1. Awkward moments
I wish I didn't know how I feel. To me I swear my feelings betray me. I feel things I don't want. Such as friends... I feel as if I can't trust them and they plot against me. I don't want to feel that way. When I want to cry about it... I don't. When I want to love someone... I can't. I thought I loved Rinoa but since my world got destroyed... I don't worry about her. I say to myself it's because I know she is tough, But I know I am only kidding myself and that I don't actually care. So I lock myself away from everybody. Even my closest friends can't break me apart.
" Hey... Leon, you're dosing off again... what's wrong?" A girl named Yuffie asks me. " I'm.. Fine.." I say of course with no hint of emotion anywhere. " Oh you liar! I swear you will be a loveless bastard that yells at people saying they are stupid! JUST KIDDING! Ha ha you know I am right?" Yuffie said with a cheeky grin. " sure..." I said with a small fake smile. " hee he good!" Yuffie exclaims as she clung onto my neck.
The doors of my dorm burst open. " HEY GUYS! I have a surprise to show you! It's my bestest friend! " Sora greeted. I just look for the kid that should come in after him. As the stranger walks in he immediately set his gaze on me. " This is Riku! You know? The one a talk about a lot!" Sora said happily. " Nice to meet You Riku!" Yuffie greeted. " Uh... what is Yuffie doing here Leon?" Sora asked with a nervous grin.
" She teleported here to tell me unimportant shit..." I said as I got up to get the annoying girl out. " Heyyyyyyy!" Yuffie whined before she got the door shut in her face. " Uh... What's wrong now Leon?" Sora asked sitting beside me on the my bed. " Nothing Sora. I'm alright, just stressed about the summer jobs..." I said as I looked at the newspaper on my desk. Of course that was a lie, but it's a truthful lie. I WAS stressed about getting a summer job... but yet... it's not it.
" Liar"
My ears perked up to the voice. That's... that was a nice voice... " Excuse me?"
" You're Lying... I see it in your eyes."
" I'm being serious, you brat. Who are you to tell I am lying or not anyways?" I say getting a little pissed. What was he coming up with anyways? He can't come waltzing in here saying I am lying or not. " I'm just saying... it's like how I looked when I lied to Sora before... Lucky he got me to tell the truth..." Riku said as he flopped down on my bed. " Really now? Hey Sora... can me and Riku? Be left alone?" I say almost forgetting the kid's name. Sora looked confused but nodded.
As the door clicked Riku just turned and stared at me with those brilliant jade green eyes. " Look kid I don't see why you consider me as a liar but all I know is, is that you should keep comments like that to yourself. It can REALLY piss someone off," I explain fluently. Riku just shrugged. " You just had the pained look Sora always said I had. Just so you know Sora told me everyone worries about you. Even I'm beginning to worry, and I barely even met you. That's how bad you are acting and I rather suggest you tell me what's wrong if you ask to see me alone again." Riku said and got up to leave. As Riku's hand touched the door I darted towards him and held his hand in place. What the hell am I doing? Is my emotions and body betraying me AGAIN? " Hold on Riku... I don't know what is wrong with me... but my body is telling me to not let you go and tell you everything."I tell him. Riku only smiled. " Maybe... maybe someday else. I have to get back to Sora." He says as he opened the door and he left.
For some reason I felt water down my cheeks. I thought something as leaking but I noticed... I had tears. I was crying? Why The Hell Am I Crying! I just got pissed at myself and flopped down on my bed. " Oh well... I don't care" I muttered as I cried freely on my bed.
I woke up suddenly to hear.. Whispers? I rose my head up to see who's doing it. " Who... ugh... crap... Who's that?" I asked trying to get the blur out of my eyes. " AH HE'S AWAKE!" I heard someone yell. " Goddamn it, if you don't tell em who you are I'll slice your breast or balls off..." I simply stated. It's to early to yell. " Oh Leon... It's just me... ha ha ha... I was planning to jump and surprise you!" a faint girly voice said. " Yuffie... if you do not let me sleep...
