The
Whisperer
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-Chapter 56- Final-
Was
it real? Did what they see that day even happen? It had to be if
practically the whole world saw it. The beacons, arm-slaves, that
flying tower. All of it vanished. Rumors of alien activity, and
secret organizations spread. The pictures people had taken were real.
The images were still there. So why did everything disappear. After a
while no one spoke about. No one could explain it. Eventually
everyone forgot about it. Well everyone but one person. She sat
boringly watching the news. Her hair was a mess and she looked as if
she wasn't getting enough sleep. The reports about what had
happened ended a couple of days ago. Tessa had been upset with the
death of her brother, as well as Sousuke's. Mithril had of course
taken care of whatever Sousuke had missed before his last battle. The
young soldier was not given a big ceremony for his death. But they
had promised to bring Kaname on board to be there for his technical
funeral. None of her friends knew about it just that Sousuke was
away. As for herself she had a small collection of pictures of him in
her room, some of them had both of them together. She thought she
might get a cupboard for her living room to make a small sanctuary or
something. . It was all she could do for him. He would not want
anything fancy but she could probably get him a gravestone. He did
not care about leaving his mark on the world even if he had already
done so by accident. Kaname thought about the chances she missed with
him. She should have pushed more. She should have not have hesitated
so much. Kaname scolded herself after giving Sousuke that speech that
he died before they could… be intimate. She let the thought drift
not wanting to think of finding someone else or how her future would
be now.
"Why is my life always so hard?" A tear slid down her
cheek as she sat unhappily watching television. Pulling her legs to
her body she sat like that on the couch. She hadn't ever felt this
bad before. Not even when she thought of committing suicide. She was
stronger now. What a feeling to be brought upon her by such a strange
person that her heart wrenched.
"Jerk, stupid head…" Kaname
said pulling a pillow to her. "Moron, military misfit, baka!" She
screamed his insulting nick-names into the pillow as once again tears
unwanted began to flow. This hurt more than when she thought he had
died in France because this time she was certain he would not come
back, after all weeks was a long time to be gone. She was there
luckily able to spend a few more moments with him
"Sousuke…"
she whimpered his name as she soaked her pillow with tears. She was
getting tired of doing this. She wondered if her eyes would ever run
out. Yes she spent time trying to have fun and always made sure to go
on but she still had these moments. Today she hadn't even cleaned
herself up resulting in her disheveled appearance. She closed her
eyes tightly before opening them determination set. She was not going
to mope or weep anymore. He would be angry if she did. Instead she
would try to have a good day. It may have seemed cold or heartless
but she couldn't let herself fall into the pit she had long ago.
But what was there to do. She didn't even have school right now to
distract her. She could visit her friends but she didn't want to
end up giving them a story.
"Alright I'll figure something
out or cry myself to sleep again tonight." Kaname frowned at the
thought.
"I really am pathetic." She dragged her feet as she
headed for her room. She had a few preparations to make before she
could shower. Scrounging about her room looking for a certain set of
clothes and some other things she scolded herself once again for
letting such things slip. Just because the man she loved died didn't
mean she could become irresponsible. Searching under her bed a knock
came at her door. Surprised she hit her said trying to get out from
under the bed. She wondered who it could be as she angrily stomped
towards front door. Instead she was stopped at her bedroom door
bumping into something. She angrily stared at what it could have
been directly in her way only to find it wasn't a thing. Her eyes
widened as they traced the body up to the face. Once again tears
began to fill her eyes as they locked with the grey orbs in front of
her. As if making sure he was real she ran her hand along him even
making sure the scar on his cheek was a scar.
"Why are you
crying?" He asked his face taking on a confused
expression.
"Sousuke is it…"
"Affirmative."
"But…how?
I…we…that… day."
"Actually there is quite a…"
"Never
mind!" Kaname interrupted Sousuke, throwing herself onto him. He
lost balance but caught himself bringing his other foot back to
support the weight. Shifting he made it so that they stood while she
cried into his chest. Sousuke did not know what to say but stared
down at her softly as he felt her tears soak through his
shirt.
"Sousuke it's really you! I missed you so much." She
said as she pulled her face from his chest to look at him. She moved
slightly so she could stare at his face. "How did you survive?"
"As
I was trying to say before there is quite a long story behind
that."
"Really. Well can we talk about it later?"
"It's
not a problem. I have missed you a significant amount as well."
She smiled greatly her face beaming with delight. She opened her
eyes when she felt his fingers run across her cheeks. Opening her
eyes she saw he was wiping away her tears.
"Apparently I have
made you cry once again." He gave her a concerned look.
Tearing
up again she pressed close to him enjoying the feel from his body.
