I am scared of my feelings for him. I am three years younger than him which makes me sixteen. I was entering her second year of high school and he….well he on the other hand was in college…. He is like a brother to me….. My best friend. He had always protected me… even when everyone else turned the other cheek…..but he was happy with some other women…. A woman who's name was Rin Sohma. She goes to school with him; she even shares a dorm room with him and Momiji Sohma. His name…. Hatsuharu Sohma… the love of my life, and my name is Kisa Sohma. There coming home for Golden Week and I cant wait I get to see him again for one whole week! Over the phone he told Uncle Shigure that he had big news. I wondered what it is.

He came home today…with a smile on his face just like he always does. I moved in with Uncle Shigure after Tohru and Yuki got married and then a little while after that happened Kyo moved in with this woman named Kat…. She's really pretty and has awesome purple hair…..but anyways…. Haru, Rin, Momiji, and Momiji's girlfriend Ashleigh are all staying with us. I am so excited. After a couple hours of getting reacquainted and what not, Haru decided to tell us the big news….it shocked the hell outta me…. I'll tell you that for sure. Haru stood up and grabbed Rin's hand… showing off an expensive looking engagement ring….. My heart skipped a beat… I literally felt like crying….but I smiled and told him how happy I was for the two of them…. Then I went to my cry. I flopped down and my bed…and only then did I cry. I was so caught up in my own misery that I didn't notice the door up and close. I felt someone set on the edge of my bed. I could already tell that it wasn't Haru…. He always sat cross-legged on the bed… this person danged there feet over the edge. Then a sweet voice said to me, "You love him don't you?" I rolled over and looked at Ashleigh in amazement. 'How did she know?' I nodded shyly…. Wiping the tears from my eyes. "It's okay. He doesn't really love her I can tell. Maybe if you talk to him… you can find that out for yourself.

I hugged Ashleigh tightly. "Thank you onee-chan." Ash hugged back and spoke the words I wouldn't soon forget," You have to fight for what you want. No matter what may happen." She released me and handed me a tissue. Soon after there was another knock on the door. Ash got up and opened it. I looked up, it was Hiro. "God Kisa what's your problem?" He said in his normal tone. I sniffled and whipped the remaining tears away. Ash walked out of my room saying that she would be back. "I don't have a problem Hiro-kun. I just don't feel well." " Is it that time of the month." He asked in his I am better then you voice. I got off the bed and walked up to him just as Ash came back into the room, and I slapped him. Both of them were obviously taken aback. "So I was right." He said in the same tone, before turning on his heel and walking out. I started to cry again. "I am a horrible person." I whispered. Ash looked at me with sadness and understanding in her eyes. "You're not a horrible person; you're a special little girl." "You don't even know the first half of it. I am cursed, we all are." Ash pulled me into another hug saying,"I know, I know, Momiji-kun told me." I looked up at her, "He did?" "Yes, no matter what anyone else says you're not a horrible person. You're a sweet and kind young woman who deserves all the happiness in the world." I pushed away. "How can you say something like that?" "I am not the one who originally said it." "Then who did?" I ask confused. 'Who would say something so nice about me?' "A certain man who loved you more then life its self." "Who's that?" "I shall not speak anymore I have already said too much." Ash said playfully. "B-but, but that's not fair." I said a little upset that she wouldn't tell me. "Not all is fair in love and war. Besides this is something you have to figure out for yourself." At that moment my life got even more complicating.