I'm back with another chapter. Sorry it took so long. I had writers block.

Disclaimer: I don't own any of the characters from Trigun, it's not that I don't want to it's just that I don't.


The sunlight peaked through from his window.

Knives didn't feel like getting up, but did anyways.He could smell the breakfast, Meryl and Milly were cooking as he made his way downstairs. It disgusting having to get nutrition from these insscts..When Knives got down stairs he saw the insurance girls cooking, while Vash was munching on his beloved doughnuts. Eat while you can brother. A small sadistic smile appeared on Knives' face before it was wiped off and replaced with a stoic mask. As Knives took a seat, the rest of the people in the room greeted him with a good morning, to which he just nodded to. Keep believing that I'm changing. Suddenlythe strange power from three days ago flared up again. It seemed to be far away, but he felt it none the less.

'Did you feel that, Vash?' Knives asked mentally.

'Yeah I felt it, what do you think could be causing it?'

'We've been through this Vash. If I knew then I would have said so a long time ago.' Knives scowled

'Well, do you at least have an idea?'

'None.'

'I think it's best if we investigate this, what do you say?'

' I say, yes.'

'How about in four days?'

'Why so late?'

'Time to recover from Meryl's injuries.'

'Whatever.'

Both brothers closed the connection.

Vash is such an idiot. Knives was about to dig into the food that Milly had just put in front of him, but stopped when he heard someone come down the stairs. Turning his head, he saw a woman walking toward his direction. Who the hell is she? Knives then recalled that there was a injured woman upstairs and came to the conclusion that this was her.

She does look like that bitch.


Ayane had awoke to sunlight shining on her face.

I guess I should get up. Ayane, with as much grace as she could, pushed herself up into a sitting position and moved her legs to the side of the bed. She then gently stood up. Pain went through her entire body, but she ignored it. She started to walking toward the door. Her body protested such movements, but she kept moving, until she was down stairs. She started toward the direction she smelled food, asuming people would be there. Ayane soon walked into what appeared to be a kitchen. In this kitchen she saw two blond haired men and the women who had cared for her. One of the blond men turned toward her. He had the palest blond hair of the two, and ice blue eyes that could freeze hell over.

She wasn't intimidated.

The second blond man turned around. He had golden blond hair and warm aqua green eyes. Both looked at her with some sort of recognition. I saw the second man when I was first brought here, but other than that I have never seen these men before. I wonder whythey look like they know me? Just as she was about to go further in her thoughts, the second of the blond men spoke.

"You know, you shouldn't be out of bed yet. Your wounds haven't healed entirely yet." He said.

"I know, but they have healed enough for me to walk, besides I've had worst." Ayane answered.

"Well at least sit down and have some breakfast." One of the women said, which she could identify as Milly.

Ayane nodded her head and took a seat next to the first blond man, who really didn't acknowledge her presence, except for when she had first entered the room. The woman she could identify as Meryl placed a plate of food and a glass of juice in front of her. "My name is Vash and this is my brother Knives." Vash motioned toward the other man.

Ayane gave a nod and said, "My name in Ayane."

"It's nice to meet you Ayane." Vash said and gave her a warm smile.

After their little conversation, everyone turned to their food and began to eat. Half way through breakfast Milly and Meryl left for work, leaving Ayane, Vash, and Knives at home. After breakfast Ayane declared she was tired and wanted to sleep.

"Do you need help getting to your room?" a concerned Vash asked.

She didn't need help getting down here.A disgusted Knives thought. How could he think of touching such filth? I still tingle from where the spiders touched me when they were changing my bandages. Ayane declined Vash's offer andlimped back to her room.

"There is something strange about that spider..." Knives said when she left. "Humans don't recover that fast."

"Maybe she's really strong and healthy."

"I doubt it."

"You don't even know what her injuries were."

"I know that she should have been in bed longer by the look of surprise on the female spiders' faces."

"Why do you care?"

"I don't, I'm just a little curious."

It was true, Knives didn't care, he just thought it strange for her to up and about so fast. No matter, she will be dead soon enough when I carry out my plan toannihilate the human race, but for now I will busy myself with this unknown force. Knives' thoughts were interrupted by Vash.

"Knives?"

"What?"

"What city will we begin our search?"

"I detected the strange force many iles away from here."

"How many iles?"

"What is it with you and the questions? Just shut up and let me think!"

"Ok, but...um...Knives?"

"What?"

"You think this thing is dangerous."

"I'm going to my room."

"But Knives..."

Knives didn't even respond and left to his room.


Ayane was lying on her bed, gathering her thoughts about what she was going to do in the next few days.

Well first things first, I've got to recover from these injuries, that shouldn't take more than two more days. I've also got to contact the girls during this period, maybe tonight. We have to figure out what to do about that damned beast. Then there's those two blond haired men. They seem... Ayane couldn't put her finger on it, but they seemed inhuman.

If they aren't human then what are they? Hm...maybe I should spend a few more than necessary days here to observe them. The blue eyed man seems a little dangerous, but nothing I can't handle.

What alsowas strange to Ayane isthe fact thatthey both seemed to recognize her. I'm sure I haven't met these men in the past, maybe they were...Ayane trailed off with her thoughts as she began to tire. I'll have to continue analyzing this later, when I'm more awake.

Ayane barely completed that thought before she fell a sleep.


Knives continued his thoughts in his room.

Idiot. Can't he figure out anything on his own, without asking me? I suppose not. He is very weak when it comes to our powers after all.

Knives let out a small sigh.

The sooner I get rid of him the better, of course this will be achieved after I find out what that strange force I felt was. Hm...now that I think about it that force I felt was kind of like a plant, but at the same time it wasn't. Could it be another plant? No, that couldn't be it. but then again...


Three women are going through the dessert.

"Damn. It's hot." one of them said, who was apparently leading the group.

"I know, but we must bear it for now." a second woman answered.

"Yeah, yeah." the asumed leader answered

"How long do you think till we find her?" the second one asked.

It was at this time the third woman decided to speak, "Do not worry, it will not be long till she contacts us and we can go in search of our target."

"I hope so." The leader answered. I really hope so.


'Who am I really?'

That voice again.

It's that same voice he heard last night. Knives still didn't know who it belonged to. He pondered the question and soon found himself asking who he was. I'm Knives, soon to be destroyer of mankind, superior being.

Even though Knives told him self this he still felt an uneasiness about him.

It doesn't matter who the real me is because I will create an Eden for me and my sister,free of humans,where no one will question who I am.


Sometimes I ask who I really am.

Who is the real Ayane?

I don't know. I feel like I'm lost within myself, trapped within my being. My memories are still intact, I know my past, but I still can't tell people who I am. I'm so lost. My heart has been broken, my soul shattered, and my mind is in pieces. I struggle to find who I really am. Has my true self been lost to my sins, or is what I am now my true self? I'm so confused. Maybe when I find freedom, I will find the true me too.

I can only hope.


And that's the end of another chapter. Yay! I would like to thank all my reviewers. Since it's x-mas break I can only hope that i get more chapters. Sorry for the wait.

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