"Yes you did you jerk. How many times are you going to pretend to
die on me?"
Sousuke was confused but did not dare move her away
to ask. Instead he let his arms wrap around her holding her close. "I
am confused I did not pretend to die." He wasn't perfect. He
jumped slightly feeling a sharp pain at his chest. Looking down he
saw Kaname looking up at him the fabric from his shirt in her mouth.
"Did you just bite me Kaname?"
"Yeah so what of it?" She
said his shirt still clenched tightly between her teeth. He lowered
his eyelids realizing he could not do much. Suddenly he remembered
something. Moving his hands from around her he placed them on her
ribs. His fingers began to move causing her to release his shirt and
let out a breath.
"Ahh! Sousuke c'mon!" Kaname called
laughing. She moved back breaking free of him. He was not trying to
keep her there just cheer her up. He looked away placing his hand
behind his head.
"I have completed my mission. May I have
permission to return?" He looked at her from the side of his eye.
Kaname now stared at him confused. Finally she remembered the strange
promise she had made to him. "Yep even if you died." Kaname moved
forward embracing him again. This time though she looked at him.
Sousuke felt his cheeks become warm seeing the expression in her
eyes. The emotion, and longing in them drawing him in. He slowly
lowered himself coming close enough to feel her breath. Closing the
distance the kiss was soft more emotional than anything else. Kaname
was surprised when Sousuke deepened the kiss first. She made him wait
instead of giving him entrance. His tongue withdrew rather than
pushing Sousuke pulling back. "Uh. I apologize. I did not mean to…"
he was stopped by Kaname moving up to him kissing him again. This
time she accepted him.
The expression on his face was cute when
he was apologizing and he looked so embarrassed and guilty that she
had to fix it before he felt too bad. He had no idea how happy she
was to see him. After a couple of minutes he moved back. Kaname's
eyes fluttered open.
"What's wrong Sousuke?"
He looked
worried. His eyes were lowered and his frown deeper.
"C'mon
you can tell me."
"If you agree not to strike me I will
explain the situation."
"Sure no problem."
Taking a deep
breath Sousuke prepared himself.
"Chidori I enjoy kissing you
very much but you're mouth. It seems as though you have let your
care for your hygiene decrease. That is unhealthy and…"
"What!"
Instead of the harisen she reached for her bat. She was not so happy
to see him anymore.
"Chi-Chidori you said you would not strike
me." Sousuke moved back cautiously. A fear he had not felt recently
returning.
"That was before you said that. At least you aren't
making me break a promise." Bringing the bat around she prepared to
swing. Sousuke fell over the couch the bat just missing his face.
"Chidori please calm down."
"It's Kaname baka!" The
bat came down hard as Sousuke fell headfirst onto the ground. He
sweated profusely when he saw how the bat had just barely stopped
short of his groin being stopped by the back of the couch. Rolling
backwards he avoided her horizontal swipe with the bat. He was pinned
against the wall now. Kaname brought her bat up preparing for the
final strike.
"SOUSU…!"
This time she was stopped. In an
instant had moved forward his lips pressed against her his, right
hand on her lower back, his other on her upper back. Kaname began to
respond slowly lowering the bat then broke the kiss remembering his
words.
"Jerk! Why'd you kiss someone with smelly breath,
huh?"
Sousuke brought a hand up to remove her bangs from her
face. "I did not say it was smelly merely that you were not taking
care of yourself. I admit it was not as pleasant as usual but just
being able to kiss you was worth it. As for now I realized even more
how much I missed you. Surprisingly having you attack me gave me an
old feeling."
Kaname looked away her cheeks turning redder.
"Well anyway let me take care of my personal hygiene for you."
"Of course." Sousuke replied having no problem with the idea.
Kaname scowled at him. "Hmmphf!"
Walking to her room Kaname
turned to him. "Want to join me?"
"Negative. Not now
anyways." Kaname gawked in shock. He had answered as if it was a
casual question rather than his usual innocent blurt of 'uh' then
turning down the offer. Suddenly the thought of showering with him
reminded her of something.
"Sousuke aren't you… you know
those marks on your body. Are you still going to die?" She
swallowed worried with the answer. She did not want to sour his mood
or kill the mood of the reunion. He stared at her as serious as
usual.
"Negative that problem is taken care of." He said his
voice the usual monotone. It was a bit annoying the way he acted as
if nothing had happened. Nodding with a smile she headed to the
bathroom.
