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I finally got my license. Just cruising around. Trying to find something to do. Trying to lose the grumpiness. "Oh my gosh! I'm gonna kill them! Why the hell are they always taking my girls. What the fuck! I'm gonna kill them!" I woke up grumpy, I ate breakfast grumpy, I watched T.V. grumpy. Seymour didn't give me a call like he usually does. Gosh, I hate these kinda days.
I took out my cell phone while I waited for the green light. I went down to my contact list and called Seymour's home phone. Noone picked up but his answering machine. I called Lulu, no answer,machine again. Called her again, no answer. Call again. I decided to text her instead. 'Call me, I'm lonely! Why aren't you guys answering! Pick up! I'm so cranky today! I think I'm gonna kill myself if you don't call me in about 10 minutes!' I called Seymour's cell, still no answer.
"URGH!" I threw my cell phone back in my purse. I feel like I'm the only person alive in a quiet, lonely, city. Not seeing the face of a close one makes me wanna tear my heart apart. Having no one to talk my feelings to makes me wanna cry. Having no place to go shrinks my mind.
I held my head as cars beeped behind me. I looked at the green light. "Don't honk at me!" I said with an attitude as I stomped on the forward panel.
I drove by the two empty houses that were sitting a few feet next to each other in a quiet neighborhood, two empty houses that had ran out of fashion. Not just two empty houses but two empty houses that I've always kept deep inside my heart. I drove a few more feet and turned off the engine. I looked as if I can see through the water though it's very clear. It's the neighbor that helps support it. I bent my knees and sat down on the soft, sandy beach. An empty beach. A boring beach. A beach with no life, no excitement. I remember we would come running out to playas soon as the sun rises but so much has changed. I looked far into the distance as I can only hear birds chirping, not the sounds of childrens talking. But in my head, I clearly remember the voices, the sounds of the tides crashing the shore. The voices... that will be kept inside me... for as long as I live... even if I've moved on... It'll still be there...
I went to the closest mcdonalds drive through and ordered a large fry along with a small drink. OH my head hurts.
I held my head while eating my food thinking hard of basically nothing. I sigh and stuffed more fries in my mouth. I sigh.
I opened my window, enter the high way just to have the wind blow my hair, inhaling fresh air.
I calmed down after a long, 5 minute high way ride.
I picked up my cell phone again and dialed the same exact number except I tried Rikku though I know she'll never pick up. Rikku, Please pick up. I'm so bored. I miss you guys. It's almost like I'm living by myself. Almost like I live in an empty world. Call me, I'm dying!
I tried calling Lulu again, Seymour, and Lulu and Lulu and Lulu and seymour and seymour.
"What the hell!" I threw it back in my purse.
My foot went out of control. I propel past the speed limit for once along the straight street ahead of me as fear took over me. My heart pumped fast. My crankiness evaporate, my loneliness dissapeared, my dying came true. A big pick up truck that was suppose to turn the corner after me when there's noone behind me, turned right before I can get pass it. I couldn't break in time. I couldn't tell if I was happy that I finally ended this pain thats tearing me inside or if I was sad that I couldn't tell the ones I love how much they mean to me and that I couldn't get Tidus to believe in me.
The accident that happened to me before came flushing back. My head aches grew wrost.
NORMAL POV
The doctors went through Yuna's whole list of close people again after Yuna hasn't moved an inch the whole day.
"Hello?" Lulu finally answered the phone.
"Hey, I'm Doctor Smith calling from the East Side Zanarkand Hosipital. Are you related to Yuna in any way?"
"Yeah, yeah? Why? What's wrong?"
"She was involved in a car accident and hasn't woken since afternoon-"
"Who! What! Where? Who's this?." Lulu squint at the number on her cell phone. "W-what'd you say? Can you wait? I can't hear you."
"Sure."
Lulu struggled with trying to hold the phone properly while going off and on with her frying pan, the knife in her hand, and some veggies on the other. Lulu put down the knife and the veggies.
"Hello? Okay. What were you saying?" Lulu reconnected after she washed her hands.
"I'm sort of busy right now but I'll explain everything when you get here." The doctor paused looking through papers that was clipped on the clip board. "We've done a background check... Yuna was involved in a car accident early this morning. It's not a big thing. We'll explain to you as soon as you get here."
Lulu paused wondering if it's another of Wakka's really lame joke. "Y-yeah. I'll b-be right there!" Lulu shut her cell phone with a bang. Turned off the flame. Left the pot, and ran for a taxi.
"Hey there, I'm Doctor Smith calling from the East Side of Zanarkand Hosipital. Are you related or friends of Yuna Sudeke in any way. We're just going through her list of close people." The doctor explained after there was silence on the line.
"Yuna? N-no. I don't know... her." Said Dona. "I think you got the wrong number."
"Oh, she's got you on the close people list, well, sorry for the interruption then. Thank you, bye."
"Yuni-Yuna Sudeke." Lulu ran in the hosipital asking for Yuna as she tried to make phonecalls to Seymour, Rikku, Wakka, and Gippal. "Thank you." Lulu nodded, memorized the number and ran towards the elevator.
