Title: Diary of Brooke Davis

Fandom: One Tree Hill

Characters: Brooke Davis

Prompt: Days

Rating: PG

Summary: What is really going on in Brooke's head?

Dear Diary,

What a joyride the last few days has been. I'm not even going to school tomorrow; I need a break from the drama. I know when have I, Brooke Davis, ever avoided drama. However, this drama, or should I say freak show has it limits.

Lucas told me today that he broke it off with Peyton and he wants me back. I almost leaped into his arms, until I remembered my promise to myself. I love Lucas, but he's hurt me one too many times. I can't trust him and if I can't trust him, I can't be with him.

Peyton came up to me at lunch today, she said she knew it didn't mean much coming from her, but that she was sorry about what she did with Lucas. She told me they hadn't sleep together but that one time. As if I wanted to know that, well I guess in a way I did. It made me feel better to know they only betrayed me once.

However, I told Peyton that I never wanted to talk to her again and as far as I was concerned, she was dead to me. It killed me inside to say those words to her. I saw the pain in her eyes. I can honestly say that I don't think she meant to hurt me.

Peyton has been through so much. Her mom died, Jake left with Jenny, Ellie died. Of course can't forget the school shooting, God I will never forget that day. I thought Peyton was dead for sure when it turned and she wasn't there.

I want my best friend back, but how can that ever happen now?