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I ran so fast to the balcony that I almost tipped over. "Wow!" I exclaimed as tears stinged my eyes. "This is," I paused trying to redeem myself. "beautiful."

"I told you!" Rikku laughed at her attitude. She played with the wavy shades as I sniffed in the fresh, cool air.

I sigh at the beautiful scene as I turned away from it with a smile.

"How do you like it?" Lulu asked unpacking her clothes.

I nodded. "It's beautiful, just like Rikku said." I giggled and glared at her.

She shrugged and raised her hands up in defense, "What!"

We barbequed, talked, ate enjoyed ourselves and looked at the stars together from the balcony.

"Do you miss Gippal?" I asked Rikku who surprised me when I didn't hear Gippal's name once today.

Rikku shook her head, no. "I've been with him too much that I almost forgot what I cherished." Rikku smiled.

Was I unconcious for that long that she matured so bad!

I chuckled and looked out at the beautiful lights as I cried a little.

"What's wrong Yuna?"

"I miss that name." I answered Lulu as I lauged atthethought. "I wish I could walk up to Tidus and slap him."

"Of course you can." Rikku giggled. "He won't be able to fight back knowing that he wasthe jerk all along."

"I miss him." I whispered to the wind.

"Who?" Lulu whispered back.

I closed my eyes. "Tidus." A hard blow of guilt hit me. But, honestly, I don't feel Seymour anymore even though he's been there through after I had to put up with Tidus's stupid, thick head.

Lulu gasped and looked down. "It's alright. Do what makes you happy but don't be too self-centered about it."

I slightly nodded.

We visited a fancy restaurant and paid a large amount of money due to Rikku's apetite.

I can't wait to go home. School starts in less than a month and it feels as if I spent half of the summer stressing over me and Seymours relationship. I don't want to anymore. I want us on a break but how will Seymour react? I don't know.

"Yuna, Yuna!" Rikku waved her hand in front of my face.

"Huh, uh, yeah!" I stood up and pulled down my shirt.

"Ready to leave?" Lulu grabbed her purse.

I nodded. "Yeah, I'm ready."

"Why are you whispering?" Rikku laughed.

Well, I guess her hyped up ness after eating is still there.

I giggled at her silliness.

"Wow, the week went by so quick." Rikku randomly threw her clothes in her suitcase. "Did you have fun, Yunie?"

It was okay, though I'm really excited to go home to work it out with Seymour... and Tidus." I said as I neatly fold my clothes.

Lulu nodded in approval. "I like the plan."

I smiled.

"You don't have to smile if you don't want to." Rikku patted my back. "It's only us."

I smiled, but honestly this time. "Thanks."

I waited 30 minutes after driving until my cell phone recieved service. I dialed Tidus's cell phone number.

"Who are you calling?" Lulu asked looking at me from the drivers seat.

"Tidus." I smiled at the thought of his name.

"Wow, you still memorize his number by heart?"

I nodded and giggled until someone picked up. "Is this Tidus?" I waited patiently. "Who's this?"

"Who is it?" Rikku whispered from behind.

I turned around and mouth to her, Dona. Rikku nodded.

"Can I speak to Tidus?" I paused and hesitated before I clicked. "Stupid... little..." I stopped myself and smiled. "Guys, know what!"

"What!" Both Lulu and Rikku asked.

"I decided, I don't care anymore." I laughed. "I'm gonna have my fun since it IS the last year of highschool for us." I shrugged.

"No way Yuna! Did you gain so much confidence from your sleep?"

I frowned. "What are you trying to say, I wasn't confident before?"

"No, no!" Rikku shook her head.

"Yeah huh."

"No! Nah uh!"

"Yeah! Yeah huh!"

The conversation continued all the way home as we laughed our way through.

Gippal and Wakka gave us a warm greeting as they helped us unload our suitcases.

"Damn, what do these girls carry in their suitcase?" Gippal asked Wakka.

"Actually, my girl's not as heavy." Wakka chuckled.

I giggled from behind.

"Thanks hun." Lulu gave Wakka a kiss on the lips after we sort everything out. Wakka gave the look of, 'That's it!'

I laughed. "Maybe you should go out to dinner with Wakka." I suggested.

"No, we wouldn't wanna leave you alone." Lulu argued back.

"No, no, I'm gonna be fine." I disagreed.

"We can always find her a couple." Gippal tried convincing.

I chuckled. "I'm goo-"

"Tidus should be doing nothing." Wakka raised his index finger.

"I'd rather not go." By the time I finished my sentence, Gippal was already on the phone with Tidus.

"Sweetie, lets just wait til next time." Rikku tried taking the phone away from Gippal.

"No, no, I'll be fine! You guys go ahead. I still have to sweep my room, and mop my floor and-"

Gippal flipped his phone shut. "He's on his way."

I slapped my forehead with my palm. I'm kinda glad he's coming.

We all got in seperate cars. I hopped into Tidus's car. "So, what's up with the new car?"