"Gippal!" Lulu shouted through the line. "Where's Rikku!"
"Right here. W-"
"You drive her to East Side Zanarkand Hosipital right now!" Lulu commanded.
"Why, what happened? Is Wakka hur-"
"No! Yunie! Yunie's hurt! Just get both your ass over here!" People looked at her,worried.
"Oh, isn't that your little cous-"
"I better see you guys here in 5 minutes or you're both dead!" Lulu shut her cell phone angrily. Lulu text Wakka to come to the hosipital immidietly after he's off work. Hoping to scare him with half the imformation so he'd arrive faster.
Rikku was panting when she was in the room and Gippal followed.
Rikku didn't asked but broke in tears right away when she saw Yuna laying so pale on the white bed. . "W-what happened?" Rikku whispered with theonly voice she's got and ran towards Yuna in tears. "Yunie!" Rikku shook Yuna's shoulder. "Get up. Yunie!" Rikku cried.
"Doctor Smith told me she hasn't moved ever since she got here this morning." Lulu announced calmly while she sat on the chair. "Her car flew 5 feet away from the scene. He said her percentage of surviving is 30." Lulu held Yuna's hand. "But they said they've tried their best." Lulu explained before Rikku started blaming and screaming.
Rikku examine Yuna's big dried blood and bruises. One on the side of her head. A small one on her lips and a few small ones one side of her ear. "Yuna?" Yuna's real name escaped from her lips. How I miss that name.
"I'm sorry for leaving you alone." Lulu hugged Yuna as a few tears escaped. "I should of thought of it before hand."
Rikku cried reading the text and hugged Yuna. "I love you. We'll never do this again. I promise, Yunie."
NORMAL POV
"Man, Wakka, what's up with you? I tried calling you the whole day!" Tidus complained as he and Wakka finally talked.
"Working man"
"Oh, right, I think I left that out." Tidus said with sarcasm.
Wakka unlock his cell phone and check his text message. 'Get your ass over to east side Zanarkand Hosipital. Call me right when you get this message. I'll be waiting.' "Where are you going?"
"I don't know. Where are you going?"
"Hosipital." Wakka started to dial Lulu's digit.
"For what?"
"No idea."
"Hello?" Lulu answered.
"What do you want babe."
"Come to the hosipital. Yunie's hurt."
"Yunie, isn't that your little cousin or-"
Lulu clicked. Wakka raised an eyebrow. "Must be serious."
"She hung up on you!" Tidus laughed.
"Lulu wants me to go to the hosipital and check up on Yunie. Hey, isn't she the girl who cheated on you the other time?" Wakka rubbed in with sarcasm.
Tidus raised both his fist up and punched Wakka. "Ass hole."
"I'll see you at the hosipital." They parted to their cars.
Wakka and Tidus walked shoulder to shoulder through the entrance and towards the main desk.
"Hey, can I get Yunie Sudeke's room number please?" Wakka asked one of the ladies sitting in the front desk as Tidus looked around the area.
"It's been a while since I've been here." Tidus said almost in a sigh.
"Uh, sorry. I don't have a Yunie Sudeke reported here." The lady said.
"She better not be playing another trick on me." Wakka hesitated and looked back at where he entered that they will very soon leave.
"The closest we have is Yuna Sudeke? Is that what you meant?"
"Yuna Sudeke. Dona?" Tidus questioned Wakka.
"You think Lulu will be here for her?" Wakka asked Tidus back. "We'll take it."
"325."
They thanked the lady and ran towards the elevator.
"Yuna Sudeke? Yuna sudeke? Who's that." Tidus asked himself while they waited for the doors to open. "Ur, I'm taking the stairs."
"Slow down, will ya?" Wakka said from behind he followed. "Lulu told me once that Dona had ended the friendship between Yunie and her."
"Not what I heard."
They came to a 3 way stop. "325? Which way?" Wakka looked around.
"Left." Tidus started running.
"How do you know!"
"Instincts?"
"I wonder why we're running." Wakka said breathing hard.
"There!" Tidus pointed at the room number, ran until he reached the door steps exhausted butquietly entered.
"Hey!" Tidus greeted as he looked over to the patient.
"Babe." Lulu stood up and dragged her body into Wakka's arm.
Tidus slowly moved towards the familiar person that was sleeping. "Yunie?"
Rikku looked at Tidus with red eyes. "What do you want now!" Rikku screamed.
Tidus looked back at Yuna hinting that he was living in a lie. "Who's who?"
"Yeah. You haven't figured out yet?" Lulu answered Tidus's hard question with a calm, understanding tone as she leaned her head on Wakka shoulder. "You just forgot about her huh?"
Tidus looked at Gippal and at Wakka. "You guys are kidding, right? What are you talking about?"
"Yeah, we're kidding." Lulu quip mean while Rikku is crying her eyes out.
"Why are you acting so clueless!" Lulu looked at Tidus's subtle face.
"Why are you acting so clueless?" Rikku repeated in a shout and walked towards Tidus. "You said you love her, but why is she here!"
"What...?" Tidus said impassively as he looked at Rikku.
"I thought Yuna discussed this with you already?" Lulu got up and hugged Rikku.
