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A/N: I apologise in advance for bad grammar and spelling. This is my first attempt at writing for this and I have not yet seen the show so please bear with me.

Going Crazy

Mystical laughter echoed in his head, only heard by him. It drove him crazy. He knows that laugh so well by now from hearing it from afar but it is forbidden to love that laugh. Because that laugh comes from one person who he can't have, it is because she is too sacred to cross the line? Is it because she is too good for him? Or was it because she was his stepsister?

Her voice haunts him at night making him go crazy with need for her, to hold her to talk normaly to her but it was forbidden. Sleepless nights were his friends by now. She was just next door, it would be so easy to just get up and go to he but he couldn't. it was a taboo that was stomped into his mind that it was wrong.

If he would get up then it would mean he has fallen, fallen deep for her and that was something he could not admit to himself for he didn't commit himself to one person he liked to be free. He would wish this was all just a dream and when he woke up that it would just be him and his own little family but that was just a dream. She had him spellbound to her he would follow her with his gaze whenever she walked by or went away. But he was going to end it this night.

He didn't want any sleepless nights anymore, he didn't want to hear her laugh in mind anymore, he didn't want to see her smile when he closed his eyes anymore because it just made him want her more and more. He blamed her for it tough. He blamed her for being so…her, he blamed her for making him fall for her and he blamed her that she couldn't be his.

Tonight he would end it because whatever he wants whatever he gets and he was going to get her. He slowly gets out of his bed and walks to her door and knocks softly as to not wake up anyone. He hears a soft "Come in." from her and opens the door. He sees her lying on her bed reading one or another book.

When she sees him she snaps the book shut and "What do you want Derek?" she demanded. He said nothing but slowly walked over to her bed after closing the door and sits down on the side. She asks again but he says nothing and stares into her eyes. Slowly he leans closer til their faces are only centimeters apart. Softly he whispers "You." Before closing the distance and softly pressing his lips upon hers.

Pulling away he gazes at her as she slowly opened up her eyes. " I love you Casey" he whispered.

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Those four words echoed through her head. She blinks a few times to clear her head and looks deeply into his eyes searching fo the truth, searching for that this wasn't just another thing he would do to get on her nerves. But she saw nothing but sincerity and love there, it made her smile softly. He looked so vunarable and weak under her gaze.

When he was her smile he began to grin in his usual way that emitted a small laugh from her because now it look a bit silly. She leaned up a bit and kissed him softly.

"I love you too." Was all she said, there was no more need for words now. Togheter they fell sleep on her bed till the next morning.

Fin.

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