That was so not what I had in mined. I kinda felt like cryin, but I had decided that my crying days were already over. I grabbed my journal, and headed to the beach. There was still just enough light that I would be able to see what I was writiing. Once I got there, I took my normal spot and began to write. I told about all of the few days. I began to write every single detail.

"I thought I might find you here." a fimilar voice said to me as he sat down next to me. I looked over to see Logan. I took a deep breath because I had come here to be alone and then HE had to show up. How he does it, I don't know, but he does.

"What are you doin here?" I questioned him as I continued writing.

"I just wanted to...well I wanted to say that I'm...I'm sorry. I shouldn't have presured you to tell Nick like that." he told me.

"Oh well, I don't deserve Nick anyway after well...you know." I told him as I still continued to write. The sun was just about to set which ment that my sunlight was quickly dissappearing.

"You mean Nick doesn't deserve you?" he questioned me. I smiled.

"So, you did it with Heather huh? I commented. I had to bring it up considering that me and him almost had sex, and then all of the sudden i' hearin about him adn Heather.

"Umm...yeah. I was just so mad at you and then I want by your dorm to talk to you, and you weren't there, and then I read this thing, and then it just happened." he explained. I closed my book and just looked strait ahead.

"You know that I really was sorry don't you?" I questioned him.

"yeah, I know." he told me as he placed his hand on my inner thigh. I jumped but quickly settled. I wrapped my arm aroudn his as we watched the sunset in scilence.

"Do you think that things could ever truly go back to the way that things were?" he questioned me after a few minutes.

"To tell you the truth, I don't really know. I mean...it's possible, but I don't think that..."

"You don't think that we're really gonna be able to stand it huh?" Ihe questioned.

"No." I answered calmly and truthfully. "How am I gonna get through tomorrow?" I questioned.

"I don't know, and I'm not gonna be able to help you considering that...well we're pretty much done." he explained to me.

"I know, just promise me that you'll try to keep the gusy from spreadin the stuff to much." i told him.

"I promise." he responded. Man, it's strange that when I'm around Logan I get this warm feelin inside, but I try to ignore it because well...because he's Logan. I know that's horrible, but it's the truth.

"Well, I think that I better get back because we do have school in the morning." I told him. He laughed as he stould and then helped me up.

"Thanks" I told me as we walked off of the beach.

"Well I guess this time we're really goin our seprate ways." Logan said as we reached the lounge.

"I guess so." I responed. For whatever reason, I wasn't feelin to sure about this. He gave me as kiss on the cheak and headed for the guys dorms. I sighed as I turned aroudn to go back home. I walked into the room to find Michael, Nicole, Chase, and Zoey.

"How come you never told us that you were moving?" the all quesitoned me as I walked in the front door. I swear that my mouth hung wide open.

"What?" i quesitoned in disbelife."

"You're mom called and left a message sayin that it was for sure a done deal, but that they wanted to meet with you in two weeks, and not over the summer becuase they want you to inroll in there school as soon as possibel." Zoey explained.

"In two weeks!" I exclaimed. That was way to soon, but I woudl do anything to get to go becuase that was my dream. To go to a five star art school in Paris.

"Yeah two weeks, do you know how crushed certain people are gonna be?" Chase quesioned me. I knew that he was refering to Logan, but I didn't care.

"Like who? No one's gonna miss me. After today, I'm gonna be known as the school slut, so it really won't matter if I leave." I told them as I sat down on my bed along with Zoey and Chase.

"All four of us with miss you, and Dinese, and Karen, and all of the other girls. You know, Lacy, and and beth, and RUTHIE. She's gonna be crushed. You're that girls best friend. Saywer's gonna really miss you. You may not know it, but that guy looks at you of one of his best firends too. And even though Nick may be a little ticked now, he's really gonna miss you. Not to mention Logan. He'll probably go into a panic attack when he finds out..." Michael said.

"And that's why none of you are gonna say anything about this to anyone." I told them. I mainly looked at Nicole, and everyone followed my lead becuase they knew that she would be the one to tell.

"What?" Nicole asked.

"No one is allowed to say anything." I added.

"Okay." Nicole agreed.

"I can't belive you're gonna be gone in two weeks." Zoey commented as she stould up to give me a hug. Everyone else followed her example and got in line. I just stould there and let them do it.

The next morning, I didn't want to get up, but I also didn't want to miss a day of school. I mean, it definatly would have been the easiest way to go, but I didn't need to do it. Plus I mean, all it would do was make me have a bad day tomorrow instead of today.

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