" If I don't you'll do what? Set a dog off to run after me?" Yuffie suggested. " Umph... that's a good idea I said as I supported myself on my shoulders. " What do you want?" I asked rather... gruffly. " Oh.. Ha ha ... um.. Well... Sora and his bestest friend, Riku wanted to know if you wanted to go to the Destiny's Club with them..." Yuffie read out from a messy index card. " Huh? Oh... Who?" I asked still in a sleepy daze. " RIKKKKUUUU ANNNNDDDD SSSOORRRAAAA!" Yuffie yelled. " ok you brat... damn... ugh ok... I'll get my ass up... but why early in the morning?" I asked as I got up and scratched my ass. " HA HA HA! Early in the morning? It's only 9:00 p.m.! You silly bugger you!" Yuffie said as she slapped me quite hard on the back. " I prefer you are the bugger... annoying brat..." I said as I grabbed a towel a few clothes and was about to enter the bathroom till...
" YOU ARE NOT GOING TO WHERE THAT TO THE CLUB!" I heard Yuffie yelled. " You are in a fuckin boy's dorm, you transvestite," I said coldly. " UGH! Well you are going to go shopping! It's only... 9:02! MY shop is open for your goods!" Yuffie happily said as she dragged me to the bathroom. She threw me in a tub filled with water. Why is it filled? Well... that I don't know... She continued to wash me till my hair was practically scrubbed bald...
" There we go! NOW! Let's go to my shop of newly updated trends and sexy hair styles!" Yuffie happily said as she twirled around and did "sexy" I guess you can call it poses. " Whatever..."
Yuffie grabbed my hand and we teleported to her shop. " Ok I got the perfect outfit for you sexy boy!" Yuffie smiled as she quickly grabbed clothes. " Um.. I am supposed to wear these... well they aren't half bad..." I said to myself as I looked at the clothes she placed in my hands. " TRY THEM ON!" Yuffie said with a maniac cartoon looking grin. " Ok.. Psycho woman..." I said as I walked in a room.
When can I actually be happy with what I get... I mean after all I might get these clothes half off... But I wish I can actually show what I really feel... I guess I am used to my masquerade. Showing what I don't want. I guess I shouldn't have hid it from her.. My Rinoa... ugh... what the hell? I look down at the pants. " These are to fucking TIGHT..." I heard myself yell frustratingly. " THEY ARE SUPPOSED TO BE! SO IT CAN FIT ON THAT BUTTOCKS OF YOURS!" Yuffie happily yelled. " Ugh..." I grunted as I pulled the pants up to my waist. " Are you serious? Low-rise leather black jeans? I can't wear anything if I have low-rise cause I am NOT about to wear my boxers so...NO! I AM NOT WALKING IN PANTS BARE-ASSED!" I yelled furiously towards Yuffie. I looked at the bottom of my dressing room. A pair of hands? It headed towards my pants. " NO! DON'T TAKE MY... pants..." I said. To late... the little bitch took my pants! " FINE YUFFIE! I'LL WEAR THESE PANTS!" I whined loudly. Something I don't usually do... I fastened it with a belt well decorated. I put on the tight midnight blue shirt. I walked out of the room. I heard a whistle. " Yuffie... the last time I checked I wasn't at a male stripping club..." I said as I grabbed the camera from her hands.
" Well time for your hair mister!" Yuffie said as she plopped me on a chair. " What's wrong with my hair now? You almost scrubbed it off... now you're gonna fiddle with it?" I asked madly. " OF COURSE! The hair reflects your appearance!" Yuffie said as she combed lightly through my hair. I admit... it's comfortable... and it's my weak spot... " Yu... Yuffie... can you just... get on with it..." I slightly moaned. " hee hee hee Does Leon like it?" Yuffie happily said. I just smacked her on the side of the head. " ow... fine fine fine..." Yuffie said as she put my hair back in a ponytail. " Hm... thanks..." I said as I looked at myself. I gotta admit. Yuffie did a good job!
