11. My Realization

" Hey Riku... Why... Why don't you think your jacket was damaged?" I asked finally curious about it once I was sitting on my couch sipping on the Vanilla coffee I saved just for this moment. " I don't know... Nothing touched it... everything under it though... were hurt badly..." Riku said blowing out steam from his mug of chocolate milk. " Maybe... Maybe it's the feather..." I whispered to myself. " What?" I snapped out of my thoughts. " Oh... no nothing... Hey I want you to meet someone when we go to work tomorrow..." I said taking another sip just looking at my gorgeous alive boyfriend.

" Oh, what's their name?"

" Yazoo... he goes to a different school than us..."

" How long have you known each other... probably like... 2 in a half months..."

" Oh, ok..."

We sat side by side sipping our drinks taking all the time we missed in the world. He turns to look at me with his wonderful jade eyes. " Hm... I love you, Leon..." he said laying his head on my arm. " I love you too..." I said putting my arm around him making his head fall to my chest. " How about it? Up to a little fun?" Riku smiled behind closed lids. " Ha ha ah, sure... Why not?" I said picking him up and bringing him to my room.

A Few hours later...

" Hey, Hurry and shower up so we can go out!" Riku shouted from my bathroom. I was still laying on my bed. " Mmmm... Ok... Pick out my clothes I am to lazy!" I groaned. Riku finally finished in the bathroom and I got in after him taking a shower and washing my face. I walked out of my bathroom and found my clothes neatly laying on my fixed bed. " Hm... ok..." I mumbled before taking my clothes and putting them on.

" Thanks for the outfit..." I said heading to my small kitchen. I took a bottle of water out of my fridge and drank the whole thing. " Your Welcome..." Riku said. I heard a beep and looked over to Riku. " Someone was on your phone?" I asked coming up to him. " Oh, yea...My doctor... He told me not to move around to much..." he said scooting over for me to get some room to sit. "... So... when are we supposed to go?" I asked looking at my watch that Yuffie finally gave back. " Um... Probably in about... 20 minutes..." Riku said laying his head back. " Mmm... ok..." I said as I headed down to kiss his exposed neck. Before I went there though Riku grabbed my head. " I don't want a hickey before we go out!" Riku said smacking my forehead.

I fell back drastically with blood coming from my mouth. " I didn't hit you anywhere to make your blood come from your mouth, you loser!" Riku laughed scruffling my hair. I just got up with a very playful smile. " But it adds on to drama doesn't it! Ha ha" I laughed along. After a few minutes with our little jokes a ring came from the door. " Oh It must be Yuffie now!" Riku cheered straightening out his green denim baggy jeans and black silk shirt. " Hm... you look really good..." I mumbled looking at what I was wearing... " These are the clothes Yuffie let me have when I admitted I loved Riku..." I said to myself. No wonder my ass seems like they are being squeezed like a lemon in squeezer. I feel for you lemons... poor things...

" Leon! Come on you laggard!" Yuffie screamed happily.

After a while was spent in the car I got bored. " Where are we going?" I asked looking out my window. " OH! We are going to a restaurant then to a club... DESTINY'S CLUB! You remember that place don't cha? Don't cha? DOOOOON'TTT CHAAA!" Yuffie happily screamed beside me. " You brat I am just 6 inches away from you! STOP YELLING!" I yelled back. " Jeez... talk about crabby!" Yuffie said crossing her arms and not looking at me. I just rolled my eyes and looked out my window again.

" We're here..." Riku announced as he parked. " good... I'm STARVING!" I yelled, once out of the car. " Ok We are at the Italian Cuisine!" Yuffie stated happily. " You idiot this is my old job!" I yelled. " Oh? HM... ok!" she happily said skipping to the doors. " It's ok Leon... Some people might be happy to see you!" Riku smiled pushing me forward. " Eh... sure..." I mumbled.

Once we entered we waited to be seated. " Right this way Ma'am... Sirs!" the waitress ordered as she guided us to our table. I kinda noticed she looked at Yuffie quite... um... well... needy-ish.

" Um... Hey excuse me?" I called to the waitress. " Oh... Yes Sir?" the girl said looking as nice as she tried. " Are you... um... well...a... Lesbian?" I asked kinda embarrassed cause what if she said no and slapped me like Riku did before...? " OH! Y... You noticed?" she asked in a blush. " You were eyeing my friend there..." I said letting out a breath of relief. " Oh.. Well... ha ha... eh... why not? She's cute... right?" she asked. " ha ha Yea.. Don't worry... you don't have a bad taste in girls, but then again I am a guy lover so you aren't alone here..." I said smiling. " OH! Brilliant!" The girl cheered. Well let me get back at you ok? Maybe you can tell me things about this girl here..." the waitress happily said.