"Oh, nothing." He paused, "Just wanted one."

I nodded and looked away but I can tell he was looking at me from behind.

"How's you and," He paused again."Seymour?"

I shrugged. "How's you and Dona?"

"We're not dating." Tidus was taken back.

I shrugged. "Weren't you just with her two hours ago?"

Tidus gaze at me. "No, why?"

"Do you have your cell phone with you?"

Tidus paused. "Yeah."

I rolled my window down trying to catch some air.

"Why?

"No reasons." This world is built with lies. "Honestly, do you think I lost my mind?" I chuckled. "Where are these lies gonna get you?"

"Yuna, I-"

"Tidus, it did seem like we were inseperable. But now, it doesn't even matter. All that matters is now and right now, you're caught," I paused. "in a lie." I closed my eyes. "All I need is the truth. And you're not giving me any. I don't know myself anymore. I don't even know you."

Tidus held my hand in his.

"You're nothing but lies and stupidness!" I shouted as I yanked my hand away from him. "I hate the fact that you don't have amnesia 'cause it seems like you don't have the slightest clue. You don't know anything, Tidus! You don't know wrong from right! Not even me from Dona!"

"Okay! What if I don't know! Will you be the one to help me change!"

"Yell at me. I hope it makes you happy." I looked outside trying to hide the tears.

"I'm not yelling at you but would you like it if I point out YOUR flaws?"

"Point it out. I'd like to know." I challenged.

Tidus grew silent. "I love you Yuna. Not Dona, or the other girls, you. The only reason why I didn't believe you was because you cheated on me. It hurted." Tidus sigh. "Yeah, I'm stupid."

A long silence. "I love you too," I whispered.

His eyes widen. He looked at me. My head slowly turned to face his as he slowly, reached for my hands with a smile.

I moved it further as I said, "as a friend." I looked outside. "I want to let it go. I want to forgive you, but-" I coughed. "I-I can't put this in words." I said softly. "I'm sorry. If it's really love, it will find us. I can't love anymore."

"You don't have to be sorry, Yuna. I've done you wrong. You gave me so many chances to turn around, done so much to make me realize. I understand if you can't forgive me." I watched Tidus grip the wheel hard.

I smiled. "And now, I'm giving you a chance to go back to Dona. If only you would doubt her in the beginning."

"I'm sorry Yuna! Hit me, hate me, torture me," Tidus sigh. "but I will always love you."

I sigh along with him.

"Did you forget, all the times we shared. The happiness-"

"No, but you did." I turned away. "I don't wanna talk about it. drop me off here if you want to continue."

Tidus slaped the wheeler. "Fuck." He swore.

"Is something wrong, Yuna? " Lulu asked. "You're not eating much."

I chuckled. "I will."

Lulu and Rikku looked at Tidus. My hands started to shake as I tried to swallow the barbeque pork. I spit it back out without realizing that I'm surrounded by people.

"Yuna," Rikku paused gently dropping her fork she held in her right hand. "Are you okay?"

I nodded as I drinked my glass, cup of pepsi from the straw.

"But, Yuna, that's your favorite dish." Rikku complicated.

I coughed and chuckled. "I know. It just tasted weird."

Rikku poked her fork through a slice of them. "Hun, it taste the same."

Lulu repeated.

I shrugged. "Well, I thought," I paused blowing my bangs up. "I thought I ate something contagious." I laughed. I stopped when I realize noone was laughing. I smiled with my teeth and kept it on. "Brain freeze." I held my head. When I opened my eyes again, everyone was still starring at me. "Okay, okay, lets all just eat, okay? Me too."

The guys stuck around for snack afterwards.We all sat around the snack table in awkard silence.

"Yunie, it seems like you lost alot of weight." Wakka complimented or was he complaining?

Tidus looked at me with concern.

I chuckled. "I'm okay. I'm doing good."

Tidus's cell phone ranged. I peeked at him.

"Who is it?" Gippal asked.

"Dona." Tidus turned off his cell phone and slipped it back into his pocket.

I faked a yawn. "I'm tired. Gotta go catch some sleep."

Tidus stood up right behind me. "Yuna, I gotta talk to you."

"We can talk here." I turned around.

"Yuna. Please, just talk it out with him?" Rikku begged.

I rolled my eyes at Tidus and walked up the stairs.

"Don't sit on the bed!" I shouted and pointed at the beanie chair at the corner before I lockedmy door.

I closed my light blue curtains and turned on my pink lantern that gave off pink light. "Oh, I missed you lantern." I hopped on my bed and stretched. "What do you want to tell me, hurry."

"Yuna." Tidus broke down. "I'm sorry. I know, it don't help. I don't know how to get this shame out of me. I've done you so wrong Yuna." Tidus dropped on his knees. "Yuna," Tidus held his head trying to keep his tears from falling.

