Disclaimer: I do not own Degrassi

Jay was right the walls are thin. So thin I'm afraid he's going to break it if he keeps slamming his head against it. After I weigh my options I decide to see if he's ok. I slid off the pretty high bed and walked to the bathroom door. I waited a minute to see if he'd stop on his own. He didn't. I knocked once quietly but he didn't here so I knocked again louder. The banging stopped.

"Jay you know these walls are very thin."

I heard him start to cough and I bit my lip. I knocked again and the coughing stopped. The door opened. He looked uncomfortable. His eyes wandered. He looked everywhere except at me.

"Is it morning already?"

I shook my head. "Are you ok?"

"Oh yea I'm pretty wired I'm going to hang out downstairs" he said uncomfortably.

"Want me to come with?"

"No, no you stay here" he ran out quickly.

"Something is really wrong with him" I said to myself and called Manny.

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Jay's POV

"Err" I hit my head against the desk. James came over and picked my head up from my hair.

"What happened?"

"I screwed up" I rubbed my head.

"Do tell."

"I'd rather not."

"I can't help if you don't tell."

"I don't think you can help period."

"Try me."

"Ok well we were making out..."

"And you tried something."

"No... Well not really I just put my hand under her shirt I didn't even get anywhere she just kind of freaked and fell off the bed."

"What did you say after?"

"I helped her up and..."

"She let you help her up."

"Yeah."

"Hmmm and what."

"And I said I was sorry she said it was fine then..."

"She said it was fine."

"Yeah."

"Hmmmm."

"Then she said she was tired and was going to bed."

"Did you go to sleep too?"

"No I went into the bathroom to..."

"Hit your head against a wall like you did with the desk you get that from your father he got a concussion the night your mother told us about you."

"Great to know my father is just as big of a loser as I am."

"So what happened between then and now."

"She came and asked if I was ok then..."

"She asked if you were ok."

"Yea"

"Hmmmm"

"Would you stop that you sound like a doctor what does hmmmm mean?"

"Well based on what you're saying and the fact that she's behind you cracking up over how stupid you can be sometimes I'd say she's not mad."

I spun around to see her smiling and shaking her head.

"What is wrong with you? Ever since you came down here to help him out you've been acting like a completely different person what'd he do to you I want my Jay back."

"Don't blame me for your horrible taste in guys."

"You are a mean old man."

"Refer back to my previous statement."

"Come on maybe you can sleep off your grandfather's brainwashing."

"You coming up" I asked.

"I'll be right up you go ahead without me."

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Emma's POV

"Did you say anything that might turn him into crazy Jay?"

"Not that I know of personally I think he was always crazy but you seem to be the one affecting him not me."

"What are you saying I'm bad for you."

"The opposite."

"So you think it's good that I'm making him try to give himself serious brain injuries?"

"Well that's not your fault that's in his blood but it's you that is making him feel like he needs to bang his head some kids cut Jay bangs his head on solid objects until he passes out."

"So I make him depressed."

"No think of Jay as living in Topsie Turvie."

"Isn't that from a cartoon on The House of Mouse?"

"Yes."

"Ok I got it go on."

"When he's happy he's stressed because he doesn't no how to be happy so you just have to make sure he's unhappy and he'll be fine."

"Do you have any aspirin my head is killing me."

"Yea here" he handed me a bottle of aspirin and water. I took it quickly.

"Ok now let me get this straight he doesn't know how to be happy so he's stressed like when you don't know how to do something on a test."

"Yea."

"So why can't I teach him how to be happy?"

"How?"

"I don't know you're the one with all the age and wisdom."

Someone snickered.

"What was that" I asked. Jay's grandfather went into the back and pulled Jay out by his ear.

"I can't believe you'd eavesdrop on a private conversation" he shook his head disapprovingly.

"I can't believe you compared me to a cutter" he countered. I laughed.

"I was trying to make it easier to understand."

"You still gave her a headache even with your crazy comparisons. Topsie Turvie."

"Will you guys stop it you act more like brothers than you do grandfather and grandson."

"Well what do you know."

"Apparently more than you."

"Keep this one."

"If I can keep up with her" Jay smirked. My heart always flipped when he smirked. Or looked at me. Or laughed. Or smiled. Or spoke. Or moved.

"Do you really not know how to be happy" I laughed.

"Don't listen to him he's a little sick in the head."

"That I am but remember Emma it's genetic."

"Oh I know that already we might have to have the men in white coats carry you away" I hit Jay's back and ran. He chased after me Iran into the elevator with a bunch of other people.

"Damn hooligans shouldn't be allowed in hotels" one elderly man said.

"Tell that to the guy at the desk he'd love to throw him out."

The elevator doors opened at our floor and I ran out and into the room. Jay was already there standing behind the door with a pillow. I grabbed the pillow from him and hit him with it before he noticed I was there. He took his own pillow from the bed and hit me with it as I ran past. I jumped on the bed and hit him over the head sending him falling back and hitting the wall.

"Oh my god are you ok" I ran over to see him. He hit me with a pillow.

"Hey no fair" I hit him again as he passed by.

"All's fair in love and war" he hit me with a pillow and I fell back onto the bed pulling him down with me.

He tried to roll over to get off of me but I pulled him back and kissed him. After a moment of shock he quickly deepened the kiss. I pulled away for a second and he started trailing light kisses down my neck and arm. When he got to my elbow I put my hand on the side of his face and he moved back up as our lips crashed against each other. I ran my fingers through his hair then settled my hands on the back of his neck. There was a knock on the door and he groaned as he got up to get it.

"What do you want James?"

"The couple next you would like you to please stop fighting because they're on their honeymoon and it's depressing to hear other couples fighting."

"We weren't fighting"

"Well obviously! That shade of lip gloss does not look good on you" he shook his head and I buried my head in a pillow.

"Aw she embarrasses easily how cute I'll leave before she suffocates herself as you were."

"You know I kind of feel bad for them you'd think we'd hear a little more you know."

"Have you seen them they're ancient!" James left and Jay shut the door.

In the morning we got up around nine. We got dressed and left. In the elevator were two people probably in they're late nineties that I assumed to be the honeymooners from next door.

"That's the couple that were fighting" the old lady said "she's the one who was bothering Morty."

"You'll get through the fight" the old man smiled.

"They hardly look old enough to be married."

"You hardly look young enough to be alive" Jay snapped back.

"We're not married" I smiled sweetly at the cute old couple.

"And you're staying together in a hotel that's how girls get themselves in a lot of trouble a lot of trouble."

"Look lady you may still think it's 1855 but the truth is it's the 21st century and people aren't usually virgins when they die."

"Jay lay off!"

The elevator door opened and they slowly walked out.

"It's a shame really such a pretty girl too bad she's a whore" the old lady whispered and shook her head.

"Let me at her" I lunged for her but Jay pulled me back.

"He's not much better just a pimp."

"All guys are these days but her how could she be so stupid as to associate herself with such scum.

"Listen lady you can say what ever you want about me but she is the kindest smartest most thoughtful person I've ever met and I won't let you say anything bad about her because she doesn't deserve it." The couple walked away and James walked over to them and asked the to leave.

"Thank you" I hugged him "that was the nicest thing anyone's ever done for me."