There isnt a lot of fluffy wuffy Jate stuff in this chapter, if I get good reviews i'll put up the next one.
Disclaimer: I dont own any of the Lost characters, as much as I would love to, they all belong to JJ and Damon.
Capter 1
It has been a week since Jack and Kate kissed.
Jacks been giving Kate the cold sholder ever since, he cant even bare to look at her. This is tearing Kate apart, every inch of her heart is falling to peices.
The only thing Kate has thought about for the last week was the kiss and how she has ruined the only good thing she had on the island, the only thing she cared about more than anything, her friendship with Jack.
Another day of misery breaks as the sun rises over the horizon.
Kate is sitting silently on the shore, head rested on her arms , her knees tigtly pessed against her chest, tear stains on her face and her eyes red and puffy. Its plainly obvious that she has been up all night crying over Jack, again.
Sun sees Kate sitting alone, looking hungry and dehydrated. She cant hide her concern about Kate, along with everyone else in their camp.
'' Hello Kate, here I brought you some water, you look like you you could use some'' laughing slightly while she places the bottle next to Kate.
Kate looks at the water '' I'm fine, I dont need to be molly coddled Sun, I dont need anyone'' she says coldly
''Its not molly coddling Kate ,not even sure she knows what it means. Im worried about you , we all are.
'' pft, yeah''
''Yes Kate we are, you havent slept in days , you haven't eaten or drank a drop of water raising her voice slightly
You cant carry on doing this to yourself, at the rate you going now your going to end up... not able to finish her sentance
''I'm going to end up what?'' she said with little to no emotion
''Dead !'' tears now filling up her eyes
''Guess so'' she says in a wisper and turns her gaze back to the horizon .
''Kate dont say that, dont ever say that!''she says harshly but deeply concerned as tears fall down her cheeks.
''Please Kate just eat something'' pleading with her
sighs '' If it makes you happpy! raising her voice ''I'll go out now and pick some fruit ok... THEN!... then will you...will you just leave me alone!
She walked away from Sun and heads into the jungle.
As she walked deper and deeper into the jungle, all she could think about was him and their kiss.
She replayed the scene over and over again in her head, changing the ending eash time so that maybe now her life wouldnt be falling apart.
Jack ment everything to her. She loved their awkward lilltle talks, she loved how they flirted, but most of all she loved how he could comfort her with just a touch on the sholder, that would make her spine tingle.
Now it was gone, it was all gone.
She broke into tears again, but carried on walking.
Kate was starting to feel weak and dizzy, but managed to shake it off.
''Finaly'' she says in a sigh as she reaches her usual picking tree ''Now maybe if I get some fruit everyone will leave me alone, its how I should be left.
I'm a murder, a criminal, nothing more, I dont deserve friends'' she says sadly and begins to climb the tree
She inches herself out onto the limb of the tree, she starts to feel dizzy again.
'' Oh yeah real smart Kate climb a tree when you feel weak, it will definetly end good!'' now talking to herself out loud
Kates eye's begin to darken...the noise of the busy jungle around her fades away into a deafening silence...Her grip loosens
''oh god not now, not when i'm up a bloody tree! '' she says in a wispering weak voice
kate passes out and falls rapidly from the limb, slicing her back off a branch as she falls...Kate lands with a violent thump on the ground laying there unconsious, with no one around to help her.
Its late afternoon and Jack walks onto the beech and is met by a worried Sun
''hi Jack , has Kate been down with you in the hatch?''
sighs '' No she hasnt'' shaking his head ''I haven't seen or talked to Kate all week, why?
''What ! if she isnt with you then where is she, oh god why did I let her go out there alone? starting to panic
''Sun calm down and tell me whats wrong?''
''Its Kate''
''What about Kate'' fear now starting to grow in his heart
''She went out into the jungle this morning and she hasn't come back!...God if anything happens to her its going to be my fault! why didn't I go with her'' she shouts and starts cursing in korean
''Sun... I..I.. I dont see whats so worrying about Kate going out into the jungle by herself'' shaking his head as he talks its like he couldnt be bothered, but cant help but feel concerned, it is Kate afterall.
'' Jack! you dont understand tears filling uo her eyes ''she went out at 7 a.m and she isnt back yet and its nearly sundown''panicking frantically at this point.
Jack still shaking his head still not understanding her concern
''Jack she is sick...I'm really worried about her, she hasnt eaten or slept tears now escaping her eyes God she hasn't even had anything to drink for about a week!'' sobbing uncontrllably
AS Jack listened to Sun the concern in Jacks heart felt like it was consuming him , he swallowed a lump in his throat.
''Why is she doing this to herself?'' trying to hold back the pain and fear
''You know very well why! spitting and shouting at him in a stern and frustrated voice. Gritting her teeth in anger she she walked up to Jack until they were face to face.
''She is doing this to herself ..Jack... because of you!...because of what your doing ... giving her the cold shoulder... not acknowledging her excistance!...All because of what! you had a fight! ...for all we know she could be lying somewhere dead'' her voice changing back to its worried tone.
''She said she didnt care if she died...Jack... you have to find her''
Jacks heart was already in his throat, the fear he was feeling was unimaginable...
With tears in his eyes he managed to shout out '' which way did she go!'' panicking as frantiacally as Sun
''That way'' Sun said still sobbing uncontrollably
As Jack ran through the jungle not knowing how he was going to find her , not knowing where to find her...The only thing he could think about was that if anything happened to Kate he could never carry on living knowing that it was his fault.
Kate meant everything to Jack, she meant the world to him ... Kate was his world.
Jack saw some foot prints on the ground, no one from camp comes out this far, it had to be Kate , it just had to be.
Jacks heart began to lift...but very quickly dropped again, when he saw lying unger a tree in a pool of blood, the frail, thin, seemingly lifeless body of Kate.
Bursting into tears he ran over to her and picked her up, he held her so tightly but preciously in his arms.
''Kate God i'm so sorry, GOD im so sorry I never meant for this to happen, I never meant for you to be like this, Kate kate I I I Im so so r rry Kate, please dont leave me I cant live without you... crying incontrollably and cradeling her like a baby...his heart felt like it was shattering into a million pieces, he felt like he was dead too...
Sun ran around the corner, when she saw Kate she fell to her knees in tears.
Sawyer and Sayid soon followed, they stood in compleate shock at the sad sight the were withessing, they soon broke down into tears.
Kate was so loved by everyone even though she didnt realise it.
OK this is my first every fanfic, you can probly tell lol, there is another chapter to the story but I dont no if I should continue, so please review , tips would be much appriciated.