"Discuss what?"
"I'm gonna call Seymour." Lulu thought out loud as she took out her cell phone. "Is any one hungry?"
Noone answered.
"Okay. I'm gonna go out for some food. And some flowers for Yunie."
"Why do you guys call her Yunie?" Tidus asked near to a break down.
Rikku layed her head next to Yuna. "You guys go ahead and eat, I'll stay here with Yunie." Rikku answered Lulu as they all continued to ignore Tidus.
"I-Is she... Is she?"
"I-Is sshe what?" Rikku mocked.
"Is she Yuna."
Rikku hesitated. "This is your fault. Don't talk to me."
"Babe." Gippal comforted Rikku and sat next to her on the bench. "It's not Tidus's fault. Calm down, we can solve this a better way."
"Go back to Dona. Yunie don't wanna see you any more!" Rikku shouted as Gippal held her in his arms.
Tidus sat on the stoole next toYuna and held her pale hand, lifeless hand. "Yuna?" Tidus said with a hint of being uncomfortable. "This is too sudden. I'm sorry!"
"I'm sorry? That's how you apologize to her when she can't even hear you! You betrayed her! Isn't one betrayal enough?"
"I betrayed her?" Tidus turned back and looked Rikku in the eyes. "...How?"
Rikku laughed with disbelief. "I can't beleive you're doing this!" Rikku dismissed herself from Gippal's arm. "Didn't she tell you that she's Yuna?" Rikku's facial expression softened.
Tidus shook his head, no.
Rikku closed her eyes tightly and looked away. "You're serious?..."Rikku looked back."You're serious!"
"Yeah!"
"Liar!" Rikku accused.
"Why would I be lying? I love... her..."
Rikku sigh with her hands on her hips.
"What's wrong babe?" Gippal help Rikku to calm herself.
"Yunie must've lied to us." Rikku said softly.
"Lied about what?"
"She told us that she told you already... Did she!"
"Told me about what?" Tidus scowl.
"That she was... Yuna?"
"No way! No, no, no! What! No!" Tidus turned his back towards Rikku and Gippal. Tidus held his head. "S-she has but... how can I beleive her?" Tidus paused.
"It must be the bracelet." Rikku said softly. "You've depended on it to help you find her? But you were blind to everything else." Tears started to sour Tidus's eyes. "And she told me that you'll find her no matter what happens. She had so much faith in you." Rikku tried to cease her temper and chuckled. "I guess we were all lied to."
Tidus sat on the stool next to Yuna.
"You can say all your sorries 'cause once she wakes up, nothings gonna be the same. She was so deep in love with Seymour, until you showed up..." Rikku sigh. "Seymour will arrive soon. He wont be happy if he finds out."
Gippal gentlypushed Rikku out the room to leave Tidus and Yuna alone.
Tidus gently kissed Yuna on the fore head and than the noise.
2ND DAY
"Did Seymour leave already?" Rikku and Gippal came from eating at Subway.
"No." Lulu smiled. "He just arrived."
"Has Yuna woke up yet?"
Lulu shook her head, no. A silence. "Maybe because she don't want to."
Rikku raised an eyebrow waiting for an explanation from Lulu. "Huh?" Rikku raised an eye brow.
"Yuna chooses to live or to die in this case. Simple as that. Accident or purpose, It's her choice. The angels hear you even if noone does."
Rikku and Tidus looked at Lulu. "Isn't that Y-" Rikku was cut.
"Yuna told me." Lulu finished them off.
Gippal and Wakka looked at Tidus as he closed his eyes and turned away.
3RD DAY
INSIDE YUNA'S MIND
My mind replayed the good and bad memories. I hate how I love Tidus! I hate how I don't love Seymour! I hate how Dona betrayed me! I hate life, I hate it! I !wanna leave this world I hate this cruel world. Everybody has turned their backs on me, even the world! It'll be better off if I'm gone. They'll cry a few tears and move on. Can you guys hear my prayers? I asked the angels.
NORMAL POV
A tear rolled down Yuna's eye.
"Yuna!" Seymour felt the wetness and shook Yuna's shoulders but she wouldn't budge. "Yuna." Seymour's voice lowered as he remembered Rikku was sleeping in Gippal's arm on the nicely layed out bench in the room.
Another beautiful day was wasted as Seymour's read all her text messages and missed calls and shed tears after tears. The blue sky darkened as the stars brightened.
Tidus drove down the street to the beach where Yuna always was in his heart. The fireworks were all set up by one phone call Tidus made in the afternoon.
TIDUS POV
The fireworks lit itself as tears rushed down my face.I tried to restrain it. I fell on bended knees and closed my eyes. Do you guys remember me? I directed to the angels that has always been there from begining to today. Please help her. I said out loud. I still have so much to say to her, to show her, we have so much to catch up to. I'll lose everything if I lose her. Why is it that I find out at this point. I know I've done so many wrongs, I've hurted her, I've betrayed her. They're right, I've made her cry so many times, but she forgave me that many times. I beg the angels to hear me out. Capture back the heart that I may have lost to another and glue it together so forever eternals, we will be together through thick and thin.
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