" Hm... What was that about?" Yuffie wondered looking at her nicely designed menu. " HEY! How come we get cruddy menus and you have a queens menu!" Riku whined clinging on to my arm. " HA HA HA! Because I am special! BOW DOWN TO ME!" Yuffie happily yelled. " Um.. Can you keep it quiet! From what I remembered my boss didn't like loud noise! I don't think he can just change in a few months..." I said punching Yuffie's arm. " Owie! Why are you so mean to the queen!" Yuffie whined. Before I could answer with a smart remark the waitress came back.

" Are you ready to order?" she asked trying to take out her notepad but dropping it. For some ODD REASON it landed by Yuffie's foot. " Oh! I'lllll geeettttt ittttt!" Yuffie said in a sing-song voice. " Um... NO! Ehh Allow me! You don't have to be so kind..." she mumbled out. " Ha ha! Don't be silly it's near me anyways!" Yuffie cheered. She bent down and reached for the pad. " Um... It's all fine and dandy! Here you go, beautiful! Ha ha" Yuffie happily said. " Eh... Excuse me?" the girl blushed. " Ha ha ha nothing! Anyways... I'll have... the ehhh... Seafood salad! Make it quick too! Sheesh.. Last time I was here nothing came!" Yuffie said pointing her finger at the girl and making a heart pounding look. " ehhhhhh... O... ok... and you two?" the girl panicked looking away before she had a nose bleed. " Um... I'll have four cheese pizza... both of us are having that..." Riku said pointing to me and himself. " Um... Ok... OH and here sir!" she said giving me a slip. " OH! WHAT IS IT LEO-KUN!" Yuffie asked trying to snatch the paper. " GET AWAY!" I yelled using one hand to keep my paper away from her and one pushing her back by her chest ((a/n: not her boob area! Right above that!)

Yuffie finally climbed on the table and snatched it. " OH! What is this! A phone number?" Yuffie said in fake shocked voice. " Yea! Guess what? THERE'S A REASON WHY AND I AM NOT GONNA TELL YOU!" I yelled sticking my tongue out at her. Yuffie just sat back in her chair with a pouty look.

Yuffie stayed quiet waiting for the food to come while I talked to Riku giving him public affection. A few people looked at us weird and just kept staring. Then I just gave them the most evil glare I could muster. They just looked away either whispering creepy or rude... or hot from most girls. Riku just smiles when I turn to look at him. " So.. Leon... Why DO you have that girl's number?" Riku asked looking at me with very large eyes.

" Ehhh... She wants me to tell her about Yuffie..." I said sitting back and playing with my fork and napkin. " Oh... Hm... What's her name?" Riku asked concerned. " Larxene..." I said with a thoughtful look. " Hm... ok! Why is she into her or somethin?" Riku asked taking a sip of his drink... we got earlier... " Actually yea... Now... if only Yuffie is..." I said looking at Yuffie carefully. " Ehhhh... I don't think you can tell whether she is a lesbian or not if you just stare at her..." Riku said sipping his lemonade again. I just glared at him making him put his hands up in 'JUST SAYING... SO BACK OFF' kinda way...

" Hm... Hey... you guys... haven't you noticed that the waitress that took our orders is taking to long!" she mumbled. " Um... it's only been like... 7 minutes..." I said looking at my BEAUTIFUL watch. Right when I told the time though we heard a snap of a little stand open. " GAH! You scared me!" Yuffie shouted. " OH! I"m sorry..." the girl said quietly placing her tray on the stand. " Um.. Here is your Insalata Di' Mare... and your pizza..." Larxene said placing the trays down carefully.

" OH GOOODY! IT LOOKS SO GOOD!" Yuffie yelled looking deep into the eyes of Larxene. " Oh... well... my brother made it... he's good..." she whispered. " Oh! You have such pretty eyes!" Yuffie said. " Uhh...ehh... Th... thank you!" Larxene smiled. " Wanna be my girl-friend?" Yuffie asked still not keeping her eyes away from that girl. " Excuse me?" she exhaled sharply. " Do you wanna be my girl friend?" Yuffie asked still not doing anything but staring deep into Larxene's orbs. " Oh my... ok!" Larxene said happily. She trotted off with a happy look.

