LOL, um wow. Yeah I stopped watching the show and so I felt no need to continue writing and then I became a fan of tv again so here is the long awaited chapter of updating Justin on everything that he has missed.

"I miss you guys." Voight was very surprised when Olivia answered the phone for him. It had only been two days since they left, but he was hurting not having his family with him.

Even though she told him not to contact them, she knew Hank better than that. She was also glad he didn't listen to her. She wasn't upset with him anymore, but she was still hurt. She just wanted to trust him and she couldn't. If he could hide the truth about his kids' paternity, then who knows what else he's compatible of. "Yeah?" Of course, she missed him, but she couldn't let him back in that easily.

"Yeah." He sighed. "I understand why you guys left, but," he paused as he felt his emotions start to overwhelm him. "Doesn't make it suck any less."

She could hear the pain in his voice and all she wanted to be back home in his arms, but they needed this break. "Ella hasn't moved as much since we left. I guess she misses you too." Olivia said, trying to change the subject to something more upbeat.

Hank smiled at the thought of their unborn daughter. "Glad to hear she's a daddy's girl since the other three are in love with you."

Olivia sucked at her teeth. "You mean the older two? Noah's entire world revolves around you."

"Can you blame him?" Hank joked back with her. Olivia was hard to read, especially when she was guarded but he did appreciate the fact that they could have a playful conversation right now.

"Glad to see nothing has changed with you," Olivia said while looking at Erin walk into her room with Noah on her hip. "Well, I have to go, but I'll talk to you when we get back."

"Okay. Love you and tell the kids I love them too." He was kind of sad that their conversation was ending so soon, but he was grateful for just this small talk.

"I will. Be safe." She said before ending the call.

Erin sat Noah on the bed before she sat down. "I see he doesn't listen." She said with a smile on her face. She actually didn't expect Hank to give them space, it wouldn't be like him, but she was glad that he wasn't blowing up their phones or actually showing up at the resort to get them.

"Of course not," Olivia said with a smile.

"Do you miss him?" Erin asked.

"Of course," Olivia answered with no hesitation. "Your dad is my biggest headache, but I have never loved a man more than I've loved him and I won't ever will. I can be mad at him, but still be very much in love with him."

Erin sighed. "I don't know how you're doing it. I'm so angry and frustrated with him. Like, how could he do this to us?" Either Olivia was really good at hiding her true feelings or she could handle things a lot more maturely than Erin could.

Olivia chuckled slightly before she reached out and touched Erin on the shoulder. "It's really hard, trust me. But I have to remember that if I stress myself out, I could lose Ella and that if I continue flipping out at your dad, I could lose him, too." Olivia paused as she felt herself start to tear up. "And I don't want to lose him. That's why I'm still here fighting for us because at the end of the day, I know he loves us and he had good intentions, but none of what he did is okay. The only reason I even left the city is because he hurt you kids. If this only affected me, I would still be there with him."

"Oh." Was all that Erin could say. She never thought Olivia would care about her this much and put her before her relationship with Hank.

Olivia smiled when she saw her reaction because she knew exactly what Erin was thinking. "Yes, I'm only here because I know how much you're hurting and I want him to know that what he has done to you and our family is not acceptable."

Erin couldn't believe that she missed out on this motherly support growing up, but she was glad that she was able to experience it now. "So, this is what it feels like to have a healthy relationship with your mom." She said in a light joking tone.

Olivia chuckled. "I guess it is, but I'm glad you feel that way already. I guess I'm doing something right."

"As if you haven't been a mom to me since you met me...the second time." She said with a small smile on her face.

"I made a promise to myself to do it right this second time around, and I'm going to keep that promise to you."

"Erin came by to talk to me a few weeks ago about Leslie. Hank and Olivia know about everything and they're putting a case together against you."

Bunny scoffed. "So, they have officially turned my daughter against me?" Bunny had no idea how they were able to connect her to her sister's death, but she knew she had to act fast before they found her. "Did you tell her anything?"

"Yes, I told her everything." He sighed. "I can't keep living like this, with all this guilt. I am going to die in here because of you. I just thought I would give you a heads-up that you will be behind bars soon."

"Over my dead body," Bunny said before she hung up the phone.

After the week at the resort, Erin had felt like she calmed down enough to be back in Chicago. She appreciated the bonding time she got with Olivia and it made her even more confident in her choice to stop chasing after Bunny.

Things will never be normal for her, but she wanted to focus more on getting closer to Olivia and figuring out what the hell to do with Hank.

So when Hank invited her over for dinner, she decided to take him up on the offer.

"How are you feeling?" Olivia asked Hank as they set the table for dinner.

Hank decided tonight was the night that he would come clean about all of his secrets. He couldn't risk losing Olivia and their family any more than he already had. So, he invited Erin and Justin over so he can catch everyone up to speed about his past. Needless to say, he was not in the best mood.

He let out a sigh before he replied. "Like hell." But he knew how he was feeling was nothing compared to what his family was feeling and what he was going to put Justin through.

Olivia had a heart so she did feel a little bad for Voight, but he honestly brought this upon himself. And she knew deep down, he would have kept all of these secrets to himself if no one had ever caught on to it. "Well, hopefully, tonight doesn't end with too much screaming." She knew the Voight clan, and it didn't matter if Justin wasn't his biologically, he was all Hank.

Hank just gruffed at her reply. Olivia had come back from the trip and asked for them to break up, so her support was at the bare minimum. He couldn't blame her for wanting to not be with him, but their lives were so intertwined, not much had changed except Olivia was sleeping in the guest room and her tolerance for Hank's bullshit was much lower now.

