greatest memory?" Seymour chuckled. "The one across from the lake, it's pretty big, closes in two days?"
I shrugged. "Yeah, that'll be fine too."
Seymour nodded and turned a corner. "How's work?"
"It's alright. Kinda hate the manager." I giggled. "But, it's good pay. How bout your job?"
"It's going great! I'm gonna get a hair cut tomorrow. Probably make it shorter."
I looked at his purple slick back hair. "Should I say cool?" I giggled.
"You're sappy babe."
We parked and walked the extra sidewalks to the entrance. The entrancewas free but everythingelse is not. I took out my camera. I smiled at the lights that was already lit. "That one!" I pointed at the tourist chairlift that takes you around the whole fair. I grabbed Seymours hand and ran towards the ticket booth. I looked at the price sign. "56 tickets please."
"28 dallors." The women said from inside the booth.
"I got it." Seymour took out his wallet.
I reached for a 20 and an 10 in my wallet and handed to the women first. "Thanks!" I said after I recieved my change.
Seymour frowned at me."I'll pay next time alright?"
"Uh huh." I nodded.
We finally got on the tourist chair lift after a long wait. So relieve to get off my feet.
"So peaceful." I laid my head on Seymours shoulders as I looked out his window to see colorful lights.
"What are you thinking babe?"
"Nothing." I shrugged my right shoulder.
Seymour held my chin and lift my head off his shoulders. His face moved towards mine as our lips met.
I wrapped my hands around his neck. For the first time in a long time, I let him suck hard on my neck. Suck the pain. Suck the feelings I have for Tidus. Suck my life! His hands went under my shirt. I sense tears. Why? Why am I doing this to him? His lips moved towards my chest. His hands feeling my body. I gently pushed him away and sat back up.
He chuckled. "Maybe not here."
I smiled and slowly shrugged.
He ran his fingers through my hair. I lean foward to gently kiss him. Our tougnes touched and stayed touch for a while.
We got off our 7th ride and walked elbow in elbow with Seymour as I spoted two familiar figures. The girl laughed along with the guy carrying millions of teddy bears. As they approached us, I looked away until we passed them. I can tell they took short glances but continued their walk.
"It's better off that way." Seymour said.
I nodded. "Right."
"Are you in for some food?"
"Starving!"
We sat facing each other with our choice of food. I had a small m&m blizzard, a hamburger and shared a few donoughts with Seymour.
I watched a few people leaving the entrace that is now the exit. "When does this fair close?"
"12."
I nodded and looked at my watch. 11:30.
I took out my digital camera and started to take pictures of the breathtaking enviorment and a hundred more pictures of Seymour and I.
Seymour took us to the hill and told me to just relax.
"What are we doing here?"
"Lay back, look at the stars, your favorite thing."
I chuckled. "Not any more." I lied. Brings too much pain.
Seymour looked at me quickly. "Why? Why's that?"
"I don't know. Getting too old."
Loud noises after loud noise startled me but at the same time, reminded me and drowned out Seymour's voice. We both turned to the direction it came from as bright colors were reflected in my pupils. I smiled and put my hands together.
TIDUS'S POV
"Come on Yuna." I shouted through the noise. "Put your hands together." I closed my eyes and let my fall. This is what I want... I think... I had a feeling Yuna was not following. I slightly opened my left eye to see Yuna watching the fireworks. I was taken back to open my eyes to a smile onYuna's face and looked at her closely. Her eyes aren't filled with surprise She has changed in this regard. Her eyes weren't as bright as the Yuna I know. Her eyes aren't filled with joy.Her eyes weren't filled with tears. She's changed!
The fireworks lighten a mass of place. From far across us, the light lit my way to bring attentionto a girl, with her hands folded together and her down hopelessly. I felt her pain.I thought of Yuna immidietly. I looked beside me and kept looking at... Yu- her.
YUNA'S POV
I squeezed my hands together. Let's end this!
"Let's go." I pulled Seymours hand after I made my wish.
"Huh, what? I thought you love fire works?" He had to outshout the noise.
I didn't answer but pulled him to catch up.
"What's wrong?"
I shrugged as we exit the entrance and the noise decreased behind us. "Nothing, just gives me a head ache." We crossed the empty street to the almost empty parking lot.
"Where else do you wanna go? A hotel? My house?" Seymour sat in the passengers seat impassively.
I chuckled. "Home?"
"Not a choice."
I looked at him bemuse.
"Just joking!" Seymour laughed. "I got you so bad!"
I licked the corner of my lips like I always do. "You jerk!"
Seymour cupped my face and we kissed.
5 minutes later, our car hasn't moved.
Seymour threw me in his BMW back seat.
I'll come back for you!
He striped of his shirt and got on top of me. No, I don't wanna do this! (Don't you want him out of your head?) But this is not the right way! (You want your life to be miserable!)The confusion boiled, my madness mixed with it, my deseperation to tell him the truth, to show him.
As it bloom in mid air, put your hands together and with all your might, truthfully plea the angels for one wish. Twelve year old Tidus told Twelve year old Yuna.
Seymour's hand creeped up my spine and took off my shirt. He took off my tang top and kissed me down my body.
This is for you. Tidus tied the barcelet around my wrist. You'll always have my heart no matter where you are.
"How 'bout we do this at my house."
I can tell he really wants it. (So why don't you give it to him?) 'Cause I don't want to! (Why don't you!)
Say it's like our love, when you feel like it's dying, you have to put a little effort in it. Run with it to keep the kite from falling.
Seymour suggested but continued doing what he was doing.
When you're lost, and you feel despair, don't give up. I'll be your crying shoulder, I'll be your hope, I'll be your northen star, I'll be everything you need. You're never alone because I'llalways be thinking of you.
I sigh as Seymour's hands went under my bra strap-
Fine, fine, I admit, You won. Badmintin is a Girl sport any way.
A knock came from the passengers window.
Uh, uh, sco- Tidus moved from left to right and jumped as I intercepted and threw the ball in the hoop instead.
I promise you this is the last sport you will beat me at!
Seymour froze in his place. (On top of me.) He turned his head to see who it was. I pushed Seymour up instantly. I picked up my shirt and covered myself.
Dona raised and eye brow as Seymour got his muscle shirt on and opened the backseat door. "Wassup?"
Dona slightly smiled. A subtle smile noone can define but her ex best friend. I hopped out also with Seymour's big shirt on.Tidus looked at me with amazement. I slowly looked away.
"Sorry." Dona nodded. "We thought this was a dead car or something and maybe we can help. We're so sorry! Sorry!" Dona exclaimed backing away.
We need a wall to defend the castle from all the jealousies. Tidus shoveled more sand to begin the wall.
Are you okay eight year old Tidus extended out a hand to help eight year old Yuna from the ground.
Seymour laughed. "It's fine. We can do it later."
I nudged and look at him. Not funny. Especially not in front of Tidus.
"Just kidding babe." Seymour held my hand as I slowly dismissed it away from his meanwhile I never made connections with the other couple. "You guys wanna go hit a movie together or anything, good night to hang out."
"Sure, sure!" Dona decided to be the boss now of making decisions. "Any place you wanna go, let's go."
"To the theaters?"
"Know any theaters that open this late?"
"I suggest my house?" Tidus offered.
"Yeah! Yeah! Sounds great! Let's do it." Seymour gently as he sat me to the passengers seat and agreed before even hearing the rest. "We'll follow."
"Alright." Tidus nodded and held Dona's waist as they left in their car.
OKAY! YUNA IS GETTING THERE. OVER HIM! DUH! AHAH.