"To have Lost"
By: Anoke
Disclaimers: I Don't own Dragonball Z Or "Wasteland" By 10 Years
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Change my attempt good intentions...
Well I did it, I made my big move, I showed my father that I wont take this any more. And what did I accomplish out of it? I have no place to live, my father now has the choice if he wants me as a son or not, and did I mention I have no place to live? What was I thinking? Agh! I wont apologize though! I wont come home until he apologize's for everything he has done, why should I be the one to always say im sorry or always come running back? No not this time! Yes I have left home in the past but I only ran off to goten's I never told my father I was leaving. I would just leave. Come to think of it I cant even go to goten's house his mom will nag me about why I left home and then my mom will come nag me and I will probably be dragged back home. I cant let that happen! I wont let that happen!
Crouched over
You were not there
Living in fear
But signs were not really that scarce
Obvious tears
And I will not
Hide you through this
I want you to help
Please see
The bleeding heart perched on my shirt
Where can I go? I cant go to Goten's I cant go home, I was stupid and ran out without getting my money.. Who does that? I ran off and not even remembering I grab anything, I don't know how long I will be gone, the only one that would miss me would be Mom, Dad admitted he never wanted me, Bulla will miss me yes, but not in the sweet "oh big brother I love you" way.. In the I need my human doll back. Yes I know it is sad, I love my little sister to death, I don't hate her, I would die for her! But she just annoys me.. Does that make sense? Where to go now? Well as I told dad, I should find a place that fits the nothing I am. Im a nobody. A outcast by my father.
Die, withdraw
Hide in cold sweat
Quivering lips
Ignore remorse
Naming a kid, living wasteland
This time you've tried
All that you can turning you red
Im wondering the roads, the empty roads... there is no one out, everyone is inside with their family's... they are just enjoying each others company.. Maybe its for the best I left, me and dad just constantly fought, Bulla got me in trouble half the time, and mom just worried about me all the time... yes! I think it's for the best.. Only bad part is im on the streets, no food, no water no place to sleep. I don't even have a change of clothes... I could always fight for some money, I heard people bet all the time, but would that be fair? No one has a chance of beating me.. But how else can I get some money? I cant get a job since im 16 I would need my parents permission.. I couldnt ask dad for any help he would just laugh and say "I thought you wernt my son any more brat" ...
Change my attempt good intentions
Should I, could I
Here we are with your obsession
Should I, could I
I pick up the payphone and dial my friends house
"Hello Mrs Son is Goten there?" I say trying to disguise my voice
"Yes can I ask who's calling?" She asks
"Um.. It's Duke, yeah Duke!" I say
"Okay duke.. One second" She says
"Uhh sorry but where did we meet again?" Goten asks
"Stupid! Its me Trunks!" I say
"Trunks! (:in background: Trunks? He's on the phone: his mother asks) what? Oh no mom Im telling Duke that I need some trunks! Yeah thats it!" goten says
"Smart move.. Go in your room dofus" I tell him
"Trunks! Your mom and dad are looking for you! Why did you run off" goten asks
"Reasons... just... I'll explain later I need you to sneak into my bedroom and grab me some stuff" I tell him
"Oh no way! I am not going into your room! Especially when your missing!" goten says
"Goten! Just do it I need some clothes, my money, and the case of capsules in my top drawer" I tell him
"No way trunks!" he trys to refuse
"Just do it goten! And meet me at our old hide out in a hour! Bye goten!" I tell him and hang up
Crowned hopeless
The article read living wasteland
This time you've tried
All that you can turning you red
but I will not
Hide you through this
I want you to help
Goten of course did what I asked, he managed to get me everything I needed without my parents finding out, he told me my mom is worried sick and crying all the time, Bulla is actually crying.. I wonder if she misses me or her giant doll.. He also told me dad is doing nothing diffrent just cursing me saying im in a heap of a lot of trouble when I get back.. As if I would come back after one day! Dad needs to learn im not some dumb kid he can push around when he please's.
Change my attempt good intentions
Should I, could I
Here we are with your obsession
Should I, could I
the money I had saved away only lasted me a couple days, I cant believe I have been gone for 6 days already, Im keeping my energy low so they cant sense out where I am, it would be pointless.. But I know someone had to of sensed me, maybe they don't care, maybe they to are happy that I am gone, away from them. Or it could be the opposite, they could sense me but just want me to figure things out for myself..
Heave the silver hollow sliver
Piercing through another victim
Turn and tremble be judgmental
Ignorant to all the symbols
Blind the face with beauty paste
Eventually you'll one day know
Im doing as I said I found a place that fits a nothing like me, I found my perfect home, I found my wasteland where you ask? In a small town it is only about 10 minutes away from my home a capsule corp.. could I really ever call it that? My home? Was it? Or was it my prison? I may sound childish, selfish even wrong about all of this. But you havent lived one day as being me, as being the son of Vegeta.
Change my attempt good intentions
Limbs tied, skin tight
Self inflicted his perdition
Should I, could I
Change my attempt good intentions
Should I, could I
Should I, could I
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Okay another chapter, you like? Review and tell me! I picked the song "Wasteland" by 10 years because I thought it fit this chapter, he needed to find a place that was his, and he found it, his wasteland