" The last touch... Here you go!" Yuffie said as she batted lip gloss on my lips and put leather wrist bands on each of my wrists. " Lip gloss? I am not gay!" I said as I was about to wipe it off. I looked in the mirror... " Hm.. Never mind... it's your work and I don't want you hurling chairs at me..." I said not looking at Yuffie. " Oh..." Yuffie said as she placed a chair back down. " Well I already called Sora and Riku so I don't want you to die before you go to the club! Hm.. Should I go?" Yuffie asked. " Well we can use an excitement..." I said as I patted her shoulder and smirked at her. " OK!" Yuffie rushed and got clothes on. " How do I look?" Yuffie said sweetly as she twirled around. " The most girliest that I ever saw!" I said laughing.
She had a little lip gloss on and eyeliner. Her hair had small half pigtails. She wore a white shirt, a black thin vest, a frilled black skirt with laces at the end, laced socks that stop right above her knees, and black zipped boots that stop below her knees. " Hmph... whatever... I can be girlier for you if that's what you want!" Yuffie offered. " I don't care..." I said as I walked out the doors of her store. " Ugh... I'll go get my stuff and we'll wait at the park..." Yuffie said from inside. The park? Why the park?
" Hey... Yuffie... why the park?" I asked a while after we left. " Well.. I told them we'd be there!" Yuffie said with a blush. " Why re you blushing?" I asked confused. " No... NOTHING!" she laughed nervously and slapped my back. Oh and to fill in the info about us meeting... we met when we were what like... 4 or 5 and we've been friends since... of course I met her other friends... but she was my first friend... When I went to work in Balamb Gardens... we kind of lost contact... That's where I first met Rinoa and I TOTALLY forgot about Yuffie... and all her other friends... but once my place got destroyed... I met with Yuffie again and I never saw Rinoa... ever again...
" Uh.. Leon... You're spacing out againnnnn.." Yuffie said waving a hand in my face. " Oh.. Sorry..." I said. " SORRY? Since when was the last time you said sorry to me?" Yuffie asked. " I dunno.. I was thinking of the time when we first met...how old were we... 4 or 5?" I asked without looking at her. " How much of a loser are you? 7 you silly person! Ha ha ha Kidding yea we were 5... we were inseparable... until we got much older and you went to work in that one place... Balamb Gardens... Ugh...things got boring... Vincent got more boring than he already was... Cloud kept hanging with Aeris, Cid kept telling me to settle down, and Barret asked if I wanted to play cards... it was stupid without you there..." Yuffie said with blush. It's the blush again! Why is she blushing?
" Why are you blushing? What are you keeping from me?" I asked stopping. " Um.. Well I guess it's now or never... I... well I liked you for a long... LONG time... And I never have the guts to tell you..." Yuffie said now looking at the ground. " oh... ok" I said and I continued to walk. Yuffie looked up and started to follow I guess cause she was with me in seconds. " Uh... is ok all you are going to say?" Yuffie asked. " Uh.. Do you want me to say I feel?" I asked dumbly. All she did was nod. " I feel great to know someone does like me... but... I want to love and plus... for some reason... I am not the least affected..." I said. It all just came out... I didn't know I said it but it did.
" Oh.. Ok... well we're almost there... hurry..." Yuffie said as she grabbed my hand and rushed me. Oh just so you know I was wearing dark brown buckle up boots so it kinda hurt to run. When we arrived to the place... we saw a car waiting. " What took yall so long?" a heard a voice call. It was Sora... " Sorry guys! We had to get ready!" Yuffie called. " Yuffie? You're coming to? YAY! More people!" Sora cheered hanging out of the window. " Yep!" Yuffie cheered too. Once we caught up to the car we saw a girl with scarlet hair. " Oh! This is Kairi!" Sora said.
" Well... let's get going..." I heard the deep sensual voice of Riku say... Yuffie happily opened the door and sat in the middle. I just sat in the passenger seat no one seemed to have cared to sit in. Riku smiled. " Nice of you to agree to come," Riku said as he stepped on the pedal.
(A/N: this story isn't some drabble I made! It's a real story! Lol Well I hope you enjoyed this chapter! Please Review! I haven't gotten one in ages! Well until next time! SeeYa!)