Disclaimer: Not mine. None of the songs that I'll put up are mine, unless otherwise stated. If it is mine, I doubt it'll be very good.

A/N Just having writer's block with 'Reflections', so I decided to try this one. Sorry if it's a bit of a downer, I've been kinda depressed lately. Anyway, this is a really pretty song, but I'm not going to be using it in exactly the same way as the last one. Here's my key, same as last time, except for one bit.

Normal text is Anakin

Italics is the lyrics.

Underlined is Obi-Wan

Bold is Padmé. Another thing I probably should mention is that she's dead.

And this time, all three is italics, underlined, AND bold!

Where once was light
Now darkness falls

I can't believe I did all this. They deserved it… didn't they? Everything seems so different now, but I have to believe that it's for the better. I have to, because I did this. Oh, Force, what have I done?

Where once was love
Love is no more

I loved him. I almost want to deny that now, after I see what he's become, but I can't. Because it's true. I wish it wasn't… no. I wish that all of it was back to normal. I wish this had never happened.

Don't say goodbye
Don't say I didn't try

I blame myself. They tell me not to, but how good of a master could I have been, if you turned out this way? I tried, I know that much. But I wish it had never happened. I wish you had never said goodbye.

These tears we cry
Are falling rain

Oh, it's so horrible. Someday, everyone will be as cheerless as I, and there will be nothing anyone can do about it. Tears will be as abundant as rain, and no one will look at each other, for fear of making a friend who will die the next day. Anakin, oh, Anakin, how could you?


For all the lies you told us
The hurt, the blame!

You lied. I can see that now. All of the pain we felt, was caused by you. Do you care? Do you kick yourself, wanting to go back and change it? Or is this a happy ending for you? Do you feel like you've finally found your calling, being a Sith? Why did you do this, Anakin! WHY! Why?


And we will weep to be so alone
We are lost
We can never go home

This is wrong. It shouldn't have happened this way. I feel lost, empty, as if there is something so terribly wrong that nothing can repair the damage it did to my soul. But there's no turning back. What happened, happened. But how I wish it hadn't!

So in the end
I'll be what I will be

As much as I wish you had come to me, I admit, I would have been slightly revolted. I'm a Jedi, Anakin. I hate the Sith. I can't change who I am. But I still wish you had talked to me. I wouldn't have hated you. Not you, just the Sith. Never you.


No loyal friend
Was ever there for me

I can't do this. I wish that this hadn't happened, but what choice did I have? There was no other way out. There was no one to turn to. Obi-Wan, Yoda, they all said that they'd be there, but in the end, they weren't. Oh, Master, you wouldn't have helped. Please understand that. Please don't hold against me what I couldn't control.

Now we say goodbye
We say you didn't try

You could have helped me, if you'd truly cared as much as you claimed to. You didn't try hard enough! There's always another option, but you didn't even look, did you? Do you ENJOY this? Do you LIKE killing people? Do you like all of the pain you spread? You turned your back on me. There's nothing more to say. I would have helped, but you were shutting me out. This is all your fault.

These tears you cry
Have come too late

Oh, Ani. I know that you feel bad now. I'm dead. Of course I know. But if you had realized before… Oh, why? Just a few minutes earlier, and you would have saved so much pain and death. Ani, oh, Ani, I wish I had known.


Take back the lies
The hurt, the blame!

Can you take it back? Can you turn back time, so that all of this horror and fear never happened? No? I didn't think so. So long as you can't, accept the fate you brought on yourself. I miss you, but you should have known better.


And you will weep
When you face the end alone

You're on your own here, Ani. It'll be hard, I know that. And as much as I want to tell you to remember that you're only alone because you pushed away or killed all of your friends, I have to accept some of the blame. I'm sorry. Don't be sad. It won't last long. I know this sounds morbid, but I'm sure, after all of this, you'll welcome death.


You are lost
You can never go home

I hated you. I wish I still did. It made it so much easier. Now I don't know what to feel. But you can't come back, and it's my fault. I can't return to Coruscant, I have Imperial spies and bounty hunters trying to kill me. This is your fault, but I feel worse for you. You don't deserve this. I certainly wish you didn't. Where is the Anakin I used to know? Smothered, behind that big mask? Or is he still there? I'm sorry. The end will come, and we will see each other again one day.