AN: Thanks to Cherrydrops12 for the suggestion of a sequel in Sara's POV, she suggested a song but I felt no inspiration, so to you Cherrydrops12, sorry 'bout the song though.

AN (take 2): The song is Melissa Etheridge's 'Don't You Need'. This is totally Sara's point of view, angst inside.

Don't You Need

I know you watch me. I can feel it but the thing is you don't know that I know. I just know that if you knew I know then you'd stop and I don't want that to happen.

I had a dream late last night

The water was running low

And my fields were on fire, burning my sky

My body was moving slow

And when I awoke I tasted the sweat of desire in my mouth

And I realized my heart had abducted my mind

And they were last seen headed south

Now I can't sleep I'm so wired

And I find myself screaming out

What she said. In the song. It's true, I dream of you and me, even when I'm with Gil. And when I wake next to him I feel like screaming or something.

Don't you need, don't you want

Can't you taste it when you're alone

Don't you cry, don't you feel

Sometimes I wonder if you are real

Don't you bleed

Don't you need

Damn, why did this have to happen to me? Why couldn't I be normal? Just like everybody else. Have normal relationships, one that doesn't include sleeping with your boss because you can't get to the one you really want.

There's no quenching the thirst there's no relief

For the hungry at heart

And as far as you're concerned I'm just a thief

Entertaining in the dark

But it's you that holds the cards

Now that the joker is wild

And that is exactly what you think isn't it Cath? That I'm just a thief. A thief that busted in here and took over Holly Gribbs spot on the team. Well guess what. I'm not, you are, you're the thief. You stole my heart!

Don't you need, don't you want

Can't you taste it when you're alone

Don't you cry, don't you feel

Sometimes I wonder if you are real

Don't you bleed

Don't you need

All of those times that you were sarcastic to me I didn't care, I loved it. I loved every second of it because it showed your passion, your spirit. Those very two things are what drew me to you.

Don't you want to lay it down

And feel your skin against the ground

Don't you want to ride the storm

And then sleep inside the calm

Don't you want to get that high

Don't you want to be satisfied

Well if you don't want it from me

Don't you need

Right now we're sitting here in the break room and your watching me I know you are. All I want to do now is reach across the table and slap you and yell at you. Don't you need me Catherine? Don't you want me and if you do why the hell don't you just say so?

I had a dream late last night

The water was running low

And my fields were on fire burning my sky

How was I to know

That I burn every night in my dreams

And only morning can set me free

If you need me, surely I must need someone, and that someone must be someone that brings out my spirit my passion, the way I bring out yours. That person sure ain't Grissom. God Catherine don't you need?