The following Monday, neither Ruthie or Logan did so much as look at me. Everyone on campus knew about me leaving, and the majority was upset or happy for me.

Come Wednsday, my leaving was old news, and I just kinda wondered the halls the same as usual. Most of my close friends kept bringin up how much that they would miss me, but yet they were still happy for me.

After school on Friday, I walked over to my dorm, and no one expect Ruthie was there.

"How did you get in?" I questioned her.

"Zoey let me in before she left." she told me.

"Oh." I told her. I really didn't know what to say.

"Well I think that I should tell you that I'm sorry for being such a jerk this week. I was selfish, and I think that the fact that your gonna get to live your dream is great news." she explained to me.

"That means a lot to me." I told her.

"So...now that we only have two days to get along, I say we go to the lounge to get a smoothie or somthin like that." she suggested.

"Alright that's cool." I said as we left. I was glad that we were gettin along. I would never admit it to anyone, but I was hopin that Logan would find a way to forgive me too. I didn't really think that there was any chance of that happenin though.

Everyone y elled surprise once we got into the lounge. The threw me a going away party. I was really surprised and I walked around and gave certainpeople hugs and told people thank you. Almost everyone from school was there. Even my art teacher and my basketball coach, but there wasn't any sigh on Logan.

"Any think you want in on the house tonight." Sawyer told me as he gave me a hug and sat down next to me on the couch. Everyone else was just talkin, dancin, and havein a good time. "You know, we had this party for you." he told me. I knew why he had said that. It had been a whole hour, and I was just sittin on the couch not doin anything.

"Yeah I know." I told him.

"How about you come and dance with me." he said as he held out his hand. I couldn't tell him no. I mean, Sawyer had always been real nice to me. So we danced through a couple of songs, and then I walked over to talk to Mr.Larz.

"I really enjoyed the portfoliio that you gave me. I think that you have really great talent, and I can't lie, I wish that you would have shown tha tkind of talent during the whole school year." he told me.

"Thank you." I responded.

"I'm going to show your work as s disply for the art festival later on in the year. Eventhough you won't be here, there is isn't any reason that I can't show your art." he explained.

"That would be an honor." I told him as I looked around the room to see if Logan was there.

"Well I'm gonna leave you alone to talk to your friends now, and good luck in Paris." he told me.

"Thanks," I responded.

I had many good-byes with manyy people throughout the night, and non of them were Logan.

Zoey, Nicole, Michael, and Chase all walked over to the dorms. It was like 1 in the morning, and Chase and Michael weren't even supose to be over there, but the were so oh well.

"Did any of you guys tell Logan about the party?" I questioned all of them. They all kinda looked at eachother as if they didn't want to tell me somethin.

"Well you I was gonna..."

"You guys told him huh?" I asked. They all just shook their head yes.

"Oh. Well that's okay, it didn't really matter to me if he came anyway." I told them as I walked into the bathroom to get cahnged into some white pajma shorts and a red tanktop.

I closed the door and leaned against it. I took a deep breath and closed my eyes. I really missed Logan more than I wanted to admit. I knew that no matter what happened I was leaving, so I shoudln't have worried about it that much. I needed a knew start, and I was gonna get that new start, and live my dream life all at once. What did I have to be missrable about? I changed my clothes and walked out of the bathroom to see that Michael and Nicole had left.

"Where did they go?" I questioned.

"You'll never guess what they just told us." Zoey said.

"Nope sure won't." I responded.

"You know how they've both mysteriously been gone from the doors at the same times everynight? Well they've been...seeing eachother." Chase said with a discusted look on his face.

"That's good, everyone who should be together has gotten together. Nicole and Michael, you and Zoey. This is a good thing, I'd love to leave here on a good note. With nothing bad to think about." I told them. They both looked at eachother as if they were both thinking the same exact thing.

"Do you want to go on a walk with us?" Zoey questioned as she grabbed her purse.

"No thanks. I have a lot of packin to do tomorrow. Plus...I wouldn't want t o be the odd man out." I told them.

"Alright, I'll be back later." Zoey said as her and Chase left.

I laid dodwn on my bed when my phone rang. I read it out loud, " Logan." Why wad he callin me? I thought that he was mad at me.

Dana: Hello?

Logan:(dial tone)

I hung up the phone and took another deep breath. This was way harder than it was suppose to be. It wasn't even right. Why was he even gettin so mad about this? I mean, it's not like if I chose to stay here there would be anything between us anyway. I mean, I told him that things were gonna have to go back to the way they were. And that would mean, that we hated eachother again. Of course that's not exactly how things were playin out, but still just the thought.