Hello everybody sorry for the short story and looonnngggggg wait.but i'm going 2 try 2 complete this story! IMPORTANT and now in my stories i will start abbreviaing things to help me out. kay so lets ride dis out and tell me do u like it and i would really appreciate someone to help me with ideas and spelling etc. sooooo here we go...

Now i can breathe

Chapter 9

"Come on Lady Kagome! This is fun. u r even funner than jaken!" shouted a very excited Rin as they ran through the gardens together.

"Slow down Rin. Kagome shouted looking happy and fustrated at the same time. how can they even move in these things Kagome and Rin have been playing for a while and it was getting late. "Do u ever get tired Rin."

"No but Rin is getting hungry." As if on cue...

"Hello Lady Kagome and Rin. Hello Katana wuts up?"

"Wut do u mean?" Asked Katana looking confused.

"Well its a phrase that ah... oh never mind. i'll tell u later,but wut going on?"

"It is time to come in for dinner and to remind u to meet my lord in his study afterwards." Said Katana with a smile.

"Oh okay well lead the way."

After twisting down hallways and Rins conversations they finnaly made it.

"Okay i shall leave u now for i have to get on my post." She bowed and gave a curt nod and left. So the two walked in and sat down to eat while talking about n e thing that popped inside Rins head. Finnaly they left to see that Rin got into bed and after reading her a story and tucking her in Kagome went to Lord Sesshomaru study to address some issues.

"Ok girl u r going in the danger zone agian so lets get it together and try not to say any thing out of place and stay calm(since he could kill me at any time) and lay down the law and rock dis shit. okay breathe and hear we go she raised her fist to knock when...

"U may enter." She blinked and went in.

" U wanted to see me?"

"Hai."

She sat down in a chair he had pulled out already in front of his desk(in my story, he has furniture)after minutes of agonizing silence...

"I have a propazition for u. I need a proper suitable lady to watch Rin and to teach her ettiquete that she needs to know and based on your attributes u r most suitable for the job." He explained

"Wut the?... hold on i just got here and i want some answers like why am i here, and who the hell r u to tell me wut to do when i... "

"Will u stop with your annoying yelling and by your sudden out burst maybe i have chose the wrong one for this job.

"U pompous jerk! She had stood up and was now pacing and ramballing on on with all thoughts of her being scared blown right out the window.

"stop!" he growled

"See there u go agian ordering around people like everyone is your personal slave. I knew u were gonna do something like this but u just couldn't try to be civilized...she hadn't noticed he had risen from his chair...

"shut up..."

" u ignorant stupid... i mean it wouldn't kill u but i should've known considring your heart is probably like block of ice and your inuyasha's brother so i can really see the resemblance...

That did it because she had turned around to find him in front eyes red and within a quick flash he had her by the throat and in the air.

"Now get this wrench u r lucky enough to live 5 minutes longer then almost any human that i have ever met and don't u ever compare me to that abomination. now u have two options u can do as i tell u or die because i don't care. so which one life or death." he growled barely above a whisper.

"Kagome looked at him with wide eyes pulling at his hands off her throat trying to grasp for air. it didn't help that his hands were starting to show a green sheen and starting to burn to emphisize the death factor

"life!" she choaked out.

With a quick jerk he let her go to fall to the floor and with a quick motion he left leaving her on the floor.

"hu... hu..." she began to gag while running her hands along her throat trying to soothe the bruise he'd given. wut am i going to do? she thought as tears began to form in her eyes. She collected herself and rushed out of the room and asked a servant to help her find her room and she closed her door and crawled on the bed and began to cry...

flash back

(after the battle with nuraku)

She looked in her palm to see the whole shikon jewel glowing pink and looked around the battle field ant the sight nothing but blood and boddies everywhere. She looked frantic everywhere to find her friends. Sango was alive with lots of wounds cluthing Kohakus lifeless body and a battered Miroku trying to comfort her while staring at his hand noting that the wind tunel is gone. Shippo was being comforted by Kilala who both shared cuts and minor wounds. She then noticed Sesshomaru leaving the battle feild. But he turned around to glance at the field and then at Kagome. They both shared a quick glance at each other and she swore she saw a flash of relief in his eyes. But like a ghost it was gone and so was he. Looking really the worst hes ever been and finnaly Inuyasha who had wounds everywhere and a hole pierced through his middle and was leaning on the tetseiga(help?)She rushed over forgetting about her condition, which wasn't good either, to help him.

"Inuasha u r injured! Are u ok? Can u move?"

"Feh its gonna take alot more then that to keep me down."

"U need help, we gotta clean your wounds and everybody elses so...

"I can take care of it, u need to help the others kagome

"But your ...

"Come on Kagome, do this for me." Then he looked down at kagomes hand to find the completed untainted jewel and sat down on the ground seeming to be in deep thought.

"Okay she looked back at him, try not to move and make your wounds worse okay."

He nodded and she went to help everyone she could...

... (2 days LATER at Kaede's)...

