A/n: Hey sorry I haven't updated in a long time. It's cause I couldn't think of what to write, and I have had a lot of stuff going on right now. But anyways on with chapter 7...

Chapter 7:

"I am sorry for leaving you, but something came up and I don't know if I'm coming back. I can't tell you where I am right now." Darien said with a sad voice.

Just as he said that I could feel the happiness leaving and more pain coming.

"Why can't you tell me what's going on and where you are?" I said with tears coming down my face.
Just before he could answer me I heard some girl in the background saying, "Darien I need your help. Get off that phone."
"Darien who is that?" I questioned.
"No one. Don't worry I'll call you later if I can."
Just before I could say anything I heard the phone click.
I just hung up the phone and ran to my room. As I got there I shut the door. I sat on my bed I could feel the warm tears come down my cheeks, I couldn't help but cry.
'What is going on? I'm so confused and lost I don't know what to think anymore. I don't know what to do, there's no one that can help me.' I thought to myself.
Just then Mina came in the room.
"Serena! What happened was that him?" She asked.
"Yes it was him. He said he doesn't know if he's coming back and he can't tell me where he is. And just before he hung up, I heard a girl in the background. He told me he would call me later. I don't know what to do and I just don't understand anything anymore. I don't get why I'm crying." I said with tears in my eyes.
"Because you love him that's why, and don't worry he will tell you. He sounds like he didn't want to leave." Mina said while giving me a sad look.
"Mina I know your trying to help again, but I want to be left alone." I said as I started to cry again.
"I understand." She said as she was getting up.
And just as she shut the door I grabbed my notebook and started to write a poem.

I Don't Know Why

I don't know why this pain
Is taking over my body
I don't know why I'm crying these tears
For someone I never really cared for
I never thought I would love him like I do now
I don't know why I even tried
To get to like you
Cause all it left me with was pain
I don't know why I love you so
I don't know why I even care
I don't know much anymore
Now that your gone I feel so lost
I feel like nothing's ever going to be right
I don't know why I even bother anymore
Cause this pain and confusion
Is to much for me to handle anymore

Just as I got the last line done I closed my notebook and put it back on my nightstand.
I laid down on my bed and rolled up in to a ball. I just started to cry again. then things started to get dark again.

Dream

I opened up my eyes and I was in a bed. I rolled over to find no one beside me. I got up and walked to the door. I opened it up and walked outside. In the yard across the street. I saw Darien outside with two kids, just as I was going to say hi, a girl with long brown hair walked out and wrapped her arms around him and started to kiss him.
"NO NO NO DON'T DO THAT DARIEN!" I yelled with tears in my eyes.
"Serena its okay, wake up, it was just a dream." Mina said.
I opened up my eyes and I was back in my room. I was covered in sweat and I could still feel the tears coming out of my eyes. I just laid there in shock with my eyes filled with tears.
"What happened Serena? What was the dream about?" She questioned.
"I don't want to talk about it right now." I mumbled back.
Just as I said that Mina got up and left. I crawled out of bed and stood in front of the mirror. I just looked at my face that was all red and my eyes were puffed up. Just then I grabbed my notebook off the stand and started to write again.

This Girl In The Mirror
I look at this person in the mirror
She used to be so happy and cheerful
But now all she is sad
She looks like she gave up on life
She looks like she feels lost
When I look into her eyes
All I can see
Is the heartache she bears
And the sadness she holds
I want to tell her
That she's not alone
But for some reason
I can't get the words out
So all I can do is look at her in the mirror
And watch her slowly give up on life

Just as I finish writing that poem I started to think about what I was going to do about this. 'All I really can do is just wait and let him tell me.' I started to feel better after writing the poems. 'Whenever I'm sad I'll write poems.' I thought to myself. Just then I heard the phone ring.
"Serena, it's for you." Mina yells to me.
So I start to walk to the door and open it. Just before I get to the phone "It's Darien." Mina say.
I took the phone from her and said "Hello."

"Hey Serena, we need to talk." He said with a kind of sad voice.
"Okay..." I said with worried voice.
'Whenever someone says that it usually means a bad thing.' I think to myself.
"I still can't really tell you much, all I can say is I'm not in the country anymore."
"But Darien why can't you tell me and who was that girl you were with?" I questioned.
"I can't tell you because I promised someone I wouldn't and that this has to do with my past. That's all I can say and I have to go okay? I'll call you later bye." He said and then I heard the phone click.

A/N: Hey sorry that this chapter wasn't that interesting. Oh and by the way please DO NOT TAKE the poems, I wrote them myself. Well I hope you liked that chapter please leave a review. I will have chapter 8 up soon.