Chapter 9
"Hello" I say
" Hey Serena It me Amy!." She says with a happy voice.
Mina Looks over she gives me the look that says is it him?
I just shake my head no. I go back to putting all my concentration on the phone conversation.
"how has things been going?" She ask
"good you.?" I say with a fake happy voice.
" Its been going good just working that's pretty much it." She say's
Then I hear Amy can you get off the phone I need your help.
" Serena I have to go help my roommate so I will call you later okay bye." She says
Then I hear the phone click before I can say goodbye.
" Who was it ?" Mina says in a questioning voice
" O it was Amy but she had to go cause she had to help her roommate so she said she would call me back later." I said with a fake cheerful voice.
" Hey Serena you are my best friend you don't need to fake a smile or fake being happy. You have the right to be upset! Its better to show you are upset. Then just faking being happy." She says in a concerned voice.
" I know Mina Its just idk what to do any more." I say with a sad voice
" I know its hard and I know you hurt but don't worry it will get better." She said with a serious voice.
I think to my self " I know she says it will get better but right now I cant believe her. I am in to much pain to believe her." Finally we got back to the apartment. We both get out of the car and walk inside I go straight to my room.
" Serena why don't you come out hear and watch TV with me?" Mina yells
"No Its okay I am just going to get in my PJ's and listen to music and sleep." I said with a tired voice.
So I get un dressed and I put on my PJ's that have rabbits on them.
I Sit down on my bed and I pray to god. ' plz good can you help me I don't know what to do anymore I am tired of the hut and I am tired of being confused! Can you just bring him back to me Please I beg you! Amen." Then I craw into bed and I turn on the radio.
The song Miss. Murder by AFI
This is what I brought you, this you can keep,
This is what I brought, you may forget me
I promise to depart, just promise one thing.
Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep.
This is what I brought you this you can keep,
This is what I brought you may forget me
I promise you my heart, just promise to sing.
Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep.
Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep.
This is what I thought, I thought youd need me
This is what I thought, so think me naive.
I promised you a heart, you promised youd keep.
Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep.
Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep.
Hey, Miss Murder can I
Hey, Miss Murder can I
Make beauty stay if I
take my life?
With just a look, they shook,
and heavens bowed before him.
Simply a look, can break, your heart.
The stars that pierced the sky
He left them all behind
We're left to wonder why?
He left us all behind
Hey, Miss Murder can I
Hey, Miss Murder can I
Make beauty stay if I
Take my life?
Dreams of his crash, won't pass
Or how they all adored him
Beauty will last, when spiraled down
The stars that mystified
He left them all behind
And how his children cried
He left us all behind
Hey, Miss Murder can I
Hey, Miss Murder can I
Make beauty stay if I
Take my life?
What's the rift that twists within this furthest mystery?
I would gladly bet my life upon it
At the cost you love your ray of light will fizzle out
Without hope
Where the empty set just flowing through our empty skin
And we're searching for what we were promised
Reaching for the golden ring, we never let go
You won't ever let us put our filthy hands upon it
Hey, Miss Murder can I
Hey, Miss Murder can I
Make beauty stay if I
Take my life?
Hey, Miss Murder can I
Hey, Miss Murder can I
Make beauty stay if I
take my life?
I slowly feel asleep
Dream
Darien "I love you" I say to him as I lay next to him in bed. I" I love you to." He says to me. As he starts to kiss me. He slowly moves down my neck and he starts to take my shirt off. Then he removes my bra and he leans down and starts to lick my one nipple and I can feel it get hard and I cant help but moan...
Then I wake up to a door closing. I start to cry " Why dose it have to be a dream!" I think to my self...
A/N: Hey I hope you guys liked this chapter. I am so sorry it took me so long to update now that it is summer I hope I can update sooner. Plz Leave a review! I will have chapter 10 up soon!