"Kagome would u come wit me for a bit"

"Yeah sure they began walking through the Inuyasha forest and stopped in front of the sacred tree.

"So wuts up Inuyasha?" she asked

"Well I was thinking about the jewel and about my life here so far and after alot of thinking...

(kagomes thoughts:ok this is weird but i think i know where this is going yay okay lets try to help him with the words okay )...

"I was thinking that i should stay u know half and half."

"Thats great inuyasha what about the jewel would u like to make a wish u deserve it"

" No I had alot of thought about this and decided u should make the wish but before u do i have a question."

"Yeah Inuyasha?"

"I was wondering since all this is over would u...

She looked in his eyes and knew what he was going to ask but knew do to his pride he most likely wouldn't say it so straight forward.

"Wait is this your way of asking me out?"

"If asking u out is a good thing then,... yes i quess." He said while looking confused at her strange choice of words.

"Oh Inuyasha!" She squealed and gave him a hug." I would love 2! Thank thank thank u!"

"Feh woman, stop getting all mushy on me okay." He said while smiling down at her and she looked up and relized how close thier faces were from one another. She could feel the magnetic pull he had on her. She inched closer and he claimed her lips in a heart stopping kiss. She felt the force behind it of longing and yet it had that light sensual feeling. She began putting all her love she felt for him and him doing the same into that kiss. Suddenly a soft glow showed from Kagomes neck as the shikon jewel began to fade. She looked at Inuyasha to find he was just as shocked and confused has she was. After a couple of seconds the shikon jewel was gone.

..end of flash

"Now look. All it took was a moment... to take away the things I cared about most." she whispered. 'Look wut has happened now. Me and my mouth. Why all I ever wanted to do was help people and to live life fully. Is that a crime? Seriously it has been nothing but back to back ups and downs but it seems i'm going on more downs then ups. I don't know wut to do with myself anymore.' She began to look down into her hands. And in minutes she began to cry.

...In the Gardens...

"Breathe" he thought...'her scent'... he tried to make it to the gates but stopped in his tracks...' if I leave without a notice it would cause a problem. but if i don't get away' he started to go through all his options when... I know...

"Katana" he growled

Immediately rushing to her lord. "Yes sir" She quickly noticed the state he was in with his dangerous eyes and his shallow breathing. 'Wut could have caused this.' She made sure to keep her mask in place.

"I need to take care of something that requires my surface so u r in charge, and tell Tenshi to respond to a note on my desk when he returns and to remove Lady Kagome from the room for a short time."

"Yes my lord" she bowed and watched him leap off pastthe gates into the forest.

"Kagome"

...Back at the palace...

Katana burst in Kagomes room through the balcony to find her sitting with red puffy eyes. She began looking at Katana with frighten eyes.

"Come on kagome, come with me."

"What?"

"Lets move, now!"

She picked up Kagome and ran towards the balcony and leapt off landing gracefully upon the ground. She then began to race into the forest. After what it seemed like minutes of running through the forest Katana began to feel Kagome falling asleep and finnaly she had came to a clearing. She laid Kagome agianst the tree and tried to figure out the situation.

"Wut happened?"

"I don't know ..."

Katana looked at Kagome no its not your fault okay u sit and try to relax okay. Wut happened for Lord Sesshomaru to loose control like that. She noticed marks on her throat he would never do this unless he was really going to kill her or for other reasons. She sniffed to see if there is anything there to put the pieces together. Wut shes... she sniffed agian and instead of jasmines and sweet pea she noticed there was a cinnamon scent to it. Shes in heat... that would explain his actions and her leaving the castle...but shes not even on that level...

"Wuts going on Katana?" She asked with sleepy eyes.

"Nothin u need to worry about, sleep and get some rest." Katana watched as the young maiden laid down to sleep agianst the tree.

poor girl... and she probably has no clue.

"Katana."

"Roku u r back?"

"Yeah." he said as he glanced down at the young maiden. "Whos she and wut r u doing?"

"I'll fill u in later but for right now i need u to go to the castle and tell Shiro to use one of her charms to nuetralize the scent in there and put a scent consealment spell on Kagomes quarters.

"Okay but r u alright? It is night and u know how u r." He winked

"Go do your job. She blushed and scorned

"Yeah wut ever." he began to put on a mischevous grin and replied... " and if u wanna bite me, pick my shoulder its a nice turn on spot."

She shook her head watching the young demon disapear into the night. "Pervert."

...later that night...

Katana landed on Kagome's balcony and began to tuck her in.

Afterwards she began to exit Kagomes room but before she left she glanced back watching Kagome turn on her side.

"who knows... maybe..."

She shook head and exited the room closing the door behind her.

Well there u go guys. Another chapter from yours truly. U r like oh u r such a bitch for not up dateing. who could blame u. Sorry so i would like to take this time for thank u's to people who stayed and encourage me to finish and to ALL my 63 updates, u rock.

. I stopped because of laziness. So feel free to write to me and tell me to get off my ass and update at here we go...

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