Olivia knew he wanted more from her to ease his mind, but she didn't have much to give. At seven months pregnant, she should be relaxing, enjoying this moment, but just like every other moment in her life, it was met with turmoil. "We'll get through this." She said offering him a smile. And by we, she meant them and their children because she didn't know when she would be willing to open her heart up to Hank again.

"Hey, we're here!" Erin yelled as she and Justin walked into the house.

Olivia walked out of the kitchen to greet them. "Hey, guys. I'm so happy to see you." She opened her arms for them to give her a hug.

"Wow, Ella gets bigger every time I see you," Erin said before she hugged Olivia.

Olivia chuckled. "I know. I'm scared to see how large she comes out."

"Thanks for the invite, Liv," Justin said before he joined the hug. It had taken him a while to warm up to Olivia, but she was an incredible woman and he was happy to have her as his stepmom.

"Of course, we're a family and now that we're all in the same city, we should be spending more time together." She said as she walked back to the kitchen where Hank had not moved a muscle.

"Dad, how the hell are you?" Justin asked before going in for a hug. Justin was was so oblivious of where tonight was going that it was almost painful to watch.

Hank hugged him back, tighter than he's probably had in their life. He didn't know where their relationship would be after this night and he wanted Justin to be able to feel the love that he had for him. "A lot better now."

The four adults ate dinner catching up on life, which was mostly stories about Noah, Mason, and now Ella.

Now that dinner was over, no one knew how to start the dreaded conversation. Olivia did think she would take the conversation about Erin being hers over telling Justin that he wasn't a Voight.

"So, Justin. We invited you over to do more than to catch up. There has been quite a few secrets revealed in the last couple of months and we thought you should be privy to them." Olivia started.

Justin's eyes darted between the three of them and he gulped. His dad was Hank Voight so if there was a secret about to be shared, it wasn't a normal family secret. "Okay.."

Olivia took a deep breath and reached out for Hank's hand for support. He grabbed it and squeezed it which gave Olivia the strength to continue. "Before your dad met your mom, he and I actually dated. I came to Chicago for college and that's how we met. Uh, I got pregnant and had a child with him." Olivia paused as she felt herself get emotional. "Unfortunately, we couldn't keep the child and placed the child up for adoption. Once the adoption was done, I moved back to New York and had no contact with Hank until we worked with each other a few years ago."

"So, I have a sibling out there that we don't know?" Justin didn't understand why everyone was so tense about this. Yeah, it was kinda weird his dad never mentioned dating Olivia before, but as long as Hank didn't cheat on his mom, he didn't really care.

"Well, that's where things get tricky. A few months ago, we worked on a case again where we tested DNA from a scene and Erin's DNA was mixed in with the criminal's. The results came back that Erin is the child we put up for adoption 30 years ago. Erin and I had no idea that she was the child I had until the DNA results, but your dad has known the entire time." She quickly added at the end because she saw the confusion, pain, and slight anger come across Justin's face.

"What the fuck?" Was all Justin could say? Erin is his biological sister? That he had a crush on? He felt so dirty and the fact that his dad knew all this time made him sick.

"It's a lot to take in. Erin and I are still adjusting to the revelation, but we thought you should know." Olivia knew if he was upset about this, the next secret was going to kill him and that just made her upset at Hank all over again because how dare he put his family through this because he couldn't face the truth.

"I...I just don't have any words right now. That explains a lot. Why he forced Erin on us and why my mom was very weary about having Erin at first. She's his love child." He said matter of fact.

"Whoa, I didn't know who your mom was when I was with Olivia, so don't do that."

"Oh really? Because Erin and I are only 15 months apart so you do that math."

And that sentence right there was a dagger to Olivia's heart because she never did realize how close in age Justin and Erin were until right now. That Hank quickly moved on from her and Erin and played super dad to Justin when he didn't want to do that with Erin. She started to take deep breaths to calm herself down because getting angry would not help the situation tonight.

And that sentence made Erin feel a way. She and Justin were close in age and with Justin not being his, it means literal months after her birth, he was okay with fathering a child that wasn't his but gave her up. "Wow. Yeah, that's some fucked up math right there."

Justin was glad that his sister was on the same page as he was.

"Well, it's not that fucked up considering what I'm going to say next." Hank paused and licked his lips before he continued. "You're not my biological son, Justin. Your mom wanted a break and she got pregnant. Your dad wanted nothing to do with you and I stepped in and have raised you since."

And the room went silent. You could hear the water running through the pipes, the train in the distance, and everyone's anger rising.

"Is this a sick fucking joke? So you don't have kids with my mom, but going on kid THREE with Olivia? Your obvious one true love? You stepped up because you were guilty for giving Erin away? I'm a fucking charity case to you, Hank?" The anger was rising in Justin and quickly. He couldn't believe that his entire life was a lie. He had spent so much time trying to be the best son to Hank. He only wanted to make his dad happy no matter what he wanted to do and this is his life?

"Let's not start saying things we will regret, Justin." Erin said to her brother. Olivia was the only innocent one in this situation and she was not going to let him disrespect her like that.

Justin jumped up from his seat. "Oh fuck off. You have no idea what I'm going through. You're looking at your mommy and daddy when my mom is dead and I have no idea who my dad is."

Olivia knew Justin was going to be pissed, but this was a different level of anger. "I'm so sorry, Justin." She felt bad

"Save it." He took a deep breath before he spoke. "Hank, don't ever talk to me again. Erin, have a great time living my life. Olivia, congrats on finally getting your man back. Since I'm not a Voight, you don't ever have to worry about seeing me again." And then he stormed out the back door leaving the three of them to pick up their faces off the ground.

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