What If
What if I was alive on the day You were
Would I be one of those who followed you around?
If I was a spectator and You passed me by
Would You look at me on second glance?
What if then by chance I stumbled upon You
and looked into Your eyes
Would I have the same courage
to say all the things I told You in my prayers?
"I am weak
Be with me
I can't do it on my own"
"I am a sinner
Forgive me
You hold my forgiveness"
"I need You
Stay with me
I'm scared to be alone"
"I love You
Love me
I need Your love to make it through"
"I am thankful
Thank you
Although I don't deserve it all"
On Your trial
Which side would I be?
Would I be one of those who helplessly wept
Or one of those who screamed, 'Crucify Him!'?
I know my ground
Where I stand
I crucify You all the time
- it never stops
Each time You die
You save me on and on
Each time You resurrect
You chase away my biggest enemy
- it never stops
I only have one life to live
And more questions creeps up inside,
What if my breath ceases at this very moment?
Will I have forever with You?
What if…