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She stared ahead of her. She walked without realizing anything she was really doing. People were talking and pointing at her, whispering. Words came back to her like Bomb and Dead and Sad. Once she heard pathetic. That's what she was pathetic. She was walking without looking and bumped into Dr.Baily. "What the hell is Grey doing here?" She asked Alex and Izzie. They were silent not knowing what to say. "Dr. Grey you are supposed to be home and resting!" Baily ordered her. Meredith finally realized who was talking and looked at her. "Grey?" Baily asked sort of shaken by the look Meredith had given her. It was a blank look as if she wasn't even in her body. When Meredith didn't answer Baily got worried. "Meredith? Meredith are you okay?" Meredith silently took of towards the elevator Baily and the other interns following. "Meredith don't push that button!" But it was to late the elevator took of. Baily shook her head in disbelief. Where was the happy young woman that had first walked into this hospital. The one showing promises of becoming a great surgeon. Where was that women whose smile could light up the night sky? The elevator door opened and meredith stepped out into the hallway she had been yesterday. Everything looked like it had before the bomb. Before she had her life altering experience. She walked down the isle and looked around. Baily was worried, really worried now. Izzie and Alex looked as if they were both going to break down crying right then and there. "Meredith Grey do not go in that room!" Baily shouted out as Meredith got closer to the exam room where she had had her hand on the ammunition. She couldn't help but cringe when she saw a little bit of pink at the corner of the hallway. She pushed Baily out of her way and went into that room. Once inside she sat down and all those unshed tears were let lose. "I killed him. I handed him the bomb. I killed the man and saved myself I am a coward. I hate myself I hate myself!" Meredith said curling up into a ball. She heard voices outside and wept harder she recognized them as Derek and Addison. Baily sighed got up and looked out the door. Derek was heading into this room. She stepped out to face him. "Oh do not even think about going in this room." She told him. "Dr. Baily, he said, "I just need to get some supplies what are you hiding in there?" He said looking at the flustered Baily. "He reached out for the door and she slapped his hand. "Dr. Baily I am your boss, do you not remember that?" And with that he pulled open the door. His eyes flew across the room and landed on the heap in the center of it. "Oh Mer." He said as he walked across the room and stroked her back. "I killed him, I killed him, I killed him." She said over and over. "Meredith, you didn't kill him." he told her with unshed tears in his eyes. "You, Meredith Grey, are the bravest person I have ever met." He said in a whisper so only she could hear.
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