I turned the other way as a few strain of tears fell down from my bi-color eyes. "Save your breath." I said softly. "It don't work Tidus.The more I see you, the more it reminds me, and the more my heart aches."

"Yuna, I'm right here. Your heart don't have to ache anymore." Tidus broke down as I ran to comfort him.

"Get out, Tidus. Get out."

He stood there in complete stillness.

"I think the truth will hurt more. And if you really wanna hear the truth, than I will tell you the truth, just to get you off my tail. I don't love you... Tidus, not anymore."

"I know you still do Yuna! What do I have to do so you would forgive me?"

I stood up and rest my hands on my waist. "What do you want from me? Money,'cause I sure don't have any, so I don't get why you're apologizing and crying in front of me, and chasing me around like you will get something in return!"

"I want your love! I need your touch. Yuna, I can't go on."

"Well, you lived perfectly fine when I wasn't around. Go back to the way it was."

"No,Yuna! I don't want to! I can't! I know too much now. It never made any sense being with Dona."

"I don't care. As long as we don't see each other. We'll both be fine."

"That's not what I'm asking for Yuna! I don't want it that way! I-"

"Here, go take a shower, you don't look so well. Lucky me, I have the room with the bathroom." I said softly as I stood in front of him. "Get up and we'll talk about it." I held his hand and helped him up. I tiptoed to hug him tight and combed his soft hair. "Move on." I whispered."Maybe we're just not meant to be."

"Don't say that." Tidus whispered. "We are. Who can stop us. Remember when you tried so hard to get me to realize that you're who I'm really looking for. You did it after putting yourself through the pain. Don't let it go now that it's in your hands."

I hugged him even tighter as he pulled my body closer to his. "Is this what you want? I'll give it to you, but we'll become nothing more."

"Yuna, listen to me. Your personal feelings are lost in with facts. Once you learn how to seperate them, you won't ask me this question again." He smiled at me. I melt.

I was surprise I didn't fight back. Tidus lift my chin up as he moved forward to cover up the spaces between us. Our lips touched. Hemelts my heart. His tougne touched mine as he layed my gently on my bed. He kissed my neck and stripped off my top. Did you do this with Dona also? Tell me you didn't. I reached my hands under his shirt and took it off as his hands moved along with the curves formingmy body. He unbutton my jeans as I unbutton his, feeling on his abs. He came back up and we fell into a long passionate kiss. He slightly lift me up and undo my bra strap as he rest his hands on it. I pulled him forward and set hisnaked chest on top of mine as I reached my hands into his boxer. He did the same as I chuckled. "We're not racing, are we?" Tidus's kissed me and chuckled. "No babe, I'll win if we do."I laughed as he succeed in taking off my panties. Tidus ran his fingers through my hair without any tangles as he gently set my legs apart and moved in. I moaned. He left a mark on my chest and my neck as he cupped my chest and gently moved back in.

The room felt stuffy and hot after a long run.

I held Tidus's bold shoulders and gently turned him over as I took the top. I sat on him so my legs would be on different sides of his body. I moved it up and down as I rubbed his body before I leaned in and breath on his neck, making him wanting more. I sucked on it as he moved his hand down to my behind. I dragged my chest down to his abs and sat in between his thighs as he sat up and fixed me. My legs went around his waist. I can feel it inside me as I moaned and licked the sides of my lips. I wrapped my hands around his neck as he kissed me deeply while his hand wonders off again. I raised my neck as he licked me down to my chest and sucked on it again and again. He carried me into the bathroom, locked the door, an turned on the showers. He backed me up on the wall as he gently turned my back to him. He stuck it in my back as I moan. He leaned a little over my shoulder and threw his tounge in my mouth as his hands reached down to my vagina. "Hmmmm." I continued moaning. He fingered me as I come.

After 20 minutes of warm water, the water got cold. We continued the sexual intercourse in the cold shower. I was breathing hard when Tidus back me against the wall again. He stick it in me like never before and pressed his lips hard against mine. His hands were squeezing my chest. He held my legs apart around his waist as I used the wall for my support. It continously went in and out as I come. I was breathing hard but Tidus didn't show any sign of getting tired.

We both eventually got out of the bathroom as he dressed me up. The night was chilly and the stars were seen clearly. Rikku and Lulu left posted note cards on the fridge saying that they'll leave us alone and they'll be gone for the night.

We stopped at his house as he grabbed an outfit to replace the old one. I waited in the car as I thought it over. I'm doing the right thing, right? My cell phone ranged as I read, Seymour. Considering his feelings, I answered. "Are you asleep yet? Just got off work?" I chuckled. "Yeah, I'm in bed right now. No, you don't have to come see you me. Not tonight, I don't know why I'm so tired. Miss you too babe." I whispered those words. "I'll see you soon. I have something to say also. Okay, good night." Tidus ran out of his mansion as I flipped the phone shut.

"Who was it?" Tidus started the engine.

I let my head fall back and sigh. "Seymour just got off work." I smiled. "Where do you wanna go?"

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