Chapter 1- Gone

Buffy gazed at the gaping crater that used to be Sunnydale. The tears were

streaming down her face in silent waves. 'Buffy we won" Faiths voice echoed

happily from behind her. Buffy turned to face her former enemy and now ally.

The oldest and most powerful Slayer's face was grim and reflected in grief. 'But

at what cost" her voice said savagely the overwhelming pain she was in came to

surface in her eyes. 'A handful of disillusioned girls" remembering those new

slayers who had died. She turned to Xander and her face softened 'Anya". Her

body sifted back to stare at the remains of Sunnydale. 'Buffy" Willow said softly

coming forward to stand by her friend. 'We still won and its over" her face

glowed with a new confidence and control. Buffy's eyes wandered into the

distance. Her voice started to crack as she whispered 'Spike didn't make it out.

I told him it was finished, I told him I loved him, and I held his hand as he

started to burn up." At the end of her speech she started to cry. Dawn was

crying hysterically while Faith and Andrew tried to comfort her. Willow and

Xander wrapped their arms around Buffy in a tight hug. They better than

anyone understood what it was like to lose someone you loved completely.