Two days after my talk with Troy I went in to talk to him. He was sitting on the bed getting dressed for the day. He looked up when he heard the door open and looked over at it.
"Hello?"
"Hey Troy."
He looked down and says in a very monotone voice,
"Hey Stephanie. Can I help you with something?"
I looked up at him and go,
"I just wanted to say good-bye. I heard that you are leaving in a couple of days and I just wanted to say bye. I am going out of town so I wont be able to see you. I hope everything works out and I know it will." I turned around to walk out but he grabbed my arm.
"Why can't we see eachother Stephanie? Why wont you let me see you? Stephanie, I... I love you and I want to see you." He touched my face and held me. I started to cry and he lifted my face up and kissed me. I kissed him back and held him as close to me as I could.
"Stephanie, please, let me see you! I want to see you." I shook my head no and pulled off of him.
"We can't. I can't."
"Why?" He asked with as much pain as you could think of. I knew it was going to hurt him if I didn't but it was the best I could do.
"I just can't. I...I...I have a boyfriend." He looked at me and his face dropped from a little smile to none at all.
"I don't believe you."
He pulled me closer to him and I tried to pull away but he was to strong.
"I don't believe you Steph. I would have known about it. Why can't you just let me love you?" I shook my head and pulled away.
"Because, I wont let you."
He grabbed at me again and goes, "Because you are scared. You are scared to let anyone get close to you. You're scared of getting hurt and it scares the hell out of you that I am getting close to you."
He was right. He saw right through me and it scared the shit out of me. I looked up at him and go, "Don't." And pushed him off me and walked out the door. I didn't look back and I knew he was called after me. I walked through the doors and went to my car. I would never see Troy again. At least not in that sense.
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