The Real Truth Behind Growing Up

By: SakuraScorpion19

Summary: Here is a story behind the cold, blue eyes of the famed CEO of Kaiba Corp. As said in Kaiba's own Point Of View (POV), this fic contains some truths to growing up and running your own multi-billion dollar company without actually going insane! Do enjoy and review…feedback and constructive criticisms are gladly welcome…

Note: I don't own Yu-gi-oh!

Chapter 6: I'll Do It This Time

Some people might now realize how alone a CEO really is…running a business is a full time job…plus I have to worry about my little brother…who isn't so little anymore.

I have no friends…except my hand…no fun…except with my hand…no real meaning in life. What I crave the most is…compassion…honestly, I want to feel some kind of lo…lo…love!

I know what you're thinking "Look at this stupid loser, sure he's rich as hell, but he has nothing to complain about…yet…he has nothing else." What you're thinking is true…not even dueling can fill in the black abyss growing in my soul…

I have a dark void which is my lonely heart.

I can buy love…but I don't believe I'll ever experience its benefits.

"Seto?"

I looked up to find Mokuba staring at me standing near my bedroom door. "Yes?"

"Can we have that talk now?"

"Honestly Mokuba, we don't need to discuss anything. The…pot issue…does not need to be dealt with…just…don't do it again…unless you want to end up in jail, okay?" I said.

"But…"

"No…just go do your homework or something!" I yelled.

His kind features began to transform to more pained ones.

"Seto…please…something is wrong with you." He stated with concern.

"Wrong…with me? I'm afraid you're mistaken, Mokuba. I am…fine." I lied. I'm not fine…I'm never fine.

"Seto…seriously. This morning you weren't even out of bed until 8:30! You've never slept that late! Never! And the thing is…you barely sleep either." He said coming closer to me with each word.

"I'm really worried about you, Seto."

"Worried? There is nothing to worry about." I wanted to laugh at him. Why would he even care about his soulless big brother anymore? We are not kids anymore…family isn't always forever…they leave you…eventually.

"Seto…please…" He pleaded.

"Mokuba…please…just leave…I have some important work to do." Yeah…like driving over to Kaiba Corp and jumping out of my office window.

"Seto…"

"Leave!"

Mokuba stood there in my room for almost a minute. Just staring angrily. Then he slowly walked out and slammed the door behind him.

As always…FUCK! Fuck this house, Kaiba Corp, Domino City…and this entire world! Screw it! I'm fucking ending this shit NOW!

What the fuck are you whining about now?

I slowly walked over to my desk. I grabbed the handle of the cabinet and opened it. I looked down on the shelf to reveal my…absolution…

I snatched it and slammed the door of the cabinet. I calmly walked over to my bed and sat down, staring at the cold metal in my hands.

What the hell, Seto Kaiba?

I thought I told you to go away!

I did…but…I can't let you do this!

Now you're the voice of reason?

Seto…

You can't stop me! Not this time!

Seto! This is insane!

I told you…I am insane! I'm getting this done and over with! I can't take this anymore!

Seto!

I placed the gun in my left hand and gently guided it to my left temple.

It ends today…no more pain…no more pain…

Seto, this is ridiculous! Don't…

No more pain…no more pain…

I closed my eyes and placed my finger on the trigger…

No more pain…no more…

…then, I pulled it!

Is this the end of Seto Kaiba? Find out in the next chapter…it might just be the last…REVIEW PLZ! Tell me what you like/don't like about my writing style…etc…Thanks, much luv, sAkUrAsCoRpIoN