Sousuke walked into the kitchen while Kaname showered. It was relief to be back. The past few weeks had been hectic. The memories of his last moments before the seeming end came to mind. He looked through her fridge. Finding left over food he helped himself to it. He wouldn't normally do this but he hadn't eaten decently in quite a few days. He rested his elbows on the counter while he ate the small snack. He poured some water from the fridge generator into his a glass and down it in one drink before refilling it. He was glad this hadn't turned out he way you saw it in movies where it was long and filled with tears and sweet words. In fact it was almost opposite. He stared at his hand. He was going to be alright.
He was watching the news when Kaname had come out
of the shower. He was watching the few remaining reports on the
incident a few weeks ago. It was definitely a problem having so many
rumors about what had happened go around. It didn't matter now
though.
"Sousuke why don't you find something else to watch?"
Kaname said pushing some of her wet hair back. Honestly it was good
to come out of the shower and have him right there.
"I am just
checking up on the event. Though you are right it is insignificant."
He changed the channel flipping to a movie he had seen recently. He
turned around when something tapped his shoulder.
"Yes
Chidori?"
"You really like me hitting you don't you?"
"No
Kaname…"
"Good now go take a shower…"
"But… I
took one yesterday. My time for another shower is still…"
"One
day late. You're going to shower whether you like it or not. Even
if it means dragging you in there and cleaning you myself." Kaname
placed her hands on her hips and leaned towards him with her
authoritative expression.
"Yes ma'am." He stood up walking
past her and going straight into the bathroom. She watched him with a
frown. 'What happened to when he stuttered when I was like this?
He didn't even turn blush.' Kaname thought as she looked down
at her towel clad form.
Sousuke breathed heavily in the
bathroom. Not seeing Kaname had taken a great toll on his endurance.
He may have held off in front of her but once he was out of sight his
face had become a bit of a tint mostly to the strain against his
pants. He hadn't realized in how many ways he had missed her. He
struggled to get his clothes off. His swollen tool made it obvious he
was going to need a cold shower.
He examined himself in the
mirror. He was checking for scars and the marks Kaname had mentioned.
He was thankfully clear of the marks. He hadn't felt sick in a long
time now. He thought back to what he did as he stepped towards the
shower in the shower. Anything to get his mind off Kaname. Suddenly
the bathroom door opened. He turned around surprised. Kaname's
face had become a deep crimson. Sousuke's whole body turned red
from the bottom up.
"Chi-Chidori I can explain." Her eyes had
become fixated on a certain part of his anatomy.
"So you did
notice…" Kaname said looking away. "I was worried a moment."
Kaname looked away holding his clothes out. "Here's a set of your
clothes." Sousuke's eyes softened hearing what she had said
first. He nodded as he stepped forward to take them. He couldn't
help notice she was still in a towel. She probably hadn't expected
him to be still out of the shower. "Chidori…would you like to
join me?" He looked away the red on him couldn't become any
redder.
"Wh-What…?" Her head shot turning to him. Did he
really say what she thought he said? "Excuse me?"
"If you do
not wish too…it's not a problem."
"N-no it's not that…
it's just sudden." Kaname looked around a bit her eyes not
focusing anywhere. Suddenly she felt his hands come up to her face.
He pulled her close kissing her again. It was a soft decision making
kiss. He accepted immediately when Kaname deepened the kiss. He
pulled her in and closed the door behind her. He pulled back for some
air. "You will be exceptionally clean after another shower…"
"After
I get dirty again baka." She kissed him again before she let him
go. He held her hand as he led her into the shower. They turned the
water on. Sousuke did not want it cold. Soon the water was not he
only thing hot in the shower. "I love you…"
--
Their
breathing was labored as she lay atop him on her bed. He held her
tightly against him. They had gone from the bathroom to her bedroom.
Sousuke kissed her forehead as he breathed. Kaname looked up at him.
She enjoyed the expression on his face as they made love. She enjoyed
the expression he had now. Smiling she moved up and gave him another
kiss. Sousuke had more stamina then she heard men had. His experience
was tremendous for a first-timer. She had heard things about no
release for the woman the first time, and selfish men but Sousuke was
all but selfish. It had hurt like she heard but he was kind and
gentle then as well. She brought her hands up and began playing with
his hair. It had grown a good bit since last time she saw him. He
opened his eyes meeting her chocolate orbs. "I can't believe I
almost lost my chance at getting this close to you Kaname." He said
as his hand played through her hair. She moved up so she could
continue kissing him. Sousuke hands began to roam again causing
Kaname to moan and squeak pleasantly. "We're going to need
another shower..."
--
Sousuke sat rubbing Kaname's hair dry with a towel. They had taken a more or less successful shower, this time cleaning themselves and staying off each other. She smiled at the pleasant feeling of him drying her off. When he finished she gave him another kiss before grabbing the towel and leaving for her room. Sousuke stood up drying himself off.
