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A/N: Some big drama will be happening in a few chapters. Might make it EO tell me if you want it to be.!Tell me! Thanks and enjoy.

Mickey walked into the bullpen and found nobody there.

"Damn" She looked around and saw an office at the back.

She walked to the door and read what it said. "Cragen".

"Good enough" She said as she knocked.

"Come in" She heard somebody yell from inside.

She opened the door and found and older man sitting down at a desk She knew by what she was told that this was Don.

"Can I help you?" Don asked confused. He has not seen her bring any of the notes in so he did not know who she was.

"Ya I have this" She held up the letter. She was a little upset from her early session with George. He brought up some old memories that she tried to push out of her mind.

"Oh your Mickey" Don said. He realized who it was. When she didn't reply he told her to take a seat.

"I think Elliot has something he has to give you…they should be back soon. Until then you can just hang around here if you want. You hungry?" Don asked her.

"Is there a vending machine around here?" She asked.

"Yeah just go out to the doors and turn left. You need some money?" He started to grab his wallet when she held a couple dollars up.

"I'm good but thanks" She got up and walked out of the office leaving the note on his desk. Don thought it would be best to wait till everyone gets back to open the letter.

She walked over to the vending machine and looked at the selection they had.

"Crackers oh yum" She thought to herself.

After opening the crackers she decided to look around the station house. She went upstairs where she found and old couch, a couple of chairs and a small TV. She sat in the biggest chair and turned the TV on to a children's station and Sesame Street was playing. She gave into her inner child and continued watching.

"Didn't think you were the kind of kid that watched children's shows" John said.

Him and Fin had just gotten back from the crime scene. He heard the TV going from upstairs and came to take a look. Elliot and Zach were still out canvassing but said they would be back in a half hour or so.

"Yeah. I was bored" She turned the TV off and looked at John who was now sitting in the chair beside her.

"What's going on between you and Zach?"

"Long story"

"We've got a while" John didn't want to push her too far but he wanted to know at the same time.

"It's complicated."

"I'm a smart guy. I'll understand. I'll also bug the hell outta you till you tell me" He shot her one of his over the glasses looks.

"Nope. Sorry but I can't"

"Why? Whatever it is can't be that bad" He saw that she was ashamed of whatever had happened.

"You really wanna know?" John nodded and waited while she collected her thoughts. She really didn't want to tell. It was stupid and a long time ago when it happened.

"When Zach was a beat cop I lived with a couple close friends of his. They were my foster parents at the time; I was like 14 years old. I did drugs. I was going through a rough time and I don't know. It just happened. One night I came back to my foster house and I was late. 2 hours past my curfew. I didn't mean to I just got a little caught up at my friends house. We weren't doing anything wrong but who believes the foster kid. You know? Anyways. Zach was there partying with the people I lived with and when I walked in my foster Dad went crazy. Started freaking out. Yelling and screaming, He was drunk out of his mind." Mickey stopped to fix her hat.

"I just stood there. He was never like this before. Zach was laughing at me. We never got along in the first place. I don't know why but for the whole year I lived there Zach always found anyway to get me into trouble. He lied to my foster parents, saying that he saw me doing something wrong but didn't want me to get into trouble with the law. Said that I did things that in reality I didn't. So I was just standing there and well long story short he beat the snot out of me. The whole time Zach just stood there and watched. My lip was bleeding and my nose was bleeding and I was pissed, more at Zach than anyone else." She looked up at John who was just watching her.

"So I got up and ran downstairs. Grabbed my wooden baseball bat and started trashing the house. Went into the kitchen and totaled it. Broke every TV and every dish and everything that was breakable. By the time I was done Zach had called his cop friends and everyone was standing on the front lawn. They were devastated. I looked around and all I could say was "oops". I walked outside with my bat and walked up to Zach's car. Brand new. He just bought it. I broke every window and well the car looked like crap when I was done with it. I then walked up to Zach and gave him the bat. Told him that he could keep it as a souvenir. And I walked away, just left. Went to Liv's place and told her what happened. She took me in while I dealt with the trial and everything. In the end I didn't get into trouble because people said it was justifiable. The trail sucked though. Zach lied the whole way through. Said I came home high and threatened them with the bat. Said they just were trying to help. Now he still hates me and well I hate him. He doesn't deserve to be a cop." Mickey got up and walked down stairs not even looking back towards John.

After a few minutes of pondering about what John had just heard he got up and ventured downstairs. Elliot and Fin were sitting at their desks talking to Mickey who was sitting at his desk. He went to go sit in Zach's chair when Mickey started to get up.

"Sit. I'll just take his chair." John pointed at Zach's chair and sat down. John figured Elliot had sent him to do something while Mickey was here.

"Thanks" She said turning her attention back to Fin and Elliot.

"I gave the note to Cragen and he said that you guys have one for me" Mickey explained.

"Yeah here you go" Elliot tossed it across to Mickey and she caught it and put it in her jacket pocket.

"Well I gotta go. See you guys next week. Toodles" Mickey smiled and walked out.

John got up started to walk to Don's office.

"Lets go read that note" Elliot said and followed Munch.

"Yeah" Fin got up as well.

"Okay guys. Here it is" Cragen said and started to read it.

Hey guys,

The agent on my case said that I might be able to come home soon. I hope so because it gets boring from where I am. Oh yeah, I'm a secretary. I hate it. It's worse than the paperwork. I have to answer phones all day. And my fake name is Stacey. It's confusing because Mickey still calls me Liv. Hope your doing okay and thanks for the note you sent back. Love you!

-Liv

"There you go. Okay? well back to work you go. And where is Zach by the way?" Cragen eyed his detectives.

"I sent him to the lab to get the DNA results" Elliot said with a smile.

As they were walking out of the office Fin turned to Elliot and started talking to him.

"What DNA results? We aren't on any cases that need DNA right now" Fin questioned.

"Haha oops" Elliot smiled and winked.

The two girls were sitting at the kitchen table when Liv started reading the letters. Each person had sent one for her.

Elliot's was first.

Hey Liv,

Nothing much is new down here. We think Fin has a girlfriend but he wont tell us who. You should see the goofy smile that he is giving everybody. He is also getting mysterious phone calls. John managed to steal the phone away from him the other day but Fin grabbed back before he could say anything. Damn him. We will figure it out though don't worry. Anyways, hope everything is fine and you get to come home soon. Love you.

-Elliot

Then John's

Hello Olivia,

Everything is well in New York. The normal. You know, Pedophiles and freaks roaming the streets. Guess what? I have a new theory. Hot dog vendors. I told Elliot and Fin this one and they didn't believe me but you might. The government is paying them to spy on us. Watch what you say. It's a friendly warning. Miss you!

-John

Last was Fin's

Hey girl,

We need you home. Have you ever tried to watch basketball with John? Don't do it. All he does is complain about it being rigged by the government. Elliot is no better. You're the only one that makes it fun. I bet John or Elliot has told you about the suspicion of me having a girlfriend. Well it's true. You'd like her but don't tell anyone, our little secret. Well I'll see you when you get back. Peace.

-Fin

"Haha that's so like him" Liv started laughing.

Mickey chuckled along with her.

"You and Elliot would be cute together," Mickey concluded.

"What?" Liv was turning beet red.

"Oh you like him!" Mickey got up and started dancing and singing while Liv just put her head in her hands.

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