Could Love Me
I glance upon your smiling face and I falter. Have I made a mistake?..Do I love you?..Can I love you? My heart begins to panic, my mind races... It is so easy to say I love you. But do I love you? I find myself unable to even mutter the word love in your presence, second-guessing when I think of how I feel...
Does this mean I don't love you? That I have made a mistake? But...Everytime I'm with you, I can't help but smile; if even just a little. Everytime I think of you, which is nearly every moment, I smile. You make me so happy, which is hard because of my emotions or lack thereof; I want to show more of them I do but I am afraid. Afraid of what they will do to me or to you, that terrifies me. To think what could happen to you because of me. Again, I can't decide, does this mean I love you?
What is love anyway? Am I ready for love? If I am, which? To give or to receive? Can I do both without doing something wrong? I ponder this; walking through life afraid is easy; we both should know, but to walk with you is an adventure... an uncertain adventure I'm not sure I can handle. I want to... but fear shouts at me to stop. I ask, how can I love if I doubt?
To hear your voice makes me melt, yet the shadow of doubt brings headaches. To feel you near me has my heart fluttering, but fear turns it to pain. I want to scream how I love you, and I've tried... uncertainty is the hand over my mouth... what will happen? Will you love me? Without a doubt? I cannot believe; maybe thats why I'm scared. I cannot believe someone could love me...but...
Alright welp there you go that is my first and hopefully not my last story.
If any of you are wondering who it is in this story I am trying to hint at Raven and Robin, i am so sry if it is not played out that way, gomen.
But anyway pls review, flames are welcome. But pls review thnks.