After
getting dressed he stepped out to the living room to find Kaname
already in the kitchen making dinner. His stomach growled
uncontrollably not having had a real meal in a long time. Sousuke
walked into the kitchen he placed his hands around Kaname's hips.
"How long before dinner is ready?" He asked still standing about
an inch or two away.
"In a couple of hours." She laughed when
she heard his stomach growl again. "If we hadn't taken so long I
could have started sooner. Or if I had started it before we could
have done that while it was cooking."
"Negative I would not
have been able to wait. I am satisfied with my choice." She stopped
and turned around staring up at him. Their faces flushed slightly
before she moved up to kiss him again. His hands wrapped around her
waist. Suddenly a bubble of the food burst landing on his arm he
pulled back.
"I'm sorry just I was burned." He showed her
his hand. Kaname took it into her hands and brought it to her lips.
She slowly licked her hand across picking up the food and cleaning it
off. Sousuke stared surprised. When she noticed she released his hand
and turned around her face pink.
"I'm sorry. That was very
unlike me." She had her head down and went to stir again. Suddenly
she felt his lips press against the back of her head. "It's not a
problem. I am changing as well." He said before turning around and
heading towards the living room again. She smiled watching him walk
away.
"Dinner's
ready!" She called from the kitchen. Sousuke had just finished
setting up the table. He went into the kitchen to help her bring out
some of the food. "Wait Sousuke grab that first." He put down the
chicken and went to get the fish, while she carried side dishes. He
went back grabbing the chicken; she grabbed the pot with the main
dish. When they were finished Sousuke went to his seat. He was still
not an expert on manners or etiquette. She frowned at him for not
pulling her chair for her before a smile crept onto her face. At
least he hadn't changed. "You know Sousuke I used to wish you
were normal and like everyone else."
Sousuke waited for her to
serve him. He knew that much since she always served him or brought
the plate already with food. "I am well aware of that. I had the
bumps and bruises to prove it."
"I'm sorry. I regret it now.
If you had ended up like everyone else well then. I guess we wouldn't
be sitting here now would we."
"Negative. You would either
have no interest in me or I would be dead." He said seriously.
Kaname was about to frown at what he said but knew she shouldn't
feel bad at everything he said. To him that was just something he
said. She smiled and nodded agreeing with him. She began spreading
the food accordingly. Eventually she noticed an excess. "I think I
made too much…"
"It's not a problem. I am hungrier than
usual and we can have them for leftovers." He said staring at the
plates as she filled them with food.
"Right. Maybe we can have
a picnic tomorrow."
"That would be pleasant. We can invite
Tokiwa and the others."
"Not tomorrow. First it has to be just
the two of us." Sousuke stared at her confused; he spoke with his
mouth full. "I don't understand."
"You really are
clueless. You just got back. Don't you think we should spend some
time together."
"But we have spent a lot of time together
today."
Kaname glared at him whispering. "Hentai."
"Uh,
that sounds like an excellent plan Kaname. We will execute a picnic
tomorrow just the two of us."
"Great. And don't talk with
your mouth full."
Sousuke swallowed before answering. "Roger."
Dinner
had gone by rather quickly. Sousuke had eaten quickly and made sure
to show he was grateful for the food she had prepared. Now they sat
on the couch watching an action, love movie involving futuristic
ninjas. Kaname was happy just to be cuddled close against him on the
couch. She had convinced him to bring his feet up so she could lie
against him. "Sousuke, are you happy? I mean being here like this
with me?"
"I am always happy as long as I am with you Kaname."
Kaname smiled cuddling closer against him.
Sousuke sat
watching the last half hour of the movie. Kaname's head was rested
on his chest as he watched the movie. He was actually finding it to
be an interesting movie. It was long too. He was petting Kaname's
head unconsciously. He could feel her controlled breathing. He let
his eyes fall to her content face.
"I'm home…"
--
Mission Complete…
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AN: DO NOT READ IF YOU DON'T
WANT TO. I DON"T NEED COMPLAINTS ABOUT ANNOYING AUTHOR NOTES.
Cliché
end, sorry. I was going to go for the ending everyone hated but I had
other ideas that would involve a happy ending. Sorry it took so long
but I was taking an unofficial break from writing.
Now I'm
going to finish Yamanote Release. As requested I may do a prequel to
the Whisperer. I most likely will do that while writing other
stories. I don't think I'll do a long one again until I do a few
shorter ones. But I'll be looking forward to it then. As I said
this probably shouldn't have been my first but…
It's done.
Hopefully anymore stories I write will come out better. I have to
admit I'm disappointed at points with this but that's to be
expected. If you read this and hated it, good endurance. If you liked
it…I think pretty much the same thing. That's all I have to
report.
