OK this is going to start getting kinda melodramatic but hey, hope you all like it. The whole L.A./New York thing is dodgy moneywise and stuff but hey, just imagine lol. Please review.

Willow heard a knock on her door and grabbed Buffy's phone she'd left behind and opened the door, "Here don't - oh, Giles. I thought it was Buffy."

Giles nodded, barging past her, "We need to talk."

Willow rolled her eyes a little, closing the door, "Well come in then." She looked at him, sighing, "This is about Buffy right?"

Buffy got to her door just as she remembered she'd forgot her phone, "Shoot!" she made her way back to Willlow's and although she knew it was wrong, when she heard Giles voice she couldn't help but listen knowing full well it would be about her.

Giles nodded again, "Indeed."

"Oh," Willow said quietly, judging by the barging through, he wasn't in the best of moods.

"This is terrible," Giles said.

Willow bit her lip, "Buffy said you took it well. Just a front?"

Giles nodded, "Of couse. How could anyone take this well? I mean, Spike? I don't even know how its possible. He's not a living creature. For all we know that thing inside her might not even be human, we can't let it happen."

Willow stayed silent.

Buffy had heard/not heard enough from both of them. It was one thing to completely lie about being happy for her and insulting the ex dead boyfriend but not even telling her and saying it behind her back. Her best friend and the person she'd always looked up to as a dad.

She was too annoyed to cry which was good in a way because she hated the whiny Buffy more than anything else.

She ran back to her room and threw the few clothes that were lying around the room back into her bag. She was about to walk out, just like that when her thoughts ran to Dawn. She'd be safe here with them...but she wanted her to know how much she loved her and that none of this was her fault.

Figure by now Giles and Willow have probably filled everyone in. I don't know where we're going or what we're going to do but whatever happens don't try to find me. If I come back it'll be when I'm ready. Or when i think you may have got over me having Spike's child. Either way, I'm sorry for skipping out like this but I just need time and as far as I heard so do some of you.

Dawn, forgive me for this but you'll probably be better off without me.

I love you all but this is something I have to do. Faith's around if anything supernatural comes up.

Buffy

Buffy closed her eyes, holding all the tears back and grabbing her bag, having no idea where she was heading. She walked out of the B n B and looked around. It was night and she didn't have a lot of money, just enough for...Buffy thought wondering if it was. After all there was a major gap betwen them.

She sighed, walking out and asking around for local train stations that would go from New York to L.A.

After finding out what she needed, she waited for half an hour at the train station then her train arrived. She sighed, getting onto it. There was no going back now.

Giles sighed, standing up, "Do you know if she had plans to tell the others?"

Willow shook her head, "She asked me to. She couldn't cope."

Giles nodded, "I'll think of something or find something as to how this could have happened but until then we're just going to have to pretend we're supportive God knows what she'd do if she knew how we really felt."
Willow gave a sad smile and nodded, showing Giles out. She felt really bad. She was happy for Buffy, she really was but she felt bitchy and sorrow for her best friend especially considering if Giles was right and her baby wasn't human, would they have to ... Willow couldn't even think about it. She couldn't. Who would think about killing an unborn baby which might in some strange unexplainable situation might be human.

Willow sighed feeling even more bitchy now that she was going to see Buffy, pretend like everything was OK. She picked up her phone and went to Buffy's room.