4. Forgive me

Well... technically it's been four months since we have been "together". You know Riku and I? Leon? Yea... but... what's weird is that we haven't done IT... Anyways Yuffie actually found a boy-friend and she is saying she wants to get married. -- She is only like what 19 or 20? To me I'd prefer either.. 25 or higher...

" Heyyyy! Leon! You have to shave that stubbleee!" Yuffie screamed at me. What? A stubble? Well I am a full grown man anyways! It's natural... " Yuffie... it's natural I am a full grown man"

" and as stubborn as a kid! Unless you want me to shave it!" Yuffie said as she took out an old fashion razor. " No I'd rather stay alive..." I muttered. " I have to pick up Riku now..." I said as I got out of my dorm. ((a/n: I am a young girl here and haven't been in college yet... so I dunno what year this kid Leon is in! He's 24! And in school! So yea... he's in college... )) I took my car keys out of my pockets and I rushed to Riku's dorm. Room 234 I think...

I reached the door and there I heard... noises... " Ri... RIKU?" I shouted. " L...L...Leon? LEON! HELP ME!" I heard Riku yell. " I'm coming!" I said as I kicked the door non-stop. " Please! Leon Hurry!"

HOW THE HELL CAN I OPEN THIS? I turned the nob finally and it turned. Damn it... WHOA!

"Riku!" I yelled. What I saw really got my blood boiling and a little aroused but MOSTLY BOILING. " L...Le...Leo...leonn..." Riku whispered. Whoa... Riku was handcuffed to the headboard. He was crying... someone was raping him and I stood there being in shock... that won't help him... " GET OFF OF HIM!" I screamed. Riku's screams stopped. " Leon..." he whispered and I am pretty sure passed out. I looked demonically at the rapist.

A smiling Xigbar looking at me. " You fucking bastard... I'll fucking kill you!" I yelled. I lunged toward him. I lost control. Total control. I punched with all my strength to his face, his stomach, his back. I kicked him in between the legs and the stomach. I grabbed his head and smashed it to the ground. I guess Riku woke up. I heard his voice telling me to stop I felt hands trying to pull my shoulders. I finally punched the person and resumed punching at Xigbar. Then I felt something contact my head and it knocked me out.

I woke up hearing sounds of crickets. " Ugh... Wh...what happened?" I thought I said to myself. " You almost killed Xigbar." I heard a female voice say. " Ugh... Tifa?" I moaned. " Don't try getting up... You got hit in the head with a chair... I don't think you should get up... it's 10:00 p.m. so... you should get your rest." I heard her say. " Oh... wh... where's Riku?" I asked.

" He's at a REAL hospital... You punched him when he tried to pry you off of Xigbar... he says he understood why you did it but he felt bad he couldn't stop you..." Tifa said grabbing my hand and squeezing it. I felt tears again... running down my face. " W... how much did I hurt him?" I asked not wanting to hear it. " You broke his nose..." Tifa said touching her nose as if she felt pain.

" Oh.. God... I feel so... oh god..." I muttered continuously. " Don't worry... we are going to Arrest Xigbar once he recovers from the damage you put on him..." Tifa said kissing me on my head, " just.. Get your rest..." I nodded and fell to sleep with my tears still falling.

The next morning I took nasty ass medicine that said it would cure my head but it's only making it feel worse... not to mention making my stomach hurt. " I... I have to see Riku..." I said to myself. The door of the school clinic opened up. " Um... hello?" I asked not seeing who was there.

" HI!"

" OH GOD!" I screamed as Yuffie popped right out of no where in my face. " god damn it woman! Why can't you be a fucking normal person and walk in like them!" I yelled.

" keep it down Mr. Hot-shot!" Yuffie said covering her ears. " So? Why are you here? Here to just annoy me or give me a hug?" I asked rolling my eyes. " HUG YOU!" she shouted. I didn't really mean it but oh well.. " Thanks... Um.. Have you visited Riku?" I asked. " OH! Yea... his nose is a little purple..." she said pinching her nose and crossing her eyes. " whatever... at least he's ok right?" I asked. She just nodded in return. I knew I sighed of relief.

" Y... you really love him don't you?" Yuffie asked sitting by me. " Er... uh... yea.. But..."

" My boy-friend broke up with me today... he said I was joking around to much and that he sometimes feel scared to be alone without me popping up to scare him..." she said in a very sad tone. " Well..."

" I want someone to accept me for who I am and not how I look... I know I am cute to some eyes or guys think I am just a piece of ass... but... sniff I really want to be accepted!" Yuffie cried. " Oh.. Yuffie... you know If I was straight I would've accepted you for you... even if it is annoying..." I said putting sitting up and wrapping my arms around her. " OH LEON! Thank you!" Yuffie said as she hugged me. " Why would he break up with you for that anyways... He should know you are going to do that in the first place!" I stated rubbing her head. " I... I don't know but it really hurt when he said that... I said I would change... but I was scared cause I know... it's going to be hard and if I don't do it in time.. He might've officially left... and yet... I was sooo happy with him..." she said as she hugged me tighter.

I heard the door open again. " Oh... Hey.. Yuffie..." I heard. " Oh.. Hey Yuffie it's your ex!" I whispered in her ear. " WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE, DEMYX!" she yelled as she started pushing him out. " I WAS GOING TO GET A BANDAGED!" he yelled back. She just jumped and kicked him in the stomach. " don't be such a pussy! Tough up the paper cut like a fucking man!" Yuffie yelled in his ear. Yuffie grabbed a box of bandages and threw bandages at Demyx. " THAT'S NOT ENOUGH BANDAGES TO FIX MY HEART YOU BROKE! NOT ANY OF THE 200 BANDAGES WILL HELP!" Yuffie yelled. I just sighed a bit annoyed. She kept throwing them at him causing both of them to exit the clinic.

I just sighed a tiresome sigh. " Um.. Ok... Leon? Well... you are free to go ok?" I heard a nurse say. " Um.. Thanks..." I said as I got up. I noticed I was in a clinic robe. " um... excuse me, Miss? Where are my clothes?" I asked turning to the nurse who just informed me of my release. I knew she got an eyeful of me... " They are in that cabinet over there..." she whispered as she headed to the cabinet, took keys out, and opened it.

As I dressed I kept thinking of Riku. " Hm.. What hospital is he in? I guess I have to call Yuffie"

I got everything on and headed out of the door quick. I got my cell phone out and quick dialed Yuffie.

" HELLL-o?"

" hey what hospital and what room is Riku in?"

" he's at the hospital that is near our school... and find out his room by your self! NAH! Beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep"

" DAMN IT!"

I ran to the nearest hospital to our school. " Um.. Hello sir... is there a Riku here?" I asked breathless. " Oh.. Yes... but in order to see him, what is your relationship to this guy?" the doctor asked. " I'm his boy-friend..." I said not caring if he spat at me and told me to go to homo-hell. " um... right this way sir..." he said as he dragged me to a room. I saw through a window he was doing ok... he was reading to a little kid. How cute...

I walked in and stood up front of a purple-nosed boy-friend... " R... Riku! I am so sorry... I am sorry I didn't mean to hit you! I lost control... I was so mad that he touched you the way I have never done to you... I... I seriously lost it... I'm sorry..." I said as I hugged him tightly. " It's... it's alright... " Riku said hugging me back. " I... what! you'll forgive me that quick?" I asked shocked. " What do you want me to do? Slap you and say I hate you! Well... sorry but I love you a lot... and... I didn't make a move because I was waiting for you..." Riku said hugging me tighter.

" Are you ready to get out of this hospital?" I asked him. I heard the doctor behind me. " well you are free to go, Riku... just be careful..." he said giving him his clothes.

" Well... Leon... where do you wanna go now since we don't have to go to classes for 3 weeks?" Riku asked me still holding on to me. Just then soft poke was felt on my arm. " Um... Mister... Are you WeeKoo's boy-fwend?" the little kid asked. " Um... well... yes..." I said hesitating on whether I should tell him or not... " I tink that is vewy nice... I like happily ending..." the kid said sitting on his bed that was next to Riku's. I smiled... but I hated kids to tell the truth... they bother me but this kid... he's cool. " If you don't mind me asking little one... but... what are you in here for?" I asked ducking to his height. " I am in here for my booty to heal..." the boy said with a cute adorable face.

" ... what do you mean? What happened to your little butt?" I asked with an amused tone. " A guy took me away to his big huge place! It was pweety... I don't know why he took me but he offered me some candy when I weave fwom his howse... so I agreed and I went with him without my mommy knowing... we were at a story by tha way... So he took me to his pweety castle... once he got in he told me to go to his room while he takes a shower. When he came out he took my clothey off... I don't know why... my mommy does it to me when we take a bath but then he took the towel he wore and swipped it down to show something REALLY BIG! He told me to lick it like a lollipop so I did but it tasted BAD... when I said I didn't want it he took my head and just shove it in... it felt bad... so then he twisted me over and I think he put that same thing in my booty... it hurt so bad... it felt like something ripping my booty open... it hurt really bad..." the kid said looking at a lollipop then licking it.

" Oh my god..." I whispered... heartless bastard fucking a child this young! what is up with the fuckin world now a days!

" How old are you?" I asked taking the kid's hand. " I'm 4 years old... I heard what the doctors said about the thing he did to me... they called it... um... I think it was called rape..." the younger boy said. This kid has no idea what that really meant... poor kid...

" Well I hope you get better!" I said a little too cheerful. I just looked up at Riku and he smiled at me... " Let's go... sheesh..." I muttered as I just grabbed his hand.

" Hey... Leon... sorry... for not letting you... do me... I know it's what you want it's in your eyes... but I sm grateful that you wait... I am glad that you are willing to wait for me... I love you..." Riku said as he kissed me... for some reason it seemed different...

" I love you too... and even if it kills me I'll wait for ever for you..." I said and took his hand and kissed it. " ha ha what now are you prince charming?" Riku asked ruffling my hair. I hate it when people touch my hair... but Riku I hate it when he does THAT! I like it when he massages my head... it's good... feels nice. " What are you thinking about?" Riku asked me with his brilliant jade jeweled eyes connecting to my dreadful dead grey ones. " You... know how I hate it when you ruffle my hair... but love it when you runs your delicate fingers through it..." I stated as we finally reached my car.

" so you are saying that my hands are delicate? A WOMAN'S HAND? You meanie!" Riku said with his little pouty face. " shut up... I won't fall for it..." I said as I turned on the car and sped off. " Hey... Leon... make love to me when we get In your dorm..." Riku said not looking at me. WHAT! HE SAID HE WANTED...to... do... THAT... oh my gosh... " Um... Are you sure? I mean... I don't mind waiting... I'm ok.. Really..." I said looking at him time to time trying to focus on the road. " I don't care... I want you... I feel dirty since someone else made love to me other than the one I love... I wanna suck you off..." Riku whispered in my ear. I suddenly stopped the car. Luckily no one was behind us! Jeez... " YOU WERE TELLING ME HOW MUCH YOU DON'T WANT TO NOW YOU ARE SAYING YOU WANNA SUCK ME OFF?" I yelled with a mad expression. I knew I was happy... I sounded mad... But my body made me smile. Riku laughed. " oh love... I Love you so much... I just want you..."

" You want me to what?" I finally said playing in his game as I continued to drive. " I want you inside of me... deep inside me.. I want you to ram into my ass... nothing to prepare me.. I want YOU to give me the pain and pleasure... I want you to hurt me like I'm bad..." Riku whispered into my ears. Who would've thought... this angel is a dirty one... " I'll dress up even... I'll borrow Yuffie's uniform... would you like that?" Riku whispered in my ear as he licked the lobe.

I felt it... the very uncomfy tightening in my pants... it's... there... oh god... I kind of sped up from my excitement. Riku chuckled. " I am a dirty boy aren't I?" Riku whispered again. " Are you trying to torture me? Are you just going to refuse to let me fuck you? If you are I swear I'll force you to have it with me. You don't know how bad I am right now!" I said as I pointed at my crotch. " Oh.. No baby... not this time... I mean it and it's killing me too..." Riku said as he guided my hand to his hardened member. " Oh... good..." I said as I sped faster.

I opened the door to my dorm. " Well... Should I go and ask Yuffie now?" Riku asked rubbing my clothed chest. " Mmmm.. Maybe you should... it's not everyday you see a very sexy hot male in a girl's uniform..." I said kissing him in the process. I know this must be sick... wanting a man I first love on the second day I laid eyes on him... not even... anywayz it must be sick wanting a male to dress up like a girl... but he's an exception... his hair is longish and silver... he has a tough lean body... his fingers are as radiant as a womans... I heard a knock on my bathroom door luckily I had on right? Anywayz I heard it... someone's in there... or then Yuffie might have teleported him here... I got up and opened the door.

I saw him and it made my crotch go amazingly excited. He was standing there. One leg on the closed toilet seat. He had Yuffie's uniform. His skirt rode up to his waist with his leg like that. He had heels on even! His top part though... was slightly unbuttoned. The scarf flappy thingy wasn't there. His hair fell over his face and shoulders. He looked BEAUTIFUL. Stunning really. I walked over to him without realizing it. " Oh... Dear Mr. Leonhart... I am sorry... but I got a bad grade on my test... I need a punishment..." Riku whispered in my ear as he wrapped his leg around my waist.

(A/n: HA HA HAHA HA I ended it right there... I am evil aren't I? Hee hee hee hee hee hee heee... I am EVIL! Very evil... bwa ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha! Anywayz please review my story! I am desperate it makes me sad not to see anyone reviewing... anywayz until next time!)