Chapter 3
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Disclaimer: I do not own any of the character from ABC LOST, even though I wish I owned Matthew Fox.
''What do you mean she's not breathing Doc?''Sawyer shouts obviously shaken at the turn of events
''What do you think I mean!... she having a reaction to the painkillers'' Jack shouts back at Sawyer and starts doing CPR.
As he did CPR, he was counting to 5 in his head,he is so afraid, he doesnt think he has felt more afraid in his life. He cant let her die, he wont.
''Come on Kate huni, wake up for me now'' Jack crys out, not able to control his sobbing.
Even Sawyer couldnt hold back his tears. Its amazing how Kate had changed them both, but mostly Jack.
''Kate please wake up , please Kate, come on, please!''
''Come on Freckles, breath''
''Huuuuuuuuh'' Kate takes in a deep breth
''Yes Kate, thats it come on breath'' Jack says in tears of joy
''Thats it Freckles'' Sawyer shouts in happiness
Jack takes Kate and holds her in a loving embrace.
''Oh Kate, thank God you are ok, I thought I lost you. I'm sorry for everything...''He whispers in her ear and kisses her on her forhead.
''Hay Freckles, glad your back with us'' Sawyers says to Kate completly over joyed that she is awake and breathing.
Kate remains quiet...
''Hay Doc why isn't she saying anything?'' concern sneaking back into his voice
Jack takes a tourch and looks in her eyes.
''I think she is in shock, Hay Kate can you hear me...Kate look at me...''
Kate looks into Jack's eyes , she is still quite shaken and dazed.
''Hay Kate, how ya feeling'' he says to her so sweetly
Kate stares into his eyes a little longer, but soon she passes out.
''Hay Doc whats happenin to her?'' he says concerened but angry that he is not being told whats happening to her.
''Its ok man, she just fainted. Kate is still very weak...her body has gone through a lot and so has she, she just needs to rest, ok man...''
'' Right oh Doc, well speaking of rest, I think I could do with some myself ,so I'm gona head back to the beach and tell everyone how freckles is doing and how our hero saved the day once again'' he says changing back into his cocky way of speaking.
Jack nods his head but frowns at the last bit of Sawyers sentance.
Six hours pass and finally Kate starts to wakes up .
Jack hears her stirr and hopes that nothing else is going to happen now.
Kate opens her eyes and looks around the room and sees Jack sitting beside her.
''Hay Kate, glad your ok, how you feeling?''
Kate frowns
''Oh so your talking to me now are you?'' Kate says coldly in a hoarse voice
Jack leans back in shock.
''Kate..., I... , what do you mean am I talking to you now?'' He asks her shaking his head in disbelife at her harsh words.
''Last time I checked you were avoiding me, giving me the cold shoulder, whats made you change your mind exactly?'' she says harshly
'' Kate, you had an accedent, you...''
'' Oh and just because you fixed me , you think everything is ok again?'' interrupting him.
'' What... Kate... I dont...?'' Jack says, still in disbelife at what she is saying.
'' If I remember rightly , Jack, this happened to me because of you, I nearly died because of you, and what, just because you helped me everythink is ok between us... , and even when I did happen to see you , you wouldn't even look at me, how do you think that made me feel huh?...and every other time I saw you , you were with.. her...''
'' Where you upset because I was with Ana Lucia?'' Jack asks her sweatly trying not to anger her more, but slightly happy that being with Ana made her jealous
'' Where you Jealous?'' he asks Kate cautiously
'' Thats all you want to know, was I jealous? pft!'' she shouts angrly, and trys to get up out of bed, but falls to the ground straight away.
'' whow, Kate you need to stay in bed, you have broken a few ribs from the fall and your still very weak''
Jack goes to pick Kate up, but she struggles away from him.
'' Do you know how heart breaking it was for me to see you with her all the time! kates eyes starting to fill with tears ''I used to be the one you'd go to just to have a chat, but know you go to her...I felt like I was being repalced and it hurt so much...'' she shouts at him with tears running down her face.
'' You think I was replacing you... Kate... I could never replace you ,there would be no one who would be able to replace you.. no one would be able to make me feel like you make me feel when we are together...''
Kate gives Jack a little smile, but starts to cry again.
'' Hay hay, its ok'' he tells her sweatly and takes her in his arm
'' I'm sorry Jack ,I'm sorry for everything, I'm sorry I ran from you'' she sobbes into his shoulder
''Its ok , its ok...'' he pauses...''Why did you run away... when you.. eh ..kissed me?''
'' I... I was afraid'' she says softly
'' Why were you afraid, you have nothing to fear'' He tells her lifting up her head and stroking the side of her face.
''I was afraid that... if something happened between us I'd screw it up, like I always do...and I cant loose you Jack, I cant loose what we have, it would tare me apart ''
''Kate you wont loose me, I wont let it happen'' He tells her looking into her eyes
Jack couldn't help but notice how beautiful her eye's were, he felt like he could get lost in them.
'' But look what happened when I kissed you , can you imagine what would happen if we had a big fight... Jack when you wheren't talking to me I dont think I'v ever felt so alone in my life... and I'v been alone for a lot of my life...I just wouldn't be able to take it'' she told him starting to cry again.
Jack embraced her tightly but preciously again.
''That wont happen Kate, not after what has happened from this stupid little fight. Kate when we weren't talking I'v never felt so alone in my life either, I hated not talking to you, I hated not geting to hear you laugh, see your smile, I missed you checking me out'' he sais with a smile.
.Kate laughed
''Ah there it is, there's the smile I'v missed so much, I knew I could get you to laugh again'' He said grinning widely.
''Iv missed this Jack, Thats why I ran, I just didnt want to ruin thing between us,...and you were always checking me out'' She giggling.
Jack started laughing,. He had the most amazing smile, the most amazing eyes she had ever seen .
They stared into eachothers eyes for a while, but where disturbed by Sun, who when she saw Kate sitting up and smiling ran over to her and gave Kate the biggest hug.
''Thank God your ok, I was so worried, and when Sawyer told me you had stopped breathing at one point I nearly died. So how are you?''
'' I'm fine but my back is killing me''
''Oh that reminds me'' Jack interrupts '' I'v been meaning to take care of that, hear lie down on the bed''
'' Jese Jack most men buy women dinner first'' Kate hides her face in her hands in embarrassment, she cant belive what she just said.
Jack laughs
''Sorry its the meds there making me all loopy'' She says still red in the face
''Uh huh , yeah I'm sure they are'' Jack says smiling widely.
''Now lie down, it will get infected if I dont sew it up'' he tells her in his doctor voice.
''Ok well I'll leave you to it then , happy to see your ok Kate'' Sun winks at Kate and heads back to the beach.
OK There is propbly just going to be one more chapter
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