" WOWWWW Yuffie! You didn't waste anytime asking now, did ya?" I said sarcastically with a full cheesy mouth. " ha ha why not? She is HOT!" Yuffie smiled eyes trailing onto the girls tight ass. " Eh... ok Yuffie... you are creeping me out..." I said taking another pizza and biting it. " OH! Excuse me! It's not like you don't look at Riku's little bottom!" Yuffie said crossing he arms then snatching my fork and started digging in her little salad. I rolled my eyes and just ate Riku's and my pizza.

Once we were finished I handed Larxene's number. " Here... have fun tonight..." I said patting Yuffie on the back. " ha ha ha oh yes... we will have erotic phone sex and I shall tell you all about it!" Yuffie HOPEFULLY teased. " whatever..." I coldly said as I slowly dozed off.

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It felt like a good sleep. As soon as I woke up I was still in the car... but alas Yuffie wasn't in there... instead I was laid out taking up both seats. " Ugh..." I moaned rubbing away sleep from my eyes. Just then I heard the driver's door opened. " OK YUFFIE! See you at work tomorrow!" Riku called. " Hm... oh... Hey Riku... we aren't GONNA club?" I asked groggily. " Oh... haha Yuffie said she wanted to call Larxene right away..." Riku laughed turning on his engine again and taking off to home. " Oh... ok... SO are you GONNA head home?" I asked stretching like a cat.

" Um... No... I am going to take us some place else..." Riku said with a smile on his face. " Hm.. I'm sleepy though..." I whined closing my eyes and covering them in my crossed arms lying on the seat. " Oh shush... it's a beautiful place..." Riku said still driving. I just grunted in response.

A few minutes later...

" Ok, hun... We're here..." I heard Riku say. I felt a little tug at my hair, but then it turned into a rip. " OW!" I screamed in pain. " OOPS! Ha ha sorry I thought your lazy ass was sleeping again!" Riku laughed. " Eh... No..." I said rubbing my aching spot. " Anyways come on, Follow me!" Riku said taking my hand and dragging me up a hill. He took me to the very tip and he pulled me down onto my ass soaring that as well! " ARE YOU GONNA MURDER ME BEFORE I SEE WHAT YOU WANNA SHOW ME?" I yelled. " SH!" Riku ordered. I just growled, but when I looked up there we're millions of Fireflies swirming around the hilltop. The moon shown down on us giving each of us our individual glow. " Gods, Riku... How did you find such a spot?" I asked looking over to him. He looked like an Angel. His skin looking as smooth and silky as ever and lips shining pink with a smile. His hair almost outshining that moon. " I found it.. When I ran away from home..." he said breathing in the crisp cool night air.

" Just look around you, Leon. The flowers are the no color white... and they glow helping the moon seem brighter than ever. The tree's branches are glowing white... but covered in total darkness of leaves... just like my door to security... You managed to clear the path to the door way... but yet... my door is still coated in darkness for the most precious thing... the most... important question you could ask... but... it takes time till these dark leaves... dark binds, shed of their darkness and open up to something gorgeous..." Riku said closing his eyes and looking a lot more beautiful. " Oh gods, Riku... Tell me what you need me to do to unravel the darkness to eternal bliss... please... I want you to be secure always... and completely..." I told him taking his hands and making him face me with his angelic face.

" Tell me... Tell me that if it was allowed... that you'd want me... as nothing more or less than... your spouse..." He said looking at me with the deepest look of desire. " You want to be mine? Forever? You know I would ask! You know I would! God I love you... I love you so much...!" I shouted pulling him into a warm embrace. " Oh Riku... You made me see how real my feelings are! That my body isn't betraying anything... it's just that I had no control.. You taught me how to control how I am feeling... now... I can admit that I am feeling the way I should be instead of blaming my body of betraying me... All I needed was someone who understood and excepted me for who I am... I am the way I am now... Because you loved me..." I said.

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From that day on we saved up money for everything.. A real house... food... and enough to adopt a child of our own...and without both of us knowing... the white feather came out... and dissolved into a shape of a human angel... floating into the spirit world... at the spot where my true self was born.

(( a/n: I noticed I never put a yazoo thing with this... lol oopsie.. Or a larxene and yuffie... OOPSIES! Oh well))

(A/N: HA HA HA HA! That's the end folks! Hee hee hee hee SEE? IT TURNED OUT HAPPY! Yay! Selebrait! Lol Now... Anywayz, Please R&R! OR ELSE